Beck's POV

Jade and I were at my RV since school ended. She just sat there, silent. Staring into nothing.

I couldn't stand it anymore. I sat down next to her and looked at her. It seemed that she didn't notice

anything. As a single tear fell down her cheek I began to worry even more and hugged her. She

began to cry. ''Jade..'' I whispered. She continued sobbing. ''Jade, what happened?'' I asked her. I've

never seen Jade cry before. Never. Something was completely wrong. What happened to her?

Jade's POV

''I cannot let him know'' I thought. I was completely down. My whole life felt just like shit. I only

had Beck and if he knew my problems he would leave me. Probably for Vega, of all people.

''Nothing'' I murmered. I could hear him sight. ''Jade, that does not look like nothing. You're crying,

so somethingis really bothering you. Otherwise you wouldn't be crying.'' I snorted sarcastically.

''Yeah like anyone would care about what the whicked witch of the west feels!'' I nearly screamed at

the end and just started crying harder. ''I care, Jade!'' he promised and hold me tighter while I

calmed down slowly at his words.

*Flashback*

''You'rea worthless bitch!'' my father yelled at me. ''We wanted a pretty, skinny, talented and normal

daughter and now look what we've got: you!'' He spat the last word like it was something disgusting

he just got to eat. ''I can't believe it!'' he murmered quietly. It was to much for me. Crying I ran into

my room and locked the door behind me. I went to my i-pod andn turned it on. ''Cut'' by ''Plumb''

began to play while I went to my bed and pulled out a tiny box from underneath it. (AN.: I listened

to this song over and over again while I wrote this.) I took out the thin razor-blade and pulled my

long sleeve up. There were scars all over my wrist and also a few fresh cuts. I was angry and hurted,

so I pressed the cold blade against my left wrist. Furious I pressed harder and finally cut deep into

my skin. The warm, red liquid ran down my arm and I felt a little bit relief coming with it but it

wasn't enough. So I made deeper cuts and more blood flowded onto the floor. I cried silently the

whole time. After several minutes I rolled my sleeve back down while my arm was still bleeding

but my shirt was black, so I didn't care.

*Flashback ends*

AN.: So..it's done. I'm not very proud of myself but it's already written..so yeah. Tell me watcha' think? Thanks.

-Sandra

Next Chapter...sorry!

Disclaimer: Okay, for the chapters: I do not own anything!

AN: Sorry, it took me so long to update. I had it written but it really sucked.. So I made a new one.

Jade's POV

Today was school again and Beck sent me a text that he'll be at my house in ten minutes. I had to be

fast. I jumped out of my bed and went to my closet to pick my clothes. When I was in my bathroom

I did my make-up and my hair and throw my black skinny-jeans, my black top and my black

comboat-boots on. ''Damn, Beck is already waiting for me!'' I thought and looked in the mirror one

last time. My cuts and scars were hidden (I wore a long top) and I looked okay. I grabbed my bag

and ran out of my room and outside. Beck smiled as soon as he saw me. I smiled back. It was a fake

smile 'cause I wasn't in the mood to smile for real, I couldn't. But I don't think he noticed. He just

kissed me on the cheek and whispered an ''hey, babe'' in my ear before we got into his truck. The

drive to school was silent because usally it was me who was talking or complaining about things

that annoyed me while he was driving. And I wasn't in the mood for talking.

Beck's POV

I smiled as soon as I saw her, I was just happy that she was my girlfriend, and she smiled back.

Though I think it was a fake one but I said nothing. As she walked in my direction I layed an arm

around her shoulders and kissed her on the cheek. ''Hey, babe" I whispered before we both got into

my truck. I waited for her to say something but she didn't. No talking. As time went by I wished she

would at least complain about anything but she didn't. I was concerned about that 'cause she always

had something to complain about. When I pulled into the parking lot of Hollywood Arts she sighted.

I looked in her direction and new why. Cat was jumping up and down in front of the car and clearly wanted to tell us something. Jade

got out and suddenly Cat was hugging her while still jumping. ''You know what? You know what?'' She sounded excited. ''WHAT?''

Jade screamed annoyed. ''Phooey!'' Cat pouted. ''Now I forgot it..'' She giggled silently. ''Ugh!'' Jade sighted. Before she could say

anything though that would ruin Cat's whole life, I jumped in. ''Look, Cat, why don't you just go and find the others while I ask Jade

something?'' She smiled. ''Kk, meet you two in class!'' As soon as she wasn't on the parking lot anymore, I turned arond to Jade with an

serious expression on my face. ''God, what's the matter with that kid?'' Jade asked with a hilarious look on her face and half-smiled. I

chuckled. ''Jade what's the matter with you? You havn't been acting like yourself lately..''She looked at me with an and-what-happened-

right-now-look on her face. ''Okay, ecxept that thing with cat.'' I moaned with a smile. ''What do you mean?'' she asked me innocently.

''You know, what I mean! The crying yesterday, the silent car ride today and that with Cat for example.'' Her face showed just pure

boredness. ''Bad days..'' She shrugged it off. If she thought that I would let that fall that easily than she's wrong. Badly.

AN: Again: I'm sooo sorry it took me so long to update and that this chapter is so short.. I had to go to my grandmother's for four days and I had a writers block and didn't know how to update this chapter -.- sorry again. R&R?

-Sandra