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I do not own Harry Potter. It'd be wicked if I did, for I'd be rich. But alas, I do not.

This story contains flashbacks full of rape, incest, child molestation, violence, self mutilation, violence and drug usage.

The story itself, without flashbacks, it contains violence, rape, drug usage, violence, course language and self mutilation.

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It had been 8 and a half months since Draco Malfoy had woken from the coma cause by a heart attack, and 11 months since Hermione Granger's capture by Lucius Malfoy and the Death Eaters. She inner thoughts had warned her she'd become pregnant that night, but fortunately she was wrong. She did, however, get pregnant by Draco Malfoy 2 months after he had awoken. He had proposed to her like he intended before they fought.

'But he didn't stay gone. No, not at all. 2 years after the Wizarding War, he appeared before Hermione Granger, and he was nowhere near in his right mind. He grabbed her arms and shook her, looking into her eyes. "Why didn't you love me, Granger?" He shouted, throwing her down onto the floor of her flat. He pinned her down and looked into her eyes again. Once he saw fear, he was overcome by an insatiable desire.

Hands roamed, skilled fingers undid blouse and trousers. Hermione tried pushing him away, biting his hands and clawing at his face, leaving somewhat deep marks that would no doubt scar. Her eyes opened widely as she felt him undo his own trousers and shimmy out of them. "No...please...please no." She begged, but to no avail. Her whole body tensed up as she felt the tip of his penis touching her core. She tried harder to push him away and that upset him. He grabbed his wand and put it under her chin.'

Hermione Granger remembered it all. Him raping her. She remembered being saved by a Healer after gashing up her intire body. Her finding out she was pregnant with their daughter, Erika. Finding Draco at a night club and telling him he'd pay for what he did. Giving birth. Being forced to pick between her daughter and living with her rapist. Falling for him. Choosing to have sex with him. Screaming at him that all he wanted was to hurt her. Him apologizing for it all. Him having a heart attack after she said she was moving back to her own flat. Him slipping into a coma. Her finding the ring he intended to give her. The note informing her of his love. Lucius Malfoy and Antonin Dolohov kidnapping her. Dolohov, Malfoy and Greyback raping her. Lucius sending her back with a threat for Draco that he'd have to re-experience his childhood if he interfered with Death Eaters' plans.

Living alone in Malfoy Manor for two and a half months until Draco awoke from his coma. Draco telling Hermione everything his father had done to him when he was a child. The sleepless nights he experienced, the blood stains in his undergarments that he had to explain to his mother. His mother's suicide after she figured it all out. Lucius going into hiding. Draco sleeping with countless women to try to forget everything. Draco being rejected once, and turning to raping countless women, until Hermione. She was the last woman he ever forced into sex.

Hermione remembered the feeling of guilt as the first words he spoke when he woke from his coma were "Tell her I need her...tell her I'm so fucking sorry.". She remembered the feeling of love as he asked her once again to marry him. She remembered giving herself to him, mind, body and soul on her own voilition. She remembered finding out she was pregnant. She remembered planning her wedding. She remembered the good and the bad, and though there was a lot of bad, she couldn't change it for anything in the world.