The drive to Edward's house seemed to feel longer than usual, even with the Volvo racing at top speed. I couldn't help but wonder if that was due to my rising anticipation. " We're going to be alone tonight" He had announced on my arrival in the car. "Alone" and "Tonight" weren't words I usually heard in the same sentence from Edward and naturally it sent my thoughts into motion. Assuming we were finally going to have sex would have been nonsensical. You couldn't blame me for being slightly expectant though. We were never at his alone and certainly not at night; we had no reason to be. He had told me the rest of the Cullen's had decided on a last minute hunting trip. I was curious as to if they had actually "decided"or if Edward had had a part in it. Why couldn't I just turn my brain off. I was more than likely building myself up for nothing and I should have been used to that by now. Only last week his hand had wandered south, gliding over me but not entering, just a taster of what I hoped would be happening tonight. " You're quiet" Edward stated, not taking his eyes from the road.
"Yeah, sorry, just thinking" Bursting more like.
"What about?" He looked at me this time, eyes inquisitive. I didn't want to tell him. I felt bad wanting him so much. It was unfair of me, I knew this.
"Nothing in particular" I lied.
"Liar" he chuckled. I now and then had to remind myself he definitely could not read my thoughts and it was just me being terrible at lying. "Keep your secrets for now. Ill make you tell me later" My stomach flipped. Stop it! That doesn't mean anything!
We were at the house now, the lights off. I could make out Edward walking around the car, his skin seemed to glow up against the dark of the night. Opening the door, he reached his hand out to mine. Lifting me so I was cradled in his arms we made our way to the door. I had to ask now. The not knowing was killing me. "So why are we at yours tonight Edward?" I asked in the most inconspicuous tone I could muster.
"I thought it would be a nice change of scenery" he smiled. His lips were hiding something.
"Oh, change of scenery, I see. No agenda then?"
"Agenda? What kind of agenda did you have in mind Bella?" he questioned, still smiling at me.
"I don't know" More lies. "Just thought you might have had one" Standing in front of me, hands curled around my waist, Edward lowered his face so it was touching mine. His lips next to my ear.
"Would you like me to have one?" Before I got a chance to responded he had picked me up again, holding me close to him. "Well?" he whispered, cold air, brushing my neck.
"We could go upstairs and find out" I managed, struggling with my bodies urge to try and seduce him right here.
"Hmm" He sighed "That sounds tempting" He had began walking before his sentence was finished, more tempted than I speculated.
On entering his room Edward placed me down in front of him. His hands holding my back. "Go to the bed" His voice was dominating. I liked it. Realising his grip he watched me back slowly away from him toward the four poster bed. I held my hands out behind me, not wanting to trip and ruin the intense moment. When I turned to climb on he was already there in front of me. Even if I was used to his movements It still alarmed me, making me jump backwards. He reached out, pulling me to him "Sorry my love, I didn't mean to make you fret. I only want to be near you"
"How near?" I said jokingly. I did want to know however.
"Very near" he said simply. Edwards cool marble lips covered mine, his tongue tracing my bottom lip. His hands on my waist began to tighten as our kiss grew deeper. This was really happening. I allowed my hands to fall on his chest, caressing my fingers through the gaps between the buttons on his shirt. His icy skin should have made me recoil, it was far from being human but instead it made me want him more. I had become accustom to his frozen frame and I really needed it now. The pulsing I felt between my legs was radiating, I wanted to satisfy it.
Edward pushed me down slowly onto the bed, climbing on top. I tugged at his trousers, wanting them off but he had other ideas. Clasping my arms in his hands he placed them above my head, not permitting me to any more use of them. Travelling from my lips he ventured to my neck and collarbone, sucking at both tenderly. "Its a shame this t-shirt is in my way" he cooed, glancing at me with his crooked smile. "I think it should come off" He realised my arms now but I didn't move them, I refused to delay. Pressing his lips into my stomach his nose pushed my t-shirt up as he came back to my neck again. Raising my arms and shoulders Edward removed it in one quick movement.
"What about your shirt?" I whispered. Smiling and rolling his eyes he began to unbutton.
"Better?" he asked, his chest bare.
"Much" His movement suggested he was planning on having me beneath him again but I had different desires. Rolling out of his way I grabbed at his arms, suggesting he should lie on his back. Doing so, I mounted his waist kissing him passionately. Edwards hands manoeuvred gently up my back, his fingertips hovering at my shoulders as if waiting on me to let him know what I wanted next. Without leaving his lips I placed his hands on my bra. I hadn't felt the coldness there before and I made my nipples hard. Edwards lips trembled as he felt them through the material. I felt more on fire than I did ice. Craving his touch to scold me more I unbuckled my bra strap. Edward shimmied it down my arms and threw it across the room. His hands caressed tenderly and I felt my breathing become rushed at how amazing it felt. Pressing his chest into mine he flipped me over grinding into my groin. The pulsing was going to drive me insane, I wanted him inside me so badly.
Our kissing was desperate now, I felt annoyed I had to breathe. It was becoming hard with all I was feeling. An inconvenience. Edward held himself up with one hand as his other felt for my trousers button. Unzipping they were off in a flash. I didn't need to ask if his were coming off too, they already were. Lying on top of me again I could feel his hard phallus through his underwear. I directed my hips and pushed into it. Edward groaned and kissed me harder. " I want you so much Bella" he whispered between kisses.
" I want you too!" I said with emphasis. "Right now Edward" As soon as the words were out my mouth my underwear was removed. I opened my mouth slightly, awaiting his return but his head was detouring to my thighs. Blowing chilled air his mouth met my opening. Sucking gingerly, his tongue fondled over all in its path. I had never felt anything so incredible. In and out it glided, more firmly now. I couldn't wait any longer. Sitting up I pulled Edward towards me, my hands fumbling with his boxers.
"Someone's hasty" he teased. I paid no attention, the ache was astounding. He was bare now too. I lay back down, taking in every inch of his naked form. Beautiful. Lowering himself, Edward met me, pushing inside me slowly.
He did feel cold but it wasn't a bad feeling; far from it. It enabled me to feel exactly where he was. I could feel every inch of him throbbing through me. His thrusts slow and deep had my breathing louder than I heard it before. I threw my arms around his neck, grabbing at his hair. Even if this was the closest I could get I wanted to be closer. Edward hands seized my thighs, pulling himself deeper.