"The New Girl"
Starring: Maya St. Germain, Emily Fields, Spencer Hastings, Hanna Marin
Maya St. Germain moves into Ali's house. Ali has moved to California and will not be in this story. Aria stayed in Iceland so she will not be in this story and neither will –A.
Hope you like this new story.
Rated T for Teen.
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Chapter 1: Maya & Spencer
Emily POV
It's the summer before our senior year and I've missed my friends so much! I've been in Texas for all of July and almost three weeks in August but luckily I get to fly home to start swim practice and see the girls! I know you're all probably thinking I'm a horrible person for wanting to be in Rosewood but there's only so much to do in Texas with your parents. I need my girl time. I can't wait to see Spencer and Hanna. But it makes me sad to think that Alison and Aria won't be around for senior year. It was always the five of us and I can't imagine anyone else taking their places…
I decided to surprise Spencer since Hanna's still in New York with her mom. She'll be back at the end of the week though and then it will be the three of us, like the Three Musketeers, only female and up to no good! I really do feel I need to let loose this year, I mean, its senior year and anything goes in senior year, right?
Accept the fact that I've been dating this boy named Ben for almost a year and every time he tries to touch me anywhere womanly, I find an excuse to leave or move his hand somewhere else. I'm just not that into him and I'm surprised he put up with me for this long. So I did what I had to do right before I left for the summer, I broke up with him. It felt right and I kinda think he was relieved. I have a feeling he had something going on, on the side with Mona. I can't confirm it but let's just say it wouldn't surprise me one bit. And to be honest, I'm actually quite relieved too. I've decided that this year Emily Fields is going to be single. I just hope she doesn't stay single…
Ya see, I've been struggling with my sexuality and have yet to come out. I don't think Spencer, Hanna, Aria or Ali even have a clue that I like girls, that I really like girls. It's funny, I thought maybe I would have a crush on one of them but it's not like that. We're besties and I don't wanna ruin that. Our friendship works because it's strictly platonic. But dare I say I have crushed on some girls but would never have the nerve to approach them openly, not yet anyway, definitely one day though…
There's this one girl on my swim team, her name is Paige and I think she's into me and we're super competitive which can sometimes cloud a person's judgment. I know she's checking me out when I'm changing which makes me a little uncomfortable but I like that I can draw the attention of other girls. The only thing about Paige is that she's super manly and I'm not attracted to that at all. I think she would be categorized as a soft butch. I'm nowhere near anything butch. I guess I would be classified as a femme and I'm really attracted to other femmes too…
I would like to come out to my friends when it's the right time but for now I'm comfortable being this Emily. I just hope sooner rather than later I can be the real Emily. Maybe senior year will somehow alter the universe so that I can accept who I am. It's hard enough not ever experiencing love because you're too afraid to share your feelings with a girl because she might shoot you down hard. I would be devastated if that happened. I just need to have faith that I will finally accept my truth. And then I have to convince my parents to accept it. I'm not looking forward to that. Maybe they'll be cool with it but I highly doubt it…
To give an example or what I have to deal with, I used my debit card to open a Netflix account just so I could watch "Orange Is The New Black". My parents would never in a million years let me watch that and I would never watch it with them. I have to say, that show has taught me a lot about what two girls can do with each other and I'm getting a little tired of doing it to myself. Ha ha! But sadly it's so true!
Well, I'm all unpacked and my mom said I could stay out late tonight at Spencer's hanging with her and Hanna. I check my full length mirror and see reflecting back at me one smokin' hot Filipino teenager! I'm sure to catch someone's eye this school year; I just hope it's the eye of an incredibly hot and super amazing girl who is fine with keeping us a secret! So I take a long look, short shorts-check; tight kind of see through yellow t shirt-check; cute sandals- check; flowy dark mane-check; lotioned body-check; light caramel skin dewy and healthy-check; sweet floral perfume-check! You're probably wondering why I would want to draw the attention of my friends. It's not that, it's that I'll be walking over and I wouldn't mind being noticed for once. I ran everyday while I was in Texas and participated in a teen boot camp so I would not only be strong for swimming but be fit for whatever comes my way…
I yell goodbye to my mom as I slip out the front door with my small purse over my shoulder. I walk with my head high, shoulders back and a new found confidence. And just as I had hoped some passing cars honk their horns but when the high school boys yell out their window something about my pussy I begin to regret putting myself out there. My head falls down because I'm embarrassed by what they said to me and I quicken my pace suddenly feeling like it's taking me forever to get there. But because I wasn't paying attention to the cars going by and I crossed my arms over my chest, I made it to Spencer's with little fanfare…
Well, there it is the Hastings residence. I take a deep breath letting it out slowly and as I approach nearer and nearer to their door I can hear them already laughing and carrying on just like we used to. This makes me smile wide as I take the door knob in my hand turning it to let myself in…
They don't even notice me standing there as I gently close the door behind me. But that's not Hanna carrying on with Spencer it's a new girl. I've never seen her before and quite frankly I can't take my eyes off of her. She's absolutely beautiful! Exquisite! Oh my god, I'm blushing, I can feel myself getting all warm and flushed. Shit. They'll know! I have to get a hold of myself! And as I try desperately to control my breathing, I begin to memorize every inch of her…
She has long dark straight hair that she tosses back and forth as she laughs and what a sexy laugh it is! It's all kind of deep and throaty making me tingle all over. And her body is as feminine as you can get with her slender frame and curves in all the right places especially at her back side! She's African American with a rather light skin tone, I'm guessing she might be of mixed ethnicity. Her skin is glowing and her arms, rather her guns are perfectly sculpted. The backs of her legs have nice muscle tone and even though she's leaning over the kitchen counter, she looks probably about five feet four inches maybe four or five inches shorter than me. And she's barefoot. I could definitely see myself rubbing her feet or even playing footsy with her…
Whoa Em! You don't even know who she is! But I want to know. I want to know all about her. And just as I'm eye sexing her gorgeousness, she reaches for Spencer who is keeping something from her and as she does this her shirt rides up exposing more of her sexiness. Her smooth skin tone makes me lick my lips especially when she flops over the counter forcing her ass toward me. It's kismet. I think. It's as though she's calling me to her. And as my thoughts of what else she might be hiding underneath those clothes fill my head, my eyelids begin to get heavy making me drift away even further…
I must have let out a deep sigh because all of sudden they stop their antics and Spencer says, "Emily! You're back!"
And she rushes over to put me in a Spencer bear hug. I hug her back almost as big and close my eyes for only a quick second because I don't want to miss any of this beautiful creature. Spencer and I keep hugging but I cannot look away and I don't want to look away from her. She smiles a perfectly straight white teeth smile and her eyes shimmer in the short distance between us. She's wearing a black scoop neck tank top exposing her cleavage and I have absolutely no problem with that! Her shirt has yet to fall back down after reaching over the countertop. Her stomach is flat with slight definition keeping her abs looking very feminine, femme…
"Emily I missed you!"
I snap out of my gaze hoping I didn't give off any gayness by staring too long. Oh god, please don't think I'm gay and be uncomfortable around me. Please!
"Em?'
"Oh my god Spencer, I missed you so much too! I thought you would be lonely without us but I see you made a new friend," I'm having trouble controlling my eye sex hoping she didn't see me!
"I can't wait for you to meet her!" She drags me over to the new girl and I'm standing right in front of her almost too close for comfort.
"Emily this is Maya St. Germain. Maya this is Emily Fields one of my besties."
I smile and attempt to say a soft, "Hi." But before it even comes out of my mouth she's wrapping her arms around me moving her hands up and down my back making me kind of light headed and she says,
"Oh Emily, I've heard so much about you! I'm so glad to finally meet you!"
And something comes over me and I hug her back pressing her lightly against me. I think I might have made a little sound too! Oh no I hope she didn't hear that!
But I think she did because she giggles which makes me giggle too.
"Spence you never said your friend was so beautiful! Dayum, I think I'm gonna really like it here in Rosewood," she tilts her head and winks.
What? What just happened? I'm all flustered! I don't know what to say! Spencer help!
"Maya, you're too funny. Don't scare Emily away now. She's just kidding Em, she does stuff like that. It's like she tries to see how uncomfortable she can actually make someone."
"Spence, that's not true!"
"Well you did it to me on that couch over there!"
"I wiped chocolate off the corner of your mouth, so what!"
"I know, I'm just teasing!"
And they laugh so I join in not really getting what's happening right now because I'm still thinking about what she said to me.
"So Maya, Emily's on the swim team."
"Are you now?" she eye sexes me like not even trying to hide it eye sexing me!
"Is that why you came home early?" Spencer asks.
"Yeah, I start practice next week."
"That's perfect!" she says.
"Why is that perfect?" I ask looking at Maya who shrugs her shoulders.
"Because Hanna is coming home just in time for the weekend so we can have a before Senior Year sleepover! It's gonna be so much fun," she looks over to Maya, "And you better be there too," she practically scolds.
Maya lifts her gaze to me, "Are you going?"
"Yeah, of course. I wouldn't miss it. I never miss our end of summer sleepovers," I smile but I have to look away because she's looking so deeply into my eyes. What is happening?
"We'll set up in the barn away from the parents and stay up all night talking and catching up and…"
"Drinking…there will be alcohol there right?" she questions Spencer.
"It wouldn't be a sleepover without it!"
Just then Maya's cell phone rings, she mouths it's her parents and I can't stop staring at her mouth. It's the sexiest thing I've ever seen. I lick my lips unknowingly.
"Hey Em, ya thirsty?" Spencer asks.
"Hmm? What?"
"You're licking your lips, are you thirsty?"
Oh my god, I'm so embarrassed, "Yeah I guess maybe I am. I'll have some water."
She walks over to the fridge to get me a glass of water as Maya hangs up her phone.
"Ugh, I have to go. My mom wants me to practice."
"Practice?" I ask.
"I play the cello and if I don't practice she gets on my case so I better go so she won't have an excuse to keep me from sleeping with you this weekend."
What? What did you say? Sleep with me? I'm on fire!
"Just kidding Em, I'll keep my hands to myself if you will," she winks.
"I'll see ya later Maya, you fresh thang you!" Spencer looks over her shoulder as she calls out to her.
"Fresh is good Spencer!" she waves with her back to her.
"Oh, it was nice meeting you Maya. I guess I'll see ya around," I smile hopefully.
"Yeah, it was nice meeting you too," she kisses me on the cheek with a, "Mwah!"
I wasn't expecting that! But I liked it! Is she gay? Does she have super gaydar? I don't know what's happening to me? I thought I was ready for this but I'm not!
She walks out the door with a sash shay across the driveway to her house.
"What was that?" I question Spencer.
"What do you mean?"
"Does she always come off so strong? Is she gay or something?"
"Maya? She's just playful. Don't read into anything. As far as her being gay, I never thought to ask. I think she just likes who she likes. And that's why I love being around her. She doesn't pretend to be someone she's not."
"I guess."
"You like her though right?"
"Yeah, I mean she seems fun."
"She is but she's a really good friend too," she leans over the counter handing me a glass of water.
"So you too got close over the summer?"
"We did. All you guys left me and when she moved in so I went over and introduced myself and helped her unpack. We've been inseparable ever since."
"Oh."
"Does that bother you?"
"No, I just wish I could've been here too cuz now I feel like I'm playing catch up. Like you guys have these inside jokes that go right over my head."
"I'm sorry Em, I wasn't thinking. But I'm telling you, you'll catch up fast. She's contagious. I can't get enough of her and I'm sure you won't get enough of her either."
I sip my water thinking I hope I don't ever get enough of her but then reality slaps me in the face. How can I never get enough of her when I can't even be honest about who I am and how she made me feel? There's no doubting it. I'm gay. But she can't know. I would be so embarrassed if I started falling for her and she was just being playful. Oh Emily, get it together! You just met. You're friends. That's all…
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