First fanfiction..Ever. I don't think it's that good, but I decided to share anyway. I don't normally write, but this was in my head and it would not leave me alone! So, I hope you like it, at least a little bit.
Song: You're Not Sorry by Taylor Swift
Show: Glee!
Spoilers: Through Rhodes Not Taken. If you've seen that episode, you should be good!
Disclaimer: Um...I don't own the song, Glee, or any of it's characters..But I wish I owned Finn...Or Puck..Kurt would be nice too..
All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around
Rachel couldn't believe it. Finn had played her, just to get her to come back to Glee. He had kissed her knowing his girlfriend was pregnant. She didn't know what to do, she was so angry, frustrated and hurt. Rachel was able to forgive Finn for many of the things he had done to her in the past, but she wasn't sure she could forgive him this time.
Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
"That kiss was real", Finn has said to her in the hallway. Rachel shook her head and thought to herself, 'Yeah, right. That kiss was real, and that's why you let me find out from the Glee club that Quinn was pregnant. That's why you played on my feelings for you to get me to come back to Glee.' She had successfully avoided Finn for the rest of the day, after the confrontation in the hall. But he was all that she could think about. She replayed the whole situation over and over again in her head, analyzing everything that had happened from the bowling alley up to the point when she left him standing alone in the hall. She still didn't quite know what to do. She wasn't sure if she could forgive him. She wasn't sure if she could handle the hurt again.
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, oh
You're not sorry no no oh
The next day, Rachel was in the auditorium long after Glee had ended for the day. The stage, it was always where she felt she belonged, where she could let her feelings out and not have to fake a smile. She was softly singing a song when she heard the door open. She looked up and there was Finn.
"Rach, I know you're avoiding me, but just hear me out. I-". Rachel cut him off before he could say anymore by looking him in the eye and continuing to sing the sing she had been singing before he waled in.
"You had me crawling for you honey So you don't have to call anymore
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no oh
You're not sorry, no no oh"
Rachel finished her song, got up, and left the room, leaving a shocked and confused Finn in her wake.
