This is my take on Sai's thoughts, so if he's not your most loved character; well, then back-out. Enjoy! :)
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Feelings,
Everyone has them,
Except for me...
...Why?
I've tried to learn, I really have.
But when I put what I've learnt to the test,
All of my efforts are in vain.

From what I've read,
Friends are supposed to comfort you when you're feeling,
...Sad, wasn't it?
My...friends I suppose?

They hate me.

The Book said that friends appreciate truthfulness.

It lied...

They hit me when I told them the truth.
They beat me when I expressed my opinion.

Why?

Because I'm different from them?
The Book said that different was good.
If so, then why when they see me, and notice my difference,
Do they glare?

What have I done, but follw orders?
I would say I wish, but I don't have feelings.
Even so,
I wish someone would tell me why.
It's useless to hope anyway, if you can't put any emotion behind it.
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Hope ya'll like it ^^" It took a while to get into what I think Sai's mind frame is. Anyways, review!