So just something I thought that fit perfectly for Elliot and Olivia. Oh and I don't own anything! Tell me what you think!
Unrequited Love
I stare blankly at the door Elliot walked through to see his wife and newborn boy. I am rethinking about the whole catastrophe I just went through, and how Elliot just ran past me to see about his family. I know that he cares about me, but his family always comes first. That is the way it always should be and I am determined to keep it that way. I don't want to be the reason Elliot's family gets ripped apart… again. He is a good man and deserves the best, and I am trying desperately not to break apart right here, right now. If I wasn't so stubborn I would release the sobs that have been trying to escape my chest and fall to my knees. My legs are too weak to stand anymore, and as I finally let myself believe that I have not complicated Elliot's life only improved it, I notice my legs begin to crumble even more as a sink into the wall. I think about the loudness of the car crash, the cries of pain from Kathy, and the cries of my partner's baby when we thought we had lost its mother. I don't even know how I managed to save Kathy and the baby, but I thank the Lord I did. If I hadn't, I don't know that I could have ever managed to face Elliot again, knowing that I had caused him so much pain. Elliot is my person, even though he belongs to someone else. He is my partner on the job, but he is Kathy's partner in life. He is my best friend, but he doesn't always have the time for me because of his family. He is a devoted, loving, caring, gentle, and protective family man. He is the only man I could ever see myself with, yet can never be with. Suddenly, I am shaken from my thoughts when I see him walking towards me. He is coming out the room with that shit-eating grin he saves for special occasions. I try my best to cover up my state of shock and smile, but I think it comes out as a smirk. I ask how the baby is even though all I want is for his arms to wrap around me just to make sure that I am there. I am so shaky after all of the happenings today, I just need someone to tell me that everything is okay. He is usually the one who understands my every move, but right now he can't see past the thought of almost losing his wife and his newborn baby. He says something but I don't quite comprehend it. He turns to walk down the corridor of the hospital. Just as soon as I take a step to follow, he whips around pulls me into his arms. I guess the realization of the possibility of losing his best friend in a car crash finally hit him. I hold on tight because this is one of the few times in a 9 year partnership that we have ever showed physical affection. I wish I could stay in his arms forever because it seems that he is the only one who makes me weak in the knees, but also keeps me standing. I close my eyes and savor this. I know he feels the attraction too, but it will forever stand as an unrequited love.
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