Bella pov

My life sucks. It's the worst life anyone could ask for. Ok well no its not, I am not a pregnant homeless person living on the streets, nor am I a middle aged old lady living with dozens of cats.(no offence to anyone who is reading this) I am also not a bank robber or anything stupid like that. See I will tell you why my life sucks, I have to move from phoenix my hometown to the awful rainy dead like town called forks. My dad lives in forks a tiny town in the middle of no-where, no I am lying, forks is a tiny town in Washington. I hate it there, I used to go there in the holidays when I was younger, but then I made my dad come visit me instead.

It is kind of a good thing that I get to got to forks, I get to get away from my horrible family. Well my family is not horrible they are ok except it is a nightmare having to live there. It used to be worse than a nightmare a few months ago. It used to be hell. I am glad my sister got better, and stopped all the treatments. Well she still takes treatment, but not the same one as the ones from a few months ago. It is also hard since I am the odd one out there. I shouldn't say that because of my sister, but I don't care. I told my mother this a million times but she always says I fit in the family just fine. I don't fit in at all, I am just there. It used to be wonderful with my mothers second husband, Jeremy. But unfortunately he died, along with one of the closest person I have ever known.

I really hated him after he died, but it really was his fault. He was the one who drove off the bridge. Along with the person I loved the most….,I hate thinking about it, it's too sad. Now my mother's third husband, he's the one I hate. Now how many mothers have three husbands. (No offence to anyone) not many mothers have had three husbands, well not that I know. It's going to be a huge gossip, that my mother is a there is already gossip in phoenix, because of one of my sisters. I don't know why people gossip, especially the reason about my sister. The reason I hate him so much is because he is such a goody goody. Well not really but he acts so charming, it makes be want to puke my guts out. My mother adores my though, so does my brother and sisters. Phil, that's my mothers husband just lost his job, the family is now struggling.

My mothers teachers job isn't paying much, that's why I will never become a teacher( I really do though) My mother isn't sending me to forks if that is what you are thinking. I am going to forks so I don't have to be the poor one at my school. My mother sent me, my sisters and my brother to this fancy posh school.(again no offence) It was a private school, the expensive kind. I used to have the perfect life besides not fitting in, it used to be bearable. My then philhas to go lose his job, and make everything topsy turvy. Phil's job used to be CEO of this huge company called Seaco. He used to make a lot of money, which was one of the reasons my mother liked him, and then married him. God, I never realized this but wow, my moms superficial. Now I don't know what's going to happen, my brother and both my sisters this time have been moved to a public school. And I moved to another country. My sisters and my brother kept begging and pleading with me to stay. Phil didn't care, he was just happy there wasn't another mouth to feed.

I even told my mother that, but she just laughed, she laughed. I will see them again, I will. I am not just going to forget my mom and my siblings because of Phil. As soon as I graduate, I am out, of forks and back to phoenix. I love my sibling, they are the reason that I don't turn into a zombie of just school, dinner, school, dinner. Well I don't really have a life outside of school. Well I do of cause, but only with my siblings, well not all of my sibling, just two my brother and my sister.. As for school, I don't have many friends; i am not what most people call popular. I am kind of a nearly geek or dork or whatever you call it. But am not one I just really like to read and keep to myself. I am not the person who tells everybody about her whole life like my sister. Well tomorrow will be the day I leave for forks, heaven help me.