I thought I could take the truth
But it's just no use
Thought you were different more like yourself
But you just turned out like everyone else
You had no standards just one rule
Now I feel like such a fool
When you look past the act
The hurt is clear in your eyes
Can't believe I brought those well thought out lies
You say you're not sorry that it was meant to be
But I don't want to believe it because that might mean you meant to hurt me
And now I'm left here wondering what went wrong
Wondering if you were lying all along
Is it me or is it you?
The lies clouded up the truth
I can't even look at your face
Can't stay in the same place
And yet through all my hurt and pain
I'm making excuses for you again
I see you laughing seemingly moved on
While I'm too broken to actually find the strength to be strong
Put up walls made of fears
While I'm the one shedding all the tears
Why do you hide behind this mask and all those lies?
How long will it take for you to realize?
I wish you'd stop pushing me away
I wish you'd just wake up one day
And see that it's ok to take open up your heart
One day you'll realize I've been there from the start
Would you take off your mask and prove me wrong
Or would I discover that this was who you were all along