Love and Life
They say life is difficult. Well, that's the truth. Sometimes the things you want and need the most are the very things that you can never have. This is only so true when it comes to matters of the heart. You feel as if who or what you want is within your reach, but then the barriers become visible. So then, you are forced to make a choice: will you let what you want go and keep everything calm and normal or will you fight for it or them and create chaos? Is the reward worth the risk? Can your heart handle it? Either way, people will get hurt. So now you just have to decide…..will I be the one who gets hurt?
Sometimes the most difficult part of love and life is watching the one you fall for settle for someone else. A million thoughts run through your head...Is she prettier than me...what does she have that I don't...why aren't I good enough for him...and then pretty soon, your heart begins to break. But what happens if you choose not to let it break? What if you fight back? Fight back for love or accept defeat and search elsewhere? Love isn't an easy road; there are many paths to take and each one can lead you to the greatest love of your life or the greatest heartbreak of your life.
But hey...who said it was supposed to be easy? Nothing in my life has been easy so far, so why start now? College is the best four years of my life, right? Let's hope so because the last four were miserable. I'm finally starting to get over the whole Lucas/Peyton thing and now here I am, 3000 miles away, on my own. I can finally start my new life, be whoever I want to be and love the right way.