Author's Note: This is one of my original's from my very old FanFic collection, finally decided to post it. Keep in mind I was young when I wrote it, so the flow is a bit chink-y and it has an element of OC-ness. I wrote it after the suicide of a close friend of mine. Otherwise, enjoy! ~RavenRachelRoth
Written: October 4, 2006.
No
*Knock* *knock*
"Beastboy?" Raven waited for the green boy to answer his door, or else hear some disgusting bodily noise from the other side of the door. She waited for almost a minute, before she got curious. "Beastboy, answer the door." Raven had just searched the rest of the tower for him, so she knew he had to be in his room. She put her palm on the door and listened, there was no noise. Something caught inside of her chest. "Answer the door Beastboy!" She called louder, her voice had an edge of worry and her palm remained on the door. Hesitantly, she pushed on the door...it wouldn't open, she pressed the override button on the pad beside the door. It still didn't budge. "Unlock the door Beastboy!" It was deathly quiet in the hallway, out in the main room she heard the door open and somewhere she heard Robin call her. She felt panic now, something was wrong, she could feel it. She swung and kicked the door, the metal bang reverberated through the tower, but the door didn't move.
"RAVEN! What's wrong?" She heard running footsteps down the hall.
She didn't listen, without hesitation Raven phased through the door. Shock met her eyes as she entered, Beastboy lay on the messy floor. His eyes were closed and his chest didn't move with breath, beside him on the floor was an empty bottle of pills, two or three missed their target and lay on the floor also.
"NOO!" Raven's scream made the walls ring.
Outside someone banged on the door, "RAVEN!"
Raven dropped to her knees and picked up the limp boy in her arms, as tears began to fall down her cheeks. "no..." He was beyond her power to save...
The door burst open behind her and the other Titans raced in. They stopped at the sight of the girl in the indigo cape on the floor, tears running down her face and falling onto the limp body of their fellow Titan. "No..." The breath went out the room.
A note lay unnoticed on the bed, it was scrawled in big black blocky letters and underneath it was a picture of a blonde girl with icy blue eyes, the glass in the picture frame was cracked and broken.
The note read:
I'm Sorry,
I'm supposed to be the happy one...
-B