This is just a oneshot I wrote when I was bored. It takes place after Eclipse, probably about two years later.
Here ya go!!
Loosing Bella
I looked on quietly from the back of the beautifully decorated church. The majority of those who inhabited the small town of Forks were assembled here today, it wasn't everyday that the sheriff's daughter got married.
No one had noticed my entrance, I had snuck in after the bride, my Bella, had made her entrance and all eyes were on her. How could they not be when she looked so amazing? I caught myself staring openly and I knew I would regret coming here later. It could only bring back memories of something that could never be.
As Bella neared the alter, he turned to smile at her and she tripped under his gaze. My dearest Bella, always so clumsy. She blushed that lovely shade that I knew and loved so much as she stood before her fiancé—I shuddered at the word—and the minister.
She looked stunning in her dress, the delicate snowy-white fabric flowing gently over her porcelain skin. And her long mahogany hair cascading down her back in soft waves. I had seen her thousands of times, but never like this. Here she was different. And I longed so badly to be there, standing before her as he was right now.
The minister started to speak but I wasn't taking in a word. I was thinking back through the years I had known her, all that had happened between us. It killed me to know it would never be enough. She chose him. That would never change.
I was brought back from my memories when I heard her say those words that I had always pictured her saying to me.
"I do."
My breathing increased as I tried to control the wave of emotion crashing over me. He returned the words to her and I knew I couldn't take this much longer. I knew what was coming, I knew what it would do to me. But somehow, as he leaned towards the only person I would forever love, I couldn't look away.
Their lips met and I was in agony. It was over. Nothing could be right without Bella in my life. I could never be whole when she wasn't mine. The kiss broke and was met by cheers from their friends and family.
I turned to leave, not wanting to see the pity in their knowing eyes. But as I turned back for one last glance at what could never be, I met the gaze of those beautiful brown eyes. They were anguished and shocked at the same time, digging deeper into the whole that tore through my chest. I stared back at her, the unbelievable amount of emotion I felt, hidden from my face.
He then pulled her into a tight embrace, laughing along with their friends.
But her eyes never left mine and over her shoulder she mouthed to me the words that I never wanted to hear.
I didn't want her sympathy, I wanted to be where he was right now. To be the one holding her, the one that would stay permanently by her side forever.
But no matter if I wanted to hear them or not, I will never forget those last words that she said to me.
"I'm sorry, Edward."
OOOOO!!
Betcha weren't expecting that!!
I never write from Edward's POV so I thought this might be kinda fun.
I love Edward though so don't take this fanfic the wrong way.
I also realize that it's extremely unlikely to happen and Bella and Edward are forever!!
Review and tell me if you saw that Bella was actually getting married to Jake or if you were suprised!!
:) :)
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