*title wouldn't fit on ff.net*

It's not that I don't Love You; I'm just Too Cold to Say It

I know how you must feel

I never tell you what you want to hear

I guess it'd make someone like you kinda sad

But I don't mean to do that to you

I know what you must think

"Does he even love me at all?"

I've never told you anything

Hardly shown it at all

But it's so much more complicated

Than you think

If you could just know what I felt inside

You'd understand so much better

You think you understand

Hell, perhaps you do

It certainly seems that way, it really does

But how could you know exactly what it's like?

I know you question

My love for you

I know you wonder

If I'll find someone new

But I know you couldn't understand

The pain I've felt

The fear

The memories that still torture me

You could easily say

"They've made you like this

But you can change"

But that's not true

Everything I've felt

The pain it has all brought me

The wounds it has given me

Can never be healed

I know you couldn't understand

And I don't expect you to

So you'll just have to believe me when I say

It's not that I don't love you

I'm juat too cold to say it