If all the flowers faded away
And if all the storm clouds decided to stay
Then you would find me each hour the same
She is tomorrow...
...and I am today

Well all just assume.
Merely on a whim, we point our fingers and convict.
Those who hurt or kill;
Monsters.
The "scum" of society.
They are flawed.
They have no use here on earth.
But...

...what if they never asked to become a monster?
They never wished for anyone to die:
Not mothers
or daughters;
Fathers
or brothers.
No one.

It brews deep inside, building up like a storm.
Anger.
Rage.
Frustration.
It all pours into one emotion
and creates this monster,
imperfect yet flawless in design.
It feeds off of feelings:
annoyance,
infuriation.
It preys on those
who care the most,
hold the most precious,
and first and foremost,

who love the most.

And if right is leaving I'd rather be wrong
She is the sunlight and the sun is gone.

The monster falls in love...
How can that be?

It tortures itself with all of this
raw emotion
building up inside it's swelling heart.

It strangles itself; asphyxiated on
that emotion
that hurts so much.

Can a monster really cry...?
That angel doth remind
the monster of undaunting beauty.

When farthest from comfort,
then the monster prounces
upon it's prey.
Shame on that angel
For loving
such a vial creature...

If loving her is a heartache for me
And if holding her means thIat I have to bleed
Then I am the martyr and love is to blame
She is the healing and I am the pain
She lives in a daydream where I don't belong
She is the sunlight...
... and the sun is gone