Hey Guys :) Sooooo this is my first original story and I'm super excited :D honestly this story kinda made me cry :/ I HOPE YOU LOVE IT :D
Disclaimer: I don't own SWAC... yet :P
Sonny's POV
Im Not so sure about Hollywood anymore... Its not that I don't love the thrill of the fans and the rush you get from hearing crowds scream your name... I don't love that change Hollywood makes in you. Look at me. Im an 18 year old girl, who used to date Chad Dylan Cooper, and before I came here I had friends. I had a sister named Zaria and a family, I was an innocent. But what you see, hear, and say, comes back to haunt you in a town like this. Either you have no personal space or your fighting desperately to hold onto what you once had. At times it seems funny, being here you figure that what you need is not space... you figure the reason your even here is to escape. But its not that simple. Sometimes you have to do things you never wanted or dreamed of doing and when its done its too late to apologize or take it back. In the land of stars everything is permanent, you can't change anything ever. Because there is such a thing as bad publicity, and it doesn't go away. Its like a horrible scar, something to look at and remind you that you aren't perfect. You can never fix what happens here, your always slapped in the face with lies and stories that the paparazzi make up to keep the "news" circulating. No where is safe. No where is gossip free, everybody knows. Everyone knows what a huge mistake I made with Chad. What a big mistake I made coming here, working here, living here. Everyone knows that I fell hard for that monster, and that I was stupid enough to be blindsided by his game. Everyone knows that I, Sonny Monroe, am a changed girl. Theres only one way to escape what Hollywood brings. So is that why I m standing by the edge of this bridge? The very spot Chad brought me after our first real date? Yes. I can't deal with being around him, being around here anymore. I can't take what the city has to scars on my arm remind me of that. They remind me of the razor, the break-up, and my failure. I wasn't going to jump just yet, but having my feet dangle over the edge was such a thrill, knowing that in a matter of minutes I wouldn't have anymore troubles, I would be gone. Nothing would matter. I needed to feel the rush of the air surround me and I needed it soon. I can't say I wanted to die, no. I needed to. I knew beyond a doubt that my time is up. It was time to face the truth, I was a lollipop in a fishbowl, a piece of pie in a jar of car paint, a monkey in the ocean. It was obvious that I didn't belong... and nothing that anyone, nothing that Chad could do about it. I am going to jump. Period. I hear a car driving and I freeze, not another paparazzi story please, and I saw him climb out. He just walked up next to me and took my hand. I looked up and I was falling back in love with him, against all of my free will I was falling. "Sonny I love you. Don't ever forget that." I nodded and he smiled. And then Chad and I jumped. Goodnight California... and goodbye.
Please review and tell me if i should make this a multi chappie :D 3 ya :D
-Kenna