Okay this is my 1st fanficition and it ... well I have no idea! I don't really kno if my stories I god I like to think so. But I don't really kno I hope you. L.O.V.E! IT! Okay this might not happen it the book but a girl can dream.

I am upset and I am going to get drunk. I just broke up with my boyfriend! I know what you are going to say. "Why are you so sad you did break up with him?" But I really really didn't want to break up with him. And I'm normally totally yuck about sharing my emotions just the thought of it makes me cringe.

I really hate feelings like love. I'm not too crazy about feeling happy ether. But if you were me then you would totally understand. I mean I was a birdkid.

The oh-so-famous Maximum Ride.

Not anymore, that's right I gave up my life of crime! Well not by chose I loved what I was, who I was. But not one of my enemies.

But who gives? I wasn't too fond of them ether I mean they try to kill me. Time and time again.

And by now your most likely wondering what happened? And where was the flock?

In truth I don't want to know where they are. They left me for dead even Fang. The guy I most desperately loved, who I thought loved me. But I was wrong wasn't I.

~flashback~

The school wanted us back and wanted us dead. As there "Failed" projects. We thought we were through with them after we kicked their sorry butts. We were flying to Arizona, to see my Mum and Ella, my non-avian blood sister. It was twilight so the sun was beautiful the sky. And I felt happy like a comfortable happy. Fang was flying next to me, Iggy, Nudge, Angel, Gazzy and Total trailed behind. Then out of nowhere a flyboy attacked us! Then even more there was at least a thousand. Darn! There was something different about this batch of flyboys. They actually look graceful while flying. Which was unusual, I mean more unusual then it is normally.

They were improved vision! Like a flyboy II. We didn't take long to swing into action. They didn't seem to want to attack the rest of the flock, only me! Well isn't that nice of them.

Robot hands came from everywhere in minutes I was down. Then it was dark.

I woke up to the awful smell of chemicals. I was at the school! Where was the flock! I looked around the create, I was in no flock. My head started hurting big time. I heard approaching footsteps, I half expected to see Jeb but instead I saw a new guy.

"Max." He smiled.

"That's me!" I replied. "And I am guessing you are the evil scientist who wants to run test on me?"

"Mac." He introduced himself.

"No Dr. Mac, seeming I am in your work place. Don't tell me you don't have a PHD or some smarty pants thing?"

"You can call me Mac. You look squished in there come out and have a nice stretch." He opened the door. Reluctantly I crawled out. My head was still spinning.

"You look tired do want to go lie down on a nice soft bed?" He asked and I almost believed that he was not crazy.

"No I want to see my family."

"Your family?"

"You know the flock!"

"We don't have them and they didn't really give a good fight when my flyboys took you."

"What?" I asked incredulously.

"They didn't seem to care that you where gone."

I knew this had to be one of their mind games. They never do grow out of their habits.

"That's not true you really should do your research the flock would never do that!"

"You will see." He smiled "In the mean time do you want something to eat?"

"THEY GAVE UP. TOO THEM YOUR DEAD." The voice said.

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3 years later the flock still haven't came. Maybe they were dead maybe I was dead. Because in the last three years I was watched over, studied. Only like once a year they took my blood. I was allowed to go anywhere I wanted do anything I wanted. I had my own bedroom in the school. It was like the school was my home. Mac was totally not what I thought. I tried to find my flock but Mac forbidden me. No one can stop me! I tried to find them but I couldn't. Each day I actually came back to the school.

I was at the school but I felt safe. It was weird.

Then I developed something over love for the flock. Hate.

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I was now about 19 I haven't seen the flock for 4 years. I was still living at the school. Mac had became like a Dad to me. And he was all I needed.

~flashback end~

I broke up with Dylan. Mac made him to be my true other half. But he was not what I wanted. I loved him with my whole heart. But that didn't seem to matter. He still wasn't it.

So I was just gonna get wasted. I ordered the strongest drink they had. After my third drink I felt the whole world lift of my shoulders. Then he walked in.

Fang.