All the feeling in my legs disappeared as I fell to my knees. Tears brimming in my cobalt eyes as my hands made their way to the back of his neck. The spikes of his hair stabbing my fingers as I lifted him. His hand slid off his muscular chest and dangled in the air, his head dangling as well. His waist was resting on my knees and his legs were on their sides. I brushed a strand of hair out of his face and smiled, tears staining my face as I gazed at his beautiful face.
"Axel wake up. We got to go," I said, shaking him gently, "Axel please. Xemnas is looking for us. Please Axel please wake up."
No answer came from the red head in my arms. The icy sting of realization spread in my heart as the tears poured out. I buried my head into his chest, my hand holding onto the one that had fallen.
"Axel you have to wake up," I repeated, barely able to get the sentence out, "we got to go. .."
I couldn't control it anymore. I let out a scream and banged my fist onto the ground, crying into his chest as I screamed.
"NO! THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING!" I screamed, the tears not stopping, "AXEL!!"
I jerked my head up when I noticed black smoke radiating off his body.
"NO! NO! NO!" I screamed, holding him tighter as he began to fade away. Within seconds he disappeared and I was hugging my stomach. I screamed, crying as hard as I could as I doubled over, "AXEL!!"
The last word I ever said. The last person I thought about. The first and last person that saw me mentally alive. I am nothing but a shell. I do my work and then hide in my room, staring at the wall until I begin to cry. Nothing is left for me. So why do I continue to exist? Perhaps it's because I'm too weak to end it all or perhaps it's because I made a promise to a friend that I would get my heart, but I will never get my heart. When Axel died, my heart went with him.