U Smile I Smile
CH 1
Mandy's POV
I woke up on a cold floor with my head pounding in pain I seen a dark shadow walking around but it was really blurry then everything went black then the next thing I knew I was in my bed I guess somehow I managed to get away from whatever it was that attacked me unfortunately my head was still hurting and I didn't know what happened.
Its been 2 days since the night i somehow hurt myself and ended up in my bed me and a couple of my friends got in a truck with this guy that looked really familiar he was talking to me like he knew me he started to drive through town but then he was going all over the road he ended up going through the grass and through a fence he drove up by a tennis court and drove through the grass up there but then there was cops and at first he stopped then he stared to drive again going towards the cops and soon we were surrounded by them the man tried to get out but then he was immediately arrested
About 5 months went past and I was getting sick all the time and I missed a couple periods so I was getting scared but I didn't remember doing anything I really can't remember and it's driving me crazy and scaring me I mean I didn't grow too much either it was sort of noticeable so I made a appointment to see a doctor to actually find out
My family and I parked in a parking lot way down the street from the doctors office I wanted to go by myself so I walked there and seen the doctor he said I was about 5 months pregnant with a boy I left there and went to a museum by the doctors office because I needed to try to clear my head but then I seen my friends Becky and Johnny there talking and I didn't want them to know I was there or them know I was pregnant so I kept walking and got on an elevator not realizing I hit the wrong button and went to the floor above the one to leave I got off and seen my "biological" mother there with some Mexican guy and I said hi to her and the reason I said biological is because I was adopted by my grandparents and now I consider them my real parents then I heard the guy say
"is that her is that Mandy" I thought it was weird because the guy knew my name I mean I had a feeling why he said that because he's Mexican and I'm half Latin but it couldn't be so I ignored it and looked the other way I seen my brother and my sister in law sitting there so I went to say hi then when I went to turn around and leave then Mexican guy walked over to me and just stared at me so I said
"can I help you" and he said
"you don't know who I am do you" I just looked at him and said
"um not really sorry" he smiled and said
"I'm your father" I wasn't happy about that because he wasn't my father maybe my biological one but I don't even know him
"no your not I have a father he may not be my biological father but he was there my whole life and didn't try to get me back 3 years ago" then he looked down and seen my stomach and said
"you're pregnant?" and I said
"yes but I don't know how, I didn't do ANYTHING so don't even ask not that you should care" then I got on the elevator and left before he could say anything
when I got outside I got in a car with a friend of my moms I guess she sent her to pick me up she was driving me down to my family that was down at the other side of town waiting at a restaurant as we were driving I happened to look out the window and seen someone that I thought was really cute sitting in a van next to my family's cars but I didn't really care I had other things on my mind so the lady pulled in and parked 2 spots behind my family and said
"good luck" I tried to smile and said
"thanks" I felt myself starting to tear up as I got out of the car because I knew I was pregnant and I didn't know how or what happened 5 months ago and when I got all the way out of the car I was behind my family's cars and that van when I started to cry historically to the point I couldn't really breath and fell to the ground but then I seen that boy in the van next to my family's cars look out his mirror at me but I didn't care I just kept crying then a minute later I heard
"um are you OK?" I had my head in my hands and I just shook my head and said
"no! I'm not" he pulled me up so I was standing up and he immediately pulled me into a hug and to be honest I didn't care who was hugging me I just knew that it felt good to have someone care about me right now stranger or not and while he was hugging me he said
"what's wrong?" I said
"I'm a 17 year old girl and I just found out I'm 5 months pregnant and I swear I didn't do anything to get pregnant" I don't know why but I held on to him tighter and he said
"don't take this the wrong way but it wasn't the usual way that you get pregnant?" and I said
"no it's not I didn't do that OK I wouldn't do anything like that I HAVEN'T done anything I promise . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . why is this happening to me?" he pulled back and said
"OK calm down it will all be alright" he wiped the tears out of my eyes and when I actually looked at him I realized who was holding me and actually caring about someone like me
"ar- aren't you Justin Bieber" he smiled and said
"yes I am . . . I'm guessing you're a fan huh . . . What's your name?"
"Mandy . . . Mandy Lopez and yes I am but not an obsessed one so please don't worry"
"I wasn't but it's nice to meet you I mean not in this way but. . ." he looked over at the van he was sitting in so did I and I seen what looked like Kenny signaling for him so they can leave then Justin looked at me and said "look I have to go so give me your phone and I will put my number in it call me if u EVER need to talk about this or anything don't be scared to call me and since my mother was a teenage mom you can talk to her too" so I gave him my phone and he gave me his to put my number in, he started to leave so I walked over to everyone that was standing there and my mom was first to talk
"so what did the doctor say"
"I'm - I'm 5 months pregnant . . . With a boy" they didn't look happy then my father said
"how could you do this I thought you were better then this . . . I thought we raised you better then this . . . you know what don't even bother to try to talk to me" I started crying again until I got a text
~I heard what Ur father said as I was pulling out & I was serious about U calling me IK U R going 2 need some1 2 talk 2 & please don't cry I don't like seeing girls cry especially if they R beautiful fans of mine or going through something call me 2morrow morning & remember smile . . .Please . . . For me :D ~JDB I wiped the tears out of my eyes and smiled then I heard a car beeping so I looked up and seen him waving as he was coming back down the street I guess he wanted to make sure I was smiling so I waved back and got another text that said
~that's better now keep that beautiful smile & remember 2 call 2morrow I have the next couple months off tour so I can talk whenever just no screaming lol :D ~JDB I text him back and said
~Thank you I don't know what would have happened if U wouldn't have talked 2 me & text me such cheesy texts & I will do both thanx again 3 ~ML and almost right away I got a text back
~haha IK I'm cheesy & it wasn't a problem I care 4 every1 especially 1s like U :D ~JDB
~wait what do you mean 1s like me 3 ~ML
~I just meant a beautiful fan of mine going trough something I didn't mean anything bad by it don't worry :D ~ JDB
~OK well I have to deal with my family yay haha but I'll talk to you later ok Biebs 3 ~ML
~OK talk to you then Lopez :p ~JDB
I just smiled and stood there staring at the texts then my sister Kristen put her arm around me and whispered
"who was that you were talking to and texting and that made you all . . . What's the word . . . smiley" I knew everyone wouldn't believe me on who it was so I showed her my phone where he put in his number and showed her his name but not his texts he sent me and she just smiled
the next day I got up and called Justin to talk to Pattie (his mother)
"everything will be fine I promise being a teenage mother isn't as hard as everyone says it is I mean of course it's hard but it does get easier"
"thank you I really hope my son turns out like yours did and i mean as nice and sweet as he is"
"haha yea just hopefully a little less hyper then my son" but then I heard Justin in the background
"hey I'm not that hyper I'm fun . . . Can I talk to her now" I started giggling and Pattie said
"yes you can . . . Well I guess I will talk to you another time Mandy"
"Ok bye and thank you"
"no problem" then I heard the phone rattling around then heard
"hello?"
"hey pushy?"
"ouch that's harsh why am I pushy"
"you pushed your mother off the phone"
"oh yea well I wanted to talk to you"
"aww well that's sweet Justin"
"I know because I got that much swag I can be like that" I smiled a little more and said
"whatever you say Biebs"
"what's that supposed to mean"
"it means your conceded basically"
"you're really harsh you're not like my other fans"
"wait I'm not like them as a good thing or a bad thing"
"it's a good thing most of- well actually I should say all of my fans would go crazy when they meet me and if they get my number it will be all over the internet so I would have to change it and they wouldn't joke around the way you are right now"
"well I'm happy I could help you out on that and who says I'm joking"
"ouch I'm getting scarred" i could tell he was smiling
"I was just joking but really I'm happy you actually trust me"
"yea I do and I guess we're even now"
"how do you figure"
"because I got you to smile yesterday and you made me smile and happy today" I know I am blushing listening to him say that but I just said
"haha yea I guess we are which means I have to get one over you"
"why is that"
"because I have to win at something I barley have had anything good happen to me so I have to win at this"
"wait so I wasn't a good thing huh"
"I don't know I have to think about that" I smiled
"oh really?" I know he was smirking
"ok fine me meeting you would be one good thing, I guess"
"no you're right it's not a good thing"
"and why would that be"
"because you met someone that has Swag and is Sexy and hey I can't forget how talented I am so it was a GREAT thing"
"and we're back to you being conceded" he started laughing
I talked to him the rest of the day until about 9 but before I hung up I said
"before I go Justin what we were talking about before about your number I would NEVER give it out to anyone or put it anywhere"
"thank you and I know you wouldn't I trust you"
"ok well I just wanted you to know that but I guess I better let you go to bed and I guess I better go to bed myself"
"ok goodnight Lopez" I giggled and said
"goodnight Biebs" I hung up but I didn't go to bed until after 10
when I got up the next morning I just needed a day to talk because I started to get some memory back so I wanted to tell someone and I knew my family wouldn't listen so I called Justin again and asked him if he wanted to get some coffee
I met him at the café just a couple blocks from my house and he was surrounded by girls wanting his autograph and pictures with him when he seen me he signaled for me to sit next to him at his table and when I did I got ALOT of death stares especially when they seen my stomach even though it's only a little out but it wasn't that big but then they all left pointing at me but I ignored it
"so what did u want to talk about or did you want to criticize me more today" he was smiling
"hey I didn't criticize you last night I'm just not as conceded as you are about yourself"
"and you're still being harsh" we started laughing then I said
"um no I actually started to get some of my memory back on what happened to me and you said I could talk to you whenever I needed to"
"ok, what was it" he stood up to take off his jacket but before he sat back down I don't know how I knew but I realized that friends of the guy that got put in jail (the one in the beginning that got arrested) walked in and it looked like they slid something into Justin's jacket pocket as he was taking it off but I wasn't really sure and these guys were known as some very high tech sneaky and dangerous people and that's why the guy was friends with them so I told Justin to leave his jacket here and I was going to do the same and he said
"um why"
"just grab your phone and wallet and leave your jacket here I'll explain when we leave" I was whispering . . .so we got up and left and Justin turned to me while we were walking down the street and said
"so what was that about"
"those guys they are . . . "I turned around and seen them following us so I started whispering again "they're dangerous they're friends with the guy that did this to me" I pointed to my stomach "and they're following us we need to get out of here with out being seen" he thought for a minute and pulled out his phone and text his bodyguard Kenny I read it as he was typing
~I need you to pick me up & I'm gonna 2 need someone that looks like me & someone that looks like a pretty Latin pregnant girl ~Justin when he sent it I looked at him
"what?"
"pretty? really?"
"what's wrong with that?"
"I don't . . . I don't really like people calling me that I guess I never have"
"well you should because it's true" I stopped talking and smiled and I knew I was blushing then a big black van pulled up and Justin got in and helped me in it, as we seen the guys that were following us got in a car too. Me and Justin looked in the back of the van and seen the people that looked like us and when we got to a store Kenny pulled over the van and me and Justin slid down in our seats while the look a likes got out and went in the store and so did the guys following us I looked at Justin and said
"I need to get out of here" then I thought for a minute as we were sitting up and said "but I don't know how or where I'm going to go" I had to stretch my arms I put my hands back down in my lap then I felt something in my hand it ended up being Justin's hand he looked at me and smiled then looked at Kenny and said
"we're going home Kenny" I just looked at him in confusion and said
"wait home as in my home or Atlanta . . ." I thought for a second then said "or Canada" he giggled and said
"Canada of course"
"well what about the passport I don't have one" he smiled (OK this is fake so I changed A LOT)
"you didn't hear, you don't need a passport anymore unless you're just visiting which is really stupid but you're going to stay with me for a while so I know you will be safe because I'm protecting you myself so you're not going to need one" I felt tears running down my face and he looked at me in confusion again and said
"what's wrong"
"it's just I met you 2 days ago and you're being really sweet to me . . . why?"
"I don't really know I mean I am to everyone but there's something about you I guess that's making me really nice . . . What are you doing to me" he smirked and I started to reach for the door handle
"well I can always just jump out of the van" he wrapped his arm around me and held both of my hands down
"no you're not you're staying in the van I can't let you jump and I can't lose you" I knew I blushed again but then so did he as he was smiling then he coughed a little and said
"Yo Kenny lock the doors man" I heard the doors lock and he said
"there now you can't get out" he still had his arms around me
"well I can always unlock the door" he held my hands down tighter and said
"no you can't I'm not letting you go" I smiled even bigger and said
"aww you don't want to let me go" he blushed and said
"no I guess not" I smiled even more and said
"do you really think I would jump out"
"no but I still wanted to make sure" he stared to rub my arm as I grabbed his hand that was around the front of me still slid my fingers between his and just held his hand as I smiled at him and said
"are you always this protective" Kenny started laughing and he said
"you haven't seen nothing yet he's way more protective then this he's just getting started with you" I seen Justin blush again then punch Kenny in the arm while he said
"shut up man" then Kenny started laughing again and said
"hey don't hit the driver"
Justin's POV
I don't really know what it is but there's something about Mandy that sticks out to me. I mean yes she's beautiful and she makes me laugh and feel like a actual person but I've met a few girls like that but there's just really something about her that makes me feel real and myself. I still had my arm wrapped around her and she was still holding my hand which made me smile but then she started yawning but she also felt a little cold
"are you tired?"
"yea a little" I looked at Kenny and said
"hey Kenny is the jacket I left up front yesterday still up there"
"yea here you go" he passed the jacket back and I laid it on Mandy
"oh I'm fine Justin"
"no you're cold so just be quiet and cover up with it" she smiled and let me cover her up then she laid her head on my shoulder and fell asleep holding my hand a little tighter I couldn't help but smile while watching her sleep. She's even beautiful when she sleeps
Mandy's POV
so we got to his grandparents house in Stratford Canada after a car ride to the airport of me sleeping on Justin which was a little weird I slept on Justin Bieber then he woke me up so we could take the half hour plane ride when we got to his grandparents house we told them everything that I told Justin, they agreed to letting me stay so his grandmother brought us to Justin's bedroom and she was about to show me the guest bedroom but then Justin stopped her
"what's wrong?"
"do we still have the sleeping bags here?"
"yes they're upstairs in the closet why?"
"because I'm going to sleep on the floor in a sleeping bag and she's going to sleep on my bed" I smiled
"Justin you don't have to do that I'll be fine"
"look I said I'm going to protect you myself and I meant it so you're sleeping on my bed and I'm sleeping on the floor next to you now end of discussion I'm going to get the sleeping bag and another pillow"
"fine pushy" he smiled and walked away towards the stairs
so we all ate after Justin actually made me eat because I didn't want to I went in the bedroom Justin said he grabbed out a pair of sweatpants for me and left them on the bed I got changed and laid down leaving the door open to let in light besides the moon and I was staring out the window until I seen a shadow on the wall and jumped up but when I looked I seen it was only Justin
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you I was going to lay down on the floor but I realized I forgot my pillow upstairs and when I came back I seen you were awake, are you OK" he laid the pillow on the floor and stood there with concern in his eyes I couldn't believe he was being so sweet to some random fan of his like me but I pushed that thought aside
"yea I was just thinking"
"about what?"
"I- I just don't want anything to happen to you or your family"
"we will be fine" he came over and sat by me on the bed and grabbed my hand "I promise" I just looked at him and said
"yea but I have actually come to care about you a lot and now them so I can't help but to be worried about everyone"
"look we're fine and you are too I care about you too that's why I brought you here" I just smiled and said
"can I ask you a favor even though I shouldn't" he smiled
"of course you can"
"can you lay up here by me until I fall asleep" he smiled and nodded but he also looked a little excited but like he wasn't trying to show it so I scooted over to the wall and he wrapped his arm around me I leaned my head on his shoulder and the heat from his body was making me even more tired but before I fell asleep I looked at him and said
"thank you"
"for what?"
"everything" he smiled
"it's not a problem . . . goodnight" he kissed the top of my head and I smiled and put my head on his chest
"goodnight"
Justin's POV
I was really happy that Mandy wanted me to lay by her. I mean I only met her 2 days ago but she's great. She doesn't treat me like all of my other fans do. All they do is throw themselves on me wanting pictures and autographs but not her she treats me like I'm not famous or anything she treats me like a person like we were friends before my fame but I think she has also has been flirting with me not that I'm complaining because I think I really like her but more then a friend already. I smiled again and fell asleep
-Me and Mandy decided to take a walk in the park and it was great because there was no paparazzi around it's like my fame disappeared for the day. So I reached over and grabbed her hand and I seen her face light up but she didn't say anything so I said
"ok so I have to ask what's your favorite type of McDonalds food"
"of course you had to ask me that but um it would have to be Big Macs I mean I know it's not usually what girls eat but I love them"
"wow you're definitely my kind of girl"
"what do you mean?"
"I mean I like a beautiful girl with an apatite"
"so you like me huh?" she smiled
"yes I do" I was smiling
"oh well in that case" she started to reach over and was about to kiss me
I started to feel Mandy move a lot so I woke up and seen her tossing and turning in her sleep
Mandy's POV
-I was trying to get home from my friends house before my curfew at 11 or my mom would have grounded me I was about 2 blocks from my house it was dark out besides the one street light that was flickering it was a little cold outside so I was trying to go a little faster but then I felt a big pair of hands around my mouth I tried to scream and pull the hands off of my mouth but I couldn't he was just too strong. The man dragged me to an abandon house and threw me on the floor I went to get up but he got on top of me and started to tie my hands and legs up as he was doing that I got somewhat of a good look of him he had a little bit of a beard a big scar just under his left eye before I could look any better of a look at him he covered my mouth with duck tape and started to rip my cloths off and I felt myself start to cry I tried to scream for help but I couldn't because of the tape I was finally able to get up and run out of the room because he didn't tie my legs too good but then I was hit in the back of my head with a what felt like a brick and I hit the cold floor I could still hear but I couldn't see or move I felt myself being slid across the floor then. . .
"Mandy, Mandy wake up. . . It's ok it was only a nightmare"
"n-n-nightmare yea t-t-that's what it was" he was holding me tight
"I'm right here nothing is going to happen to you, you can go back to sleep everything is fine I promise" I nodded then buried my face back into his chest as I felt him kiss the top of my head and felt myself start to cry and I guess I cried myself to sleep but luckily he didn't know