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Disclaimer: Sailor Moon and company do not belong to me! I can barely draw, so how in the heck would I create an entire manga?? So please don't sue me…I need to save all my money for college applications next year. ^_^
~*~ Part One ~*~
Hi! My name is Tsukino Usagi. I am 14 years old and am in 8th grade at Crossroads Junior High. I'm a...well, let's just say that I am a less than stellar student. I have the greatest friends in the world, and until recently, I had the best boyfriend a girl could ever ask for; his name is Chiba Mamoru. He broke up with me a couple weeks ago.
He never gave me a real answer, just said that he didn't love me anymore. As if! We've been destined for each other since a thousand years ago on the Moon Kingdom. We'll be the rulers of Crystal Tokyo in the 30th century and have a daughter named Chibi-usa. How could he not love me?!?
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Usagi was completely devastated. Her Mamo-chan really didn't love her. She had always felt in the back of her mind that he did, but after their conversation earlier that day, the feeling had disappeared.
*flashback*
"God Usagi! Just leave me alone! Why would I ever love an annoying, whiny, clumsy, obnoxious brat like you?!?! Sorry, but I like my girls to have class!!!"
"I know you can't mean that...do you?"
"Trust me, I do."
"But...Mamoru...then why did you pretend to love me? Or if you ever did, what made you stop?"
"I did it because I felt obliged to because of our past. I'm sorry Usagi, but until you grow up and get a life, I can't STAND to be anywhere near you!!!"
*end flashback*
'Oh Mamoru, how could you say such hateful and cruel things?!?'
'Because they're true. You ARE an obnoxious brat. No one really loves you,' a voice inside her head told her.
"Mamoru, please! I can change; just give me another chance!" Suddenly, a lightning bolt cracked the sky. It was pouring down rain; a typical 'dark and stormy night.' Usagi's parents had gone to a movie with her little brother Shingo and Chibi-usa; Usagi had to stay home as punishment for flunking her algebra test. Luna was hanging out at the temple with Rei, trying to find out more about Rubeus, leaving Usagi free to follow through with the one thought that flashed repeatedly through her mind. 'No one cares. Just go and leave it all behind. Nothing left, maybe he'll realize how wrong he was once you're gone.'
"You know, I do need a way out! There IS nothing left!!!" She said aloud, as if the deed she was about to do she was performing to some invisible audience. She walked into her parents' room and grabbed a blue shoebox off the top shelf of their closet. She walked back to her room and locked the door. She stood next to her desk and set down the box. Usagi opened the lid and took out her dad's hand gun...
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Mamoru was having a very restless sleep. He kept seeing visions of his beautiful Usako. Only she wasn't HIS Usako anymore. Suddenly, in the back of his mind he heard a little voice singing, She's in danger. She's in danger. He woke up with a jolt and changed clothes, sensing that it was something MUCH more serious than a youma. A minute later, he was dressed and ready to go. He jumped on his motorcycle and began driving over to Usagi's home.
When he got there, the only light in the house was coming from her room, and Mamoru sensed that something horrible was about to take place.
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Usagi put the gun to her head and cocked it. Just as she was about to pull the trigger, Mamoru climbed through the window. "No Usagi, don't do it!!!"
"Go away. I don't need you. You never loved me; it was all just a cruel lie. Just go away and leave me alone! Shouldn't be too hard for you; you've done it numerous times before," she cried out bitterly, the gun never leaving her head.
"Usako, you aren't thinking straight. Put down the gun and talk to me."
"Dammit Mamoru, don't call me that! You've lost...no, you've abandoned any right you ever had to calling me a pet name. Now just fuck off and leave me alone."
"Usagi, I still love you. I always have and I always will. You mean absolutely everything to me Usako," he said, inching closer to her with every word.
"Mamoru, I said leave me alone," screamed Usagi wildly, her eyes flashing. "You are so full of bullshit! Ever since we found out about Serenity and Endymion, you've done nothing but cause me unthinkable pain. And I'm sorry, but I can't take it anymore. Because I am just an annoying, clumsy, obnoxious brat you know. That's me...always the quitter. I guess I'm just too damn WEAK, aren't I?! I'm just a pathetic little crybaby, right?!"
Mamoru was shocked at how deeply he had hurt her. It was a slap in the face to hear his careless words of that afternoon thrown at him with so much bitterness and venom. "Please Usagi, please give me another chance. I swear I'll never hurt you again..."
"Bullshit," whispered Usagi, tears streaming down her face. "You are such a mother fucking liar Mamoru...why in hell should I believe you this time?!" Her hands began shaking with her rage and pain, but the gun never left her temple.
Mamoru looked out at the moon and sighed. "Because I love you more than anything there ever was or will be. You are my world and my eternity. We have a special bond connecting us, and no matter how hard people try, it will never break. I need you Usako, please don't take your life because of me." His voice trembled at the very thought.
"Then why in hell did you break up with me, dammit," asked Usagi.
"Because...I kept having this dream--I still have it. It shows us getting married and then you become Serenity and everything shatters. Then this strange voice warns me to stay away from you, or else you'll be in terrible danger. It was killing me every bit as much as it was killing you. I need you Usagi, and I can't live without you. It something ever happened to you..." Mamoru shuddered at the thought. "Usako, I'm so sorry..." He wrapped his arms around her and took the gun from her trembling hand and set it down on the desk. She was sobbing.
"Oh Mamo-chan, I missed you so much!"
"I missed you too odango atama." Usagi smiled slightly through her tears. Mamoru pressed her closer to his body. "Please stop crying Usako. I swear, everything will be all right. I will never leave you again." He lifted her face to his and kissed her fiercely and passionately.
Usagi pushed into the kiss so hard that Mamoru accidentally bumped into her desk. The bump made the gun go off, and suddenly, Mamoru slumped forward into her arms. Usagi was terrified. 'Is he still alive?' She could feel his heard beating. "Oh Mamo-chan..." She started crying hysterically again at the thought of losing him yet again. She laid him gently down on the floor and kissed him all over his face. She then ran to the nearest phone and dialed 911. 'Oh God, I hope he's all right!' her mind screamed.
Disclaimer: Sailor Moon and company do not belong to me! I can barely draw, so how in the heck would I create an entire manga?? So please don't sue me…I need to save all my money for college applications next year. ^_^
~*~ Part One ~*~
Hi! My name is Tsukino Usagi. I am 14 years old and am in 8th grade at Crossroads Junior High. I'm a...well, let's just say that I am a less than stellar student. I have the greatest friends in the world, and until recently, I had the best boyfriend a girl could ever ask for; his name is Chiba Mamoru. He broke up with me a couple weeks ago.
He never gave me a real answer, just said that he didn't love me anymore. As if! We've been destined for each other since a thousand years ago on the Moon Kingdom. We'll be the rulers of Crystal Tokyo in the 30th century and have a daughter named Chibi-usa. How could he not love me?!?
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Usagi was completely devastated. Her Mamo-chan really didn't love her. She had always felt in the back of her mind that he did, but after their conversation earlier that day, the feeling had disappeared.
*flashback*
"God Usagi! Just leave me alone! Why would I ever love an annoying, whiny, clumsy, obnoxious brat like you?!?! Sorry, but I like my girls to have class!!!"
"I know you can't mean that...do you?"
"Trust me, I do."
"But...Mamoru...then why did you pretend to love me? Or if you ever did, what made you stop?"
"I did it because I felt obliged to because of our past. I'm sorry Usagi, but until you grow up and get a life, I can't STAND to be anywhere near you!!!"
*end flashback*
'Oh Mamoru, how could you say such hateful and cruel things?!?'
'Because they're true. You ARE an obnoxious brat. No one really loves you,' a voice inside her head told her.
"Mamoru, please! I can change; just give me another chance!" Suddenly, a lightning bolt cracked the sky. It was pouring down rain; a typical 'dark and stormy night.' Usagi's parents had gone to a movie with her little brother Shingo and Chibi-usa; Usagi had to stay home as punishment for flunking her algebra test. Luna was hanging out at the temple with Rei, trying to find out more about Rubeus, leaving Usagi free to follow through with the one thought that flashed repeatedly through her mind. 'No one cares. Just go and leave it all behind. Nothing left, maybe he'll realize how wrong he was once you're gone.'
"You know, I do need a way out! There IS nothing left!!!" She said aloud, as if the deed she was about to do she was performing to some invisible audience. She walked into her parents' room and grabbed a blue shoebox off the top shelf of their closet. She walked back to her room and locked the door. She stood next to her desk and set down the box. Usagi opened the lid and took out her dad's hand gun...
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Mamoru was having a very restless sleep. He kept seeing visions of his beautiful Usako. Only she wasn't HIS Usako anymore. Suddenly, in the back of his mind he heard a little voice singing, She's in danger. She's in danger. He woke up with a jolt and changed clothes, sensing that it was something MUCH more serious than a youma. A minute later, he was dressed and ready to go. He jumped on his motorcycle and began driving over to Usagi's home.
When he got there, the only light in the house was coming from her room, and Mamoru sensed that something horrible was about to take place.
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Usagi put the gun to her head and cocked it. Just as she was about to pull the trigger, Mamoru climbed through the window. "No Usagi, don't do it!!!"
"Go away. I don't need you. You never loved me; it was all just a cruel lie. Just go away and leave me alone! Shouldn't be too hard for you; you've done it numerous times before," she cried out bitterly, the gun never leaving her head.
"Usako, you aren't thinking straight. Put down the gun and talk to me."
"Dammit Mamoru, don't call me that! You've lost...no, you've abandoned any right you ever had to calling me a pet name. Now just fuck off and leave me alone."
"Usagi, I still love you. I always have and I always will. You mean absolutely everything to me Usako," he said, inching closer to her with every word.
"Mamoru, I said leave me alone," screamed Usagi wildly, her eyes flashing. "You are so full of bullshit! Ever since we found out about Serenity and Endymion, you've done nothing but cause me unthinkable pain. And I'm sorry, but I can't take it anymore. Because I am just an annoying, clumsy, obnoxious brat you know. That's me...always the quitter. I guess I'm just too damn WEAK, aren't I?! I'm just a pathetic little crybaby, right?!"
Mamoru was shocked at how deeply he had hurt her. It was a slap in the face to hear his careless words of that afternoon thrown at him with so much bitterness and venom. "Please Usagi, please give me another chance. I swear I'll never hurt you again..."
"Bullshit," whispered Usagi, tears streaming down her face. "You are such a mother fucking liar Mamoru...why in hell should I believe you this time?!" Her hands began shaking with her rage and pain, but the gun never left her temple.
Mamoru looked out at the moon and sighed. "Because I love you more than anything there ever was or will be. You are my world and my eternity. We have a special bond connecting us, and no matter how hard people try, it will never break. I need you Usako, please don't take your life because of me." His voice trembled at the very thought.
"Then why in hell did you break up with me, dammit," asked Usagi.
"Because...I kept having this dream--I still have it. It shows us getting married and then you become Serenity and everything shatters. Then this strange voice warns me to stay away from you, or else you'll be in terrible danger. It was killing me every bit as much as it was killing you. I need you Usagi, and I can't live without you. It something ever happened to you..." Mamoru shuddered at the thought. "Usako, I'm so sorry..." He wrapped his arms around her and took the gun from her trembling hand and set it down on the desk. She was sobbing.
"Oh Mamo-chan, I missed you so much!"
"I missed you too odango atama." Usagi smiled slightly through her tears. Mamoru pressed her closer to his body. "Please stop crying Usako. I swear, everything will be all right. I will never leave you again." He lifted her face to his and kissed her fiercely and passionately.
Usagi pushed into the kiss so hard that Mamoru accidentally bumped into her desk. The bump made the gun go off, and suddenly, Mamoru slumped forward into her arms. Usagi was terrified. 'Is he still alive?' She could feel his heard beating. "Oh Mamo-chan..." She started crying hysterically again at the thought of losing him yet again. She laid him gently down on the floor and kissed him all over his face. She then ran to the nearest phone and dialed 911. 'Oh God, I hope he's all right!' her mind screamed.