Mars: I decided to start writing this story after I did this little fun thing that you can see on my profile. It's so sad and stuff. Haha. Anyway, it's kinda angst this story and I decided that I should write more 1859 stories cause there aren't too many. And there aren't too many that are finished or even half-way finished (you know who you are~). There's no OCs so for those who don't like OCs, yay for you! Anyway, I hope you enjoy this story!

I don't own KHR, Amano Akira-sensei does.

Just so you guys know, I edited it myself as best I could cause I don't have an editor nor do I have a beta or whatever. So sorry in advance for any mistakes!

Ch. 1 Gut Feeling and Betrayal

I couldn't believe what I was seeing. In a dark alleyway next to the restaurant I saw my boyfriend, well ex-boyfriend now, kissing someone other than me and feeling them up. Let me recap what happened today before I tell you what happened next.

Today was supposed to be a happy day and nothing could wreck my happiness. Today was my 6 month anniversary with my boyfriend, Byakuran. I had planned to go to a restaurant with him tonight and I was picking out what to wear for tonight. Yes, I know it's girly to do that, but I was excited. My best friend, Hibari Kyouya, was helping me.

Hibari was a loner before, but we became friends since we met. I'm still his only friend, but he hangs out with my other group of friends too, just as long as I'm there. He still won't let me call him by his first name though.

Hibari sighed. "Why do I have to help you?"

"Cause you're the only one that I know of who actually has a sense of fashion."

"What about Yamamoto?"

"For one thing he's an idiot. Another he's a baseball idiot. And last he's a baseball idiot with no sense of style! Have you seen his closet? There's only jeans and t-shirts in there aside from our school uniform and his baseball uniform, there's nothing else!"

"Sawada?"

"Tsuna-san may be a good guy and smarter than Yamamoto and he may have a better fashion sense than him, but I can't ask him either. His closet is full of different types of clothing but practically the same colors, white, orange, or blue. You barely see any other colors! No offense to Tsuna-san at all though."

"Sasaga-"

"Don't even go there!"

"I didn't say which one."

"Ryohei is like Yamamoto, only he's a boxing idiot and Sasagawa-san's a girl. There's no way I'd ask a girl's opinion! Especially not that stupid woman, Miura! She makes freaking costumes of the Tokyo Tower and other creepy things for god's sake!"

Hibari sighed again. "I still don't see the point in me being here."

"Just shut up and help me!" I threw some of my clothing at him which he easily caught.

"You have way too many clothes. That's why you're having such trouble with picking the right one. You don't even use some of them."

"Oh, shut it. I can't help but buy them."

"Lay off on the spending, Gokudera." I glared at him, but said nothing.

We continued the search for the right outfit and we finally did. 2 hours later anyway… And did it tire us out. I probably should throw out some of the clothes I don't wear or are too small. Well, in my case too big. Both of us decided to go to the usual place we hang out together. It was a small and quiet café about 4 blocks from my apartment, but we still liked to go there. We were drinking when Hibari decided to break the silence.

"Gokudera, I don't know why you insist on staying with that bastard."

"Don't call him that! And I stay with him because I love him and he loves me! Besides, it's not like you need to worry about me."

"Yes I need to! You're my god damn best friend! How can I not worry when you're with an asshole like him? He's going to hurt you in the end, Gokudera."

"No he's not!" I slammed my hands onto the table and got up. There were other people staring, but paid no attention to them. "You don't know anything, Hibari!"

I ran out, noticing Hibari's hurt face from out of the corner of my eye and I felt a pang in my chest. I knew in my heart that there was something wrong with my relationship with Byakuran, but I loved him too much to let that feeling get in the way.

It was already close to 6:30, the time I was said to meet him, so I hurried home and changed. I then drove off in my car to the restaurant. I waited at the table that I reserved, which, mind you, took forever to get. It was already past 7 and he still hasn't shown up. By the time it was 7:30, I was getting worried. I tried calling him, but he didn't answer and I left him about 5 or so messages.

I sighed and went outside to see if he arrived. I looked around for his car, but he still didn't arrive. That's when I heard moaning in the alley way next to the restaurant. I snuck a peak to see who the hell would be so idiotic as to start doing it in a dark alleyway and that's when I saw my boyfriend kissing someone else.

I couldn't help but gape in shock. He was kissing Tsuna-san's boyfriend Rokudo Mukuro. It was a good thing they were too busy lip fucking to notice me. I ran from there as tears threatened to spill from my eyes. I understand now what Hibari meant and what that feeling was, but I was too stubborn to listen to either. I drove off quickly from the restaurant. I didn't know where I was going, but I didn't care as far away as possible. I then noticed familiar surroundings and stopped. Then I noticed I stopped in front a familiar house. I got out and walked up to the door and knocked on the door. There was silence, then the sound of the door unlocking and the door opened to reveal a familiar face.

For the first time in my life, I let my emotions overflow as I saw the person's face.

Mars: So how was it for the first chapter? It's kinda short I know, but I will try to make it longer in the other chapters. So R&R please! I hope you guys can give me encouragement, advice, ideas, and constructive criticism! Thanks!

By the way, this will be shorter than my other story so not to worry! I'll be able to finish it! (probably! *sweatdrops*)