A/N: hehe nervously scratches back of head so, um, yeah this is my first official FanFic YAY! Go Me! Anyway that being said please don't kill me or anything in the reviews (oh please do review, though, 'twould make me very happy )
Disclaimer: In my own happy little world where the skies are purple and the clouds black I own Naruto. But seeing as the sky outside is still that cursed, annoying, wretched color "light blue" I do not own Naruto in this world.
Well if you're in the mood for a juicy little bit of angst with some suicide on top you're in luck 'cuz here it is:
So this is what it feels like, to watch your life pour out around you into a puddle on the floor. I wonder if Mother and Father felt surreal like this when they died. Or did they just feel surprised and hurt when their precious prodigy, that monster they had created with their own hands, would destroy the entire clan. Itachi, hatred, that's all I've ever known; all I've ever let myself know. I have been such a fool. I have wasted my life, thrown it away in the pursuit of something vile. I can see that now, I have sold my soul and there is no way out except for this, this blade in my chest. But, god, if I hadn't been so blind perhaps I could have had happiness, a home, someone to love. Why did I push him away? Why did I hide the sun with shadow? Naruto, he always told me there was more to life, that this lust for revenge would ruin me. Why didn't I listen to him? Why didn't I realize that I was the idiot not him? God, I loved him! But it is too late now. I made my stupid choices, I dug my own grave, and now I must be buried in it. I must do what little I can to stop this madness. So there it is on the floor: my life in the form of a meaningless red pool.
I've made my choice; there is nothing else I can do.
yes, yes I know it's very short but it IS a drabble so get over it!
oh btw: this is kinda dedicated to LostProcess (aka: Tobi-kun) for bitching at me till I finally posted a story. With out him I probably would have never had the courage to post something.
ANYWAY! Thanks for the read guys!