I just couldn't help myself. I've been reading fanfics and I loved the idea of twins! I am a Gemini by the way if anyone cares and I always wanted a twin so I am going to take on the challenge :D It will probably be a slow process of watching each episode one by one and incorporating my character in it but why not? So this is just to get an idea of my character and such until I watch the pilot episode and get the story started so please read and review if you like my idea or not.

Seriously if I get more negativity towards this than I will delete it. I'll be a little hurt but I will get over it. So here we go.

I sat up on my bed as I wrote in my diary.

Dear Diary,

The first day of school starts tomorrow and I am not looking forward to it. It just going to be a bunch of people sympathizing me and Elena for our loss. The entire summer I have become distant with my family. I felt like a part of me died in the car accident. Elena was in the accident as well but I think it had affected me more than her. I would have constant nightmares and could not feel any form of happiness. I had come to peace with the nightmares so I would stop screaming at night. Instead the screams became quiet sobs. I had to accept that my parents were gone and that nothing would change that. I just had to move on. I had become distant with Elena. We were always really close for twins and were almost exactly alike not only in looks but with personality. I wanted that relationship back. Tomorrow is a fresh start. I'm going to embrace the moment. I am going to put on a brave face and then when I come home ill sulk and be miserable and I will go through the process all over again until its numbing. I don't know if I can be happy again. I don't think I can even find a guy that is nice enough to make me happy. If a guy can bring me back to life and make me happy then he will truly deserve my love but for now I will just take it one day at a time.

I closed my diary and placed in on top of my dresser with my pen. I got up and went to the bathroom and changed into pjs. I then sat and looked in the mirror. I practiced my fake smiles as I brushed my wavy hair. "That will work." I whispered. I started brushing my teeth when my twin came into the bathroom to do the same. We both finished and then stared at each other in silence.

"Are you ok Erika?" Elena asked.

"I'm perfectly fine." I gave my best fake smile.

She smiled back. "You don't have to fake it with me. I know how you feel."

I nodded. "It still hurts but I want things to go back to normal especially with us."

Elena hugged me and I hugged her back. "I want that too. I missed you."

"I missed you too. One day at a time right?"

"Right. We will do this together." I smiled. "I'll see you in the morning Elena. Good night."

"Night." We both went to our own rooms and I got into my bed. I stared at my ceiling.

"One day at a time." I whispered and then I drifted off to sleep.