A Mothers Confession
By Emerald Bubbles
AN: Alright, this is the part where I claim no ownership of any original characters or worlds created by Joanne Rowling, so 1) I don't get sued, and 2) So no one thinks I'm plagiarising ANYTHING. Romunus Lupin belongs to Heather the were-dingo, Ann-Marie Lucas belongs to Sarah Henley and I own Tam Black plus the unrecognisable characters besides the afore mentioned ones. Minerva has a little confessing session about what she's done to her family.
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I am the worst mother ever. I mean, what kind of woman gives her son away? Me, that's who. It seemed like the best idea at the time. Let my son live a reasonably normal life with another family and then re-introduce him back into the swing of things when he was ready. But no, I had to give my son away to my husbands cousin, who he hates. The Malfoy's are evil, nasty, un-caring and bias I don't know what I was thinking.
When my husband was taken to Azkaban when our children were just one year old, I had promised him that if anything happened I would make sure the twins stayed together. But I broke the promise; my son now ignores me, and my daughter is reminding me so much of her father that I can't bare it to look at her sometimes. As well as having a son who completely hates you (who'd blame him), my baby has no idea about what he is! I mean it, Lucius never explained to him the meaning of the sudden ability to hear animals in his mind or the fact he'd suddenly go through a five-minute madness and then change into an animal. Lucius even changed his name! I can't even call him by his real name now in private, just because Lucius poisoned his mind. Draco (that's what I now must call him) even despises his own twin sister, the one being that wasn't either my husband or myself he would calm down for. Lucius never even told the boy about the reason for his illness.
I know I made the wrong choices when it came to my children, but now Lucius refuses to allow me access to my own son. Which is a very not good thing, because now that his fifteenth birthday is fast approaching he needs to be with his sister. It is crucial they train together for the acceptance, either that or he dies during the ceremony while his twin survives because she has already started her training. Draco may be ill but he can still train, even if it appears to be for Quidditch. I worry about my son now more than ever, it sometimes shows and then people suspect something.
I feel so old, ever since Sirius was taken to Azkaban I have had to hide my true age with an aging potion. It was Dumbledore's idea for the potion, seeing as Sirius was supposed to support You-Know-Who most of the wizarding world believes I support him too, so to make sure I didn't get into trouble Dumbledore made me take the aging potion so it dramatically changed my appearance. If the wizarding world knew who I REALLY was, my daughter would be taken away for sure.