Story Warnings PLEASE READ!: There will be quite a bit of swearing in this story. There will also be sexual content. It's rated M for a reason. The Prologue is pretty tame, but Chapter one contains both of the things I just warned about as will most of the chapters. DON'T LIKE, DON'T READ! This is my first M rated story so let me know how I do!

Prologue: The Breakup

"I kissed Sebastian." The words tumbled from Blaine's lips in a single exhale of air, tangling together in his rush to expel the sentence from where it had very obviously been lodged in his throat all night.

It was date night. Usually this meant lots of cuddling and kisses. Tonight Blaine had barely touched me. His eyes wouldn't meet mine. I'd known something was very wrong from the moment I'd seen his face when he'd shown up at my doorstep like he did every other weekend. I could see the guilt written across his expression like he'd printed it there in bold letters. Knowing it was coming didn't lessen the pain of the blow though.

There was a time I would have forgiven Blaine for cheating on me. I would've been hurt certainly. I might have cried. I would have needed space for a few days. But eventually we would've moved past his mistake and tried to fix our relationship. After all it had just been a kiss. That time was long past though. Our relationship had been slowly breaking apart for a while now and this was just the finally stab it needed to officially kill it. Blaine's infidelity was the point of no return. Our fragile relationship could never recover from this.

"You're leaving me." It wasn't a question. His voice was sad but resigned.

"No. I'm not leaving you and you aren't leaving me. This is both of us ending it. We both know this isn't working. You didn't just get caught up in a moment with Sebastian. If it wasn't him it would have been someone else. You want me to break up with you. That's the reason you did it. You aren't happy but you didn't want to be the one to end this. You want me to do it but we both know this is a mutual thing." I tiredly massaged my temples in a pathetic attempt to expel my incoming headache. "Look at us. We're miserable. It breaks my heart that this is the way you've chosen to end our relationship but we eventually would have had to face the fact that we don't love each other. Not anymore, if we ever did. Our relationship had its good moments but we were always missing something crucial."

"Passion," Blaine murmured. He looked tired as he rubbed his tear swollen eyes. "It's the crucial something we lacked. We've never had any passion between us and we're both people who need that in a relationship."

He was right. Our relationship had been utterly boring. We'd cared about each other. We'd been sweet and romantic and for a time that had kept us happy. We'd both desperately been longing for fire though. We never had those frantic rip-off-each-others-clothes-and-fuck-each-other-into-the-mattress moments. We'd never been that emotional at all when we kissed or had sex. The kisses were all frustratingly chaste. The sex was always sweet and slow and absolutely dull. Even our fights lacked spark. We sometimes had terse disagreements and moments of irritation at each other but there was never fury or anger. We'd never raised our voices or had been so infuriated that we were tempted to smack each other. There were no strong emotions in our relationship. It was boring. It was sad. It lacked a very important thing. Passion.

"We were always better off as friends," I finally said to break the silence following Blaine's remark.

He nodded slowly. "Getting together was a mistake." He hesitated for a moment before continuing. "I don't know if you want to hear this but kissing Sebastian wasn't just a calculated plan meant to goad you into dumping me. I really like him."

I didn't say anything for a moment. I didn't really know how to feel. "Well now you can have him," I finally replied. There was no bitterness in my words.

Blaine smiled at me sadly. "Thing is, he doesn't really want me. The wooing was all just a game for him. He thinks I'm boring. He told me the only reason he pursued me was because he was amused by how much it pissed you off."

I felt a surge of anger. That stupid bastard, getting off on seeing me furious. Everything about him infuriated me. Everything he did made we want to strangle him. He was the most arrogant, insulting, obnoxious spoiled rich brat I'd ever had the misfortune to meet.

Something close to a smile was twisting Blaine's mouth oddly as he gave me a strange look I couldn't decipher. "You two might be good for each other."

"Excuse me?" I glared.

"You have to admit, you certainly have passion between you."

"Sure, passionate hate," I retorted. "Romantic relationships should have positive passion not the kind that makes you want to murder each other. He's pretty much my arch nemesis."

Blaine didn't say anything for a while. We both sat on opposite sides of my bed lost deep in thought. Finally he stood up. His face was blank. His eyes were still sad. "I'm sorry it had to be this way Kurt. I'm sorry we had to make each other so unhappy before we could realize that it wasn't working."

I just nodded. "I'm sorry too. I can't say I'm not angry at you for what you did but I know things will be ok with us in the end as friends. Because that's all we were ever meant to be to each other."

"It's too bad we couldn't see that before. And I don't expect you to forgive me yet but I really am sorry I ended things that way." He stood there awkwardly for a moment before turning on his heel and walking away. I didn't walk him to his car as usual. I just waited for the sound of the front door shutting before I collapsed onto my bed feeling numb. I hoped Blaine and I hadn't ruined our ability to be friends with each other. I also hoped I'd be able to avoid Sebastian Smythe when I returned to school Monday. If I was forced to interact with him I wasn't sure I'd be able to reign in my wrath.