Bellas POV

He left me…. He didn't want me. I thought there was something wrong with me but then I realized that it wasn't me with the faults. It was him. Edward Cullen. I can't believe I let him control my life like that. He did everything for me, thinking it was what was best for me and I let him, thinking that hey why the hell not I mean I don't want to hurt him. I was such an idiot. After 3 months of crying over him and the family that I always wanted, I decided that I would make something out of myself. I have to change myself. I can't be the weak girl anymore who lets everyone walk all over her. Nope that's not going to be again. I won't let it happen. So I decided that I needed change. Not only did I need change I need to find myself. I need to find Isabella Marie Swan. And to find her I needed to get rid of his 'Bella' and find my 'Bella'. I got out of bed and called the one person that I knew always wanted to change people: Jessica.

"Hello?" she answered

"Hey Jess, it's Bella"

"Yea I know. I have caller ID"

"Okay then. Umm... I needed a favor, I need a change Jess and I need your help"

"Hmmm finally trying to get over Cullen huh? Well I'll be over in 20 minutes. I have to stop at Wal-Mart and get a few things for your umm.. Reinvention"

"Hey Jess? Thanks."

"Don't be silly Bella. I've been waiting for you to come to your senses for a while now and I'm so glad that you called me to help you. Okay I'll be over in a few"

With that she hung up. I don't know what I did to deserve a friend like Jessica but I'm so glad that I have her. Not I felt so bad for ignoring her whenever the Cullen's were around. I'll have to make it up to her. I got out of my stinky pajamas and put on a pair of black skinny jeans and a white t-shirt. I decided to brush my hair as well. It looked terrible. I hadn't been taking care of it; actually I hadn't been taking care of myself. While I waited for her I started to clean my room. It was a mess. I put all my dirty laundry in my hamper and organized my dresser. I was almost done when the doorbell rang. I ran down the stairs but me being a super klutz I fell. I got back up and ran towards the door.

"Hey" I said as I opened the door

"Hi! Okay so I got everything we need for you and move let me in" she pushed past me and I closed the door behind her.

"Okay, tell me where your bathroom is and we can start by dying your hair. I wasn't sure if you wanted to dye it or if you would rather just have streaks in your hair so yea. I was thinking that we could give you purple streaks or red ones or we could die your hair black. That would look nice."

"Umm Jess I think I want to die it all black. No streaks. I think that's too much for me."

"Okay then. Let's go to your bathroom."

I lead her to my bathroom and she started to work her magic. Around two hours later we were done. My hair was wet and black. I loved it.

"Okay Bella. Now let's dry and then straighten it. Sit here"

I sat on the chair in front of my dresser and Jessica went to work, she was amazing. It wasn't like all those time when Alice decided to play Bella Barbie with me. Jessica actually asked me my opinion and I was happy with what she was doing to my hair.

"Done" she said "Bella you look amazing. Oh My God where have you been hiding this beautiful face?"

"Please Jess I haven't been hiding it anywhere. You just never paid attention"

"Oh Bella I swear you will bring out my lesbian side."

"Hey baby. You'll bring out mine too"

"Let's go out tonight? I really want to go watch a movie."

"Okay but the movie is on me. Hang on lemme just call my dad"

I dialed his number "Hi dad"

"Hi Hun. What happened?"

"Dad, me and Jessica are going to Port Angeles to watch a movie okay?"

"Okay Bells that's fine with me. Just be home before 12"

"No Problem dad. And thank you"

"No Problem Bells. Have fun" and he hung up.

"Lets go"