Why?
When the pain builds,
It's a way of relief,
Embarrassment,
Pain,
Hiding,
No one knows,
No one cares,
I'll never tell,
They just wont get it,
They think I'm perfect,
The little angel,
No problems,
Never in trouble,
But they don't know,
They don't care,
They'll never find out,
They'll never understand,
I feel alone,
Even when I'm not,
I just want out,
Never granted,
Always asked,
I don't know why,
I don't really care,
I'll never know,
I don't understand,
I wish someone would help,
But I'll never tell,
One day I'll be free,
Just under a year,
18 I'll be,
Then they still wont know,
They might not care,
But others might find out,
Maybe they'll get it,
I just want help,
But don't know where to turn,
Always inside,
Can't get out,
Which friend to trust,
How much to tell,
Will they get it,
When I don't,
Maybe they know,
Maybe they care,
Maybe I should tell,
And get help,
But I still don't know why...
Please R and R. Also if you have been reading my other Yu-Gi-Oh story I hope to update it soon I have just been really stressed and busy lately. Thanks again!