Disclaimer Sadly I do not own Law and Order SVU, but if I did Beck would have never been Elliot's partner she would have NEVER Existed.

Pairing: EO

Summary: Olivia needs Elliot to be there for her, but what happens when he's not. (Takes place after the episode Fault, Episode spoilers)

)A/N: The memories are in italics, (Enjoy

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Chapter One:

As Olivia started to pack her belongings she thought about what had just happened:

FLASHBACK:

"Why didn't you shoot the bastard, Olivia?" He asked

"How was I supposed to do that he was using the kid a shield?" she said.

"This should have never happened" he says as he lets out a frustrated sigh.

"So are you saying this is my fault" she snarled

"I didn't say that", he said.

"But you where implying it" she said

"I can't do this right now" he screams as he leaves

Olivia takes one last look at her desk, before she turns around and leaves the precinct for good.

As Olivia was driving she remembered she needed some groceries so she stopped at the store on the way home. As she was coming out of the store she heard something in the ally way at first she ignored it.

Then the sound grew louder she decided to check it out. She slowly walked down the alley way keeping her hand firmly on her gun. She heard the noise once more behind her she turned around asking who was there only to find that it was a cat in the dumpster.

After she was certain there was nothing there so she decided to turn around and leave. As she was walking to her car she felt a sharp pain on her head before she slipped into unconsciousness.

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When Olivia woke up, she noticed she was in the trunk of a car. Matter of fact, it was her car. "Shit…" she mumbled. She tried to move her arms.

She then realized they were tied behind her back. Soon enough, the car stopped and she jolted forward. She heard her car door open then close.

When the trunk opened, she gazed up to see a man in a ski mask. Olivia tried to scream only to be met with a cloth over her nose. It was the sickly sweet smell of chloroform.

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Although her vision was blurred, Olivia realized she was in the old warehouse across town. Glancing around to make sure the man wasn't there, Olivia looks for her cell phone only to find it isn't there.

'Bastard must have taken my phone' she thought. She tried to get up but sat back down wincing in pain. Just as she sat down he came in. "Glad to see you're awake, now we can have some fun."

He came toward her with a knife, while holding her down he cut inside of her pushing himself harder and harder in to her.

She screamed in pain not giving him the satisfaction of her crying

After he was done, he left her in more pain then she had ever been before.

She got up again ignoring the pain and looked around for an escape. She saw a small window above her head and decided to take a chance.

She looked on the floor for something to smash the window with no luck. 'I know I'll regret this' Olivia banged her elbow against the window shattering it into pieces.

"Son of a Bitch!" yelled Olivia while rubbing her elbow furiously. After composing herself, she hoisted her self up and out of the window.

Getting up she decided to go to the one place she could at a time like this……………..Elliot's.