Ok so originally i wrote this in memory of '2 kool to spell 'kool' right' but turns out, she ain't dead! Yay im so happy your still alive! Anyways i decided to keep my story up anyway... and message to everyone, if ever you do become suicidal its not worth it! Although you may feel like the world is better off without you, we all love you!

He stood in front of the window as the rain drops rolled down it. He was done, no one loved him, no one cared, the world would be better without him, he was done. With those thoughts running through his head, he threw some pills into his mouth lay the note on his desk and lay down on his bed… he was done.

Kendall, Logan, Carlos and James walked down the road to their friend John's house, letting themselves in, they walked upstairs to his bedroom, and were shocked to see his lifeless form on the bed. Logan immediately took out his phone and dialled 911. It was whilst he was doing that Kendall noticed a note on the desk on the desk under Johns window. All it said was 'Guys, I'm Sorry, Your better of without me, Goodbye… forever…'

The next week the four best friends arrived at John's funeral. They were the only ones there, but that didn't matter they were there for John, even if no one else was. As the service finished, James began to sing under his breath, and the others quickly followed suite.

'If I die young, bury me in Satin, lay me down on a bed of roses, sink me in the river at dawn, send me away with the words of a love song'

Ok thanks for reading and again, and im so glad your ok Rachel!

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