Lovesick

Summary: Dick has a crush on Babs and doesn't know what to make of it. It's mostly drabble about his thoughts and feelings. First fanfic. One-shot

A/N: I got inspired while listening to the 'Symphony Soldier' album by The Cab. It's my first fanfic. So bear with me. It's written in Dick's P.O.V. I love this couple so only read if you ship them to. It will probably be a one-shot about Dick's thoughts and feelings. It's mostly drabble as if I was in Dick's position. Even though I'm a girl. It when Babs is Batgirl and it's set in season 1. Spitfire isn't canon yet.

Dick's P.O.V.

I feel like every time we touch I get this tingling feeling go all around my body. Is this what it feels like when your best friend is a girl? You sceptically watch their every movement? Every time she flips her hair, is in slow-motion? You feel a hint of hurt or jealousy when she talks to another guy? When you're not with her you think solely about her?

How can I feel like this, when I've known Babs since we were nine? We've told each other everything from the beginning. And I mean everything. I even told her I was Robin, much to Bruce's dismay. And now she's Batgirl. Wow.

Is it wrong to constantly worry about her when we're out on patrol? Is it bad when my mind is constantly on her when I'm training or on a covert mission with the team? Is it wrong that every time she speaks I space out and don't hear a single word she says? For some reason I only focus on her lips and her gorgeous blue eyes. To just stare into those ocean blue eyes and never look away.

Soon after I start feeling like this, I realize that I might be having my first crush, on my best friend! Ugh how can I be feeling like this, let alone towards Barbara? I wonder if anyone else has noticed. Oh God, Bruce! I mean he is the world's greatest detective. But what does he know about relationships? He's a playboy. I mean seriously who would stoop as low as Selina Kyle/Catwoman or Talia Al Ghul.

If Wally found out he would sure as hell want to know everything about her and then he might start to like her too. Seriously Grayson, SNAP OUT OF IT! Bruce will have your head for being a lovesick fool. As if this is my fault. She came into my life first and she's the one who smells nice and looks pretty. Way to go Dick, now you're blaming your problems on a girl. Not just any girl, but your best friend.

What am I going to do? Do I tell her and possibly risk our friendship or don't tell her and never have a romantic relationship with her. I mean Bruce says never to mix work with pleasure. But what if she doesn't feel the same way? Maybe if I wait my feelings will go away and it was just a fluke? How does that make sense, Grayson? You've never felt like this before and you've known Babs for years.

Who can I talk to about this, so I don't go mad and end up as crazy as the Joker? Wally has got his own love life issues with Artemis, and vice versa. Man, why can't those two just realize they like each other? Like I'm one to talk. Kaldur misses Tula in Atlantis and I'm pretty sure there's something going on between M'gann and Conner. I can't talk to any leaguers. They'll just baby me and say, "Aw, Your first crush!"

Is there truly no one I can talk to in this freaking messed up world?

She could feel the same way. I mean, she seemed kind of jealous when I took that photo with Artemis at school. Ah, good times. Artemis didn't know who I was and still she doesn't. I mean me as Dick Grayson. Babs, however, also always seems to be looking at me when we train together. Who am I kidding? She's probably just trying to get some tips without actually asking me. But what if she does actually like me? What do I do then? Will she actually tell me about her feelings? Or will she hide it from me, like I'm considering? Why is it so hard to get up the courage to tell and ask her if she feels the same way? Come on Grayson, it's just Babs, you tell each other everything. You trust her… Right?

Right.

I have to tell her. So here goes nothing…

A/N: Dick is clearly overthinking things. I made Babs Batgirl in season 1 because I wanted to, so deal with it. What'd you guys think? I know it probably sucks. Please review. Criticism much appreciated. It's my first fanfic.