A/N: Hey everyone! My name is Anna some of you might know me from the madiphram thread others may not lol. This is my first go at any fic so please be gentle. I was going through a stage of missing my fav couple so I figured I let some of that out. This fic is how I picture things to be in my little head. It takes place about a year after e/m broke up. Ephram is now with Amy and they did not go to NY together so that little plane moment did not take place. Also Madison is not pregnant. You'll find out what happened with them later on. Hope that helps if not ask me any other questions you have. I hope you guys enjoy it; it's for all the e/m fans that need their fix. If you don't like it plz feel free to tell me so I don't waste anymore of my not so valuable time lol ENJOY!!!.

- Anna

Love Changes Everything

It had been a while since he was happy, almost a year to be exact. Nothing was what he expected it to be. He had everything he had ever hoped he would have, but was still not fulfilled. Life wasn't like it once used to be when he had the one thing that meant the world to him, now all there seemed to be was a void. A void that no one could fill not even a girl he was once hopelessly in love with. Ephram Brown thought this as once again like many nights before he sat alone thinking about her. The one he let go. The one he never forgot, and can never forget. There was no one quite like her around. Not even the person that was right in the next room.

"Ephram you in here?" came the voice of the girl he once always dreamed of.

"Yeah I'm here" Ephram replied coming out of his daze.

"Why are all the lights out?" she asked

"No reason I was just thinking about some stuff", he thought trying to cover his tear stained face.

"Anything you wanna talk about", she replied in a voice that showed she was trying to care.

"No its nothing important wouldn't want to bore you babe", he replied.

"Ok well come back to bed it's lonely in there without you"

"Sure thing Amy I'll be right in, give me a sec", Ephram watched as she nodded and made her way back into his bedroom. He took his time following her, he was in no rush. Normally any kid his age would be ecstatic to have the house to themselves, free of the burden of being caught by either his father or his sister. Not him though he had to go and think of the one person that would make him feel empty, the one person that always made him feel like a part of him was missing. She was the first person he ever really opened up with, the only person who got to see the real Ephram Brown. He loved everything about her the way she laughed at all his jokes, the way she was able to match his sarcasm with her own, to the way she tucked her hair behind her ear when she was nervous. Everything she did only made him love her more, but none of that mattered now. He let her ago, let her walk away and now he had to deal with it.

Ephram forced himself to get and stop himself from thinking about her for one minute. He had to be happy now; he had to put on the same face he has been putting on for the past year. The face that tells everyone that he's happy with life and wouldn't change a thing. When the truth is he would change just one moment one very important, life altering moment. The day when he let his one true love walk away. The day he let Madison Kellner slip through his fingers.

A/N: Review, tell me what you think do i update or not? its up to you guys....SEE YA!