Well...
I have severe writer's block on my top fics (Mask of Insanity, You Can Still Be
Free, and Dead Without Knowing (Yeah, I know...). Erm... I went on vacation
before I got my ideas onto the computer, and uh.....
I think... you can plan on me updating my older fics that I never got around to continuing. The FF8 ones (Untitled will have its title!), and the GW ones that aren't listed above. .
I'll do my best, though ^^;
A/n: I'm not a poet; I never said I was. This just came out one morning. At like 9 AM after I just woke up. Yeah. So it's a little odd.
Warnings: Duo POV, Shounen-ai (boy/boy love), Angsty I guess, Long-ness, Blasphemy (He only believes in the God Of Death [Shinigami] so I'm just… expanding), my own original format.
I don't read poetry (and I'm expecting you to read it? Yeesh) so I definitely didn't copy this from somebody, and if I did it's completely coincidental.
Disclaimer: Gundam wing is not mine, however, this is MY poem. Don't steal it. I have the notes for it; I can prove it's mine. =P
Forgive Me
By Elbatsnu
Forgive me Shinigami, for I have sinned
Yes, again
(And why am I crying?)
I miss Solo because he's gone
He isn't coming back this time, Father.
He isn't going to save me anymore.
So I'll save myself.
(And why do I sleep?)
The world is tired.
Actually, I've never seen the world
The people on this colony are tired
And they are my world.
Tell me, Father,
Father of Death
Why was I chosen?
Out of all those out there, why was I chosen
To live with the angels?
(And what do I believe?) I don't believe in angels, Father
I don't believe in God, either.
Because the only God I've seen is that of death
And he is you.
These are the angels I don't believe in
That I live with now
A Father and a Sister; believers in God.
(And why am I sad?)
The angels won't love me forever
They say they will, but they won't
Once they know I'm a demon
I'll be out again
Along with you again, Father
God of Death
Shinigami.
Forgive me Shinigami, it's been awhile.
I'm a little rusty
I met a boy, Father
But not a normal boy
I met another pilot
A Gundam pilot
(And I love to fly)
Like the Deathscythe's pilot
That's me of course.
They call him the Perfect Soldier
Savior to us all
Sounds like a superhero
He's got the tight shorts for it.
But Father, I don't think he's a superhero
Because don't superheros kill bad people?
I think so.
But the demon still lives.
(And why don't I die?)
He hasn't killed me yet
And he's the only one allowed to
So I can still love him
At least for a little while longer.
So what happened, Father?
Where did I go wrong?
I killed innocent people
I killed the angels
Not directly of course
But they're still dead.
The angels died and the demon lived
(And why do I fight?)
I fight for them
(And why do I breathe?)
But now my breath is for him
(And why do I live?)
I live for that day when he smiles at me
And tells me he loves me
And means it this time
Just me
Only me
The demon among angels
The death among life
The New Shinigami.
Forgive me Shinigami, for I have sinned…
I think... you can plan on me updating my older fics that I never got around to continuing. The FF8 ones (Untitled will have its title!), and the GW ones that aren't listed above. .
I'll do my best, though ^^;
A/n: I'm not a poet; I never said I was. This just came out one morning. At like 9 AM after I just woke up. Yeah. So it's a little odd.
Warnings: Duo POV, Shounen-ai (boy/boy love), Angsty I guess, Long-ness, Blasphemy (He only believes in the God Of Death [Shinigami] so I'm just… expanding), my own original format.
I don't read poetry (and I'm expecting you to read it? Yeesh) so I definitely didn't copy this from somebody, and if I did it's completely coincidental.
Disclaimer: Gundam wing is not mine, however, this is MY poem. Don't steal it. I have the notes for it; I can prove it's mine. =P
Forgive Me
By Elbatsnu
Forgive me Shinigami, for I have sinned
Yes, again
(And why am I crying?)
I miss Solo because he's gone
He isn't coming back this time, Father.
He isn't going to save me anymore.
So I'll save myself.
(And why do I sleep?)
The world is tired.
Actually, I've never seen the world
The people on this colony are tired
And they are my world.
Tell me, Father,
Father of Death
Why was I chosen?
Out of all those out there, why was I chosen
To live with the angels?
(And what do I believe?) I don't believe in angels, Father
I don't believe in God, either.
Because the only God I've seen is that of death
And he is you.
These are the angels I don't believe in
That I live with now
A Father and a Sister; believers in God.
(And why am I sad?)
The angels won't love me forever
They say they will, but they won't
Once they know I'm a demon
I'll be out again
Along with you again, Father
God of Death
Shinigami.
Forgive me Shinigami, it's been awhile.
I'm a little rusty
I met a boy, Father
But not a normal boy
I met another pilot
A Gundam pilot
(And I love to fly)
Like the Deathscythe's pilot
That's me of course.
They call him the Perfect Soldier
Savior to us all
Sounds like a superhero
He's got the tight shorts for it.
But Father, I don't think he's a superhero
Because don't superheros kill bad people?
I think so.
But the demon still lives.
(And why don't I die?)
He hasn't killed me yet
And he's the only one allowed to
So I can still love him
At least for a little while longer.
So what happened, Father?
Where did I go wrong?
I killed innocent people
I killed the angels
Not directly of course
But they're still dead.
The angels died and the demon lived
(And why do I fight?)
I fight for them
(And why do I breathe?)
But now my breath is for him
(And why do I live?)
I live for that day when he smiles at me
And tells me he loves me
And means it this time
Just me
Only me
The demon among angels
The death among life
The New Shinigami.
Forgive me Shinigami, for I have sinned…