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~Am I Worthy~

-Chapter 1-

The Beginning

Normal Pov

(Amu's 8, Kukai's 9)

Two bestfriends were sitting near the lake skipping rocks and having a great time. Ever since they met They were absolutely inseparable. They knew each others secrets and whenever one of them was in trouble the other would help.

"Kukai" a pink haired girl with pigtails pouted.

"What Amu?" the boy named Kukai asked.

"Can you get me ice cream? she asked.

"What's the magi word?" Kukai smirked.

"Please?" Amu said innocently.

"No it was supposed to me Kukai is awesome" He replied, with a chuckle "but please works."

"Yay!" She exclaimed happily.

They both got up from where they were laying and headed over to the ice cream stand. Once they walked up to the ice cream merchant. He smiled at the two little kids.

"What can I get you?' He asked politely.

"One Strawberry, vanilla swirl and one mint chocolate chip please." Kukai replied.

The man handed them two ice ceam cones.

"Thank you" They said in unison.

"Your welcome." The man smiled.

The two friends went over to the water fountain and began to eat their ice creams happily. Sadly the little had some sad news to tell his pink haired companion. It was giong to be hard to tell her because not only will it break her heart, but It will break his as well. So he wanted to spend the rest of the day and make it count for one last time.

At the end of the day the little prepared himself to tell her the news.

"Hey Amu?" The little boy said sadly

"Yea Kukai?" She looked at him with a smile.

That smile hurt his heart more. He was going to miss her so much. He loved how they spent time together. They were always helping each other and now that he was moving he wouldn't have that connection again.

"I have something to tell you" The boy said and looked down sadly.

"You know you can always tell me anything" She said and patting his back comfortingly.

"I-I'm moving" he said sadly.

The girl was shocked and was sad. He was her best friend, he meant alot to her and now he's leaving. She felt tears coming out of her eyes.

"B-but why?" She sobbed "I don't want you to leave. Your my best friend."

"I know" He said with a sigh "Your my best friend to, but my parents got better jobs in Tokyo and I got to go with them."

The little girl understood. She was heartbroken, but understood

"I understand Kukai. I'm going to miss you." She said, with a sad smile.

"I'm going to miss you too" He replied and hugged her really tight for one last time.

The two best friends just stood their hugging each other until Kukai let go. He then kissed her forehead, which in return made her blush lightly. That made his heart tighten.

"Goodbye, Hinamori" He whispered.

"Goodbye, Kukai" She she hugged him again then patted his back "Don't forget about me, okay?"

"I will never forget about you" He told her with a smile. "We'll meet again one day?"

"How do you know?" She asked.

"I just have a feeling is all" He replied honestly.

With that he let go and started to walk back home, and she did as well. Feeling sad that their best friend is not going to be around. Kukai looked up at the sky and sighed

"We'll meet again" He whispered and went inside his home to get some well deserved rest.

8 years later

Amu Pov

"Hinamori Amu!" My dad screamed angerilly "Get your ass down here right now your worthless waste of a daughter!"

"Coming dad!" I shouted back.

I walked down the stairs scared of what the punishment will be now. Oh I forgot to introduce my self. I am Hinamori Amu. I am 16 years old going on 17 in a few months, I have pink, waist long hair and golden honey eyes. I got to Seiyo High. One second I have to attend to my asshole of a father.

"What did need me for dad?" I asked cautiously.

He looked pissed and drunk.

"You bitch!" He yelled "Its all your fault that my life is fucked up. You fault you stupid slut!"

He grabbed me by the hair and slammed my face into the wall. Pain instantly shot up like a fire cracker. He the dragged me across the floor making my back get a bad carpet burn. He then lifted me up and started slapping me really hard across the face. I began to get dizzy, but i knew their was more to come. He then threw a bottle at me which I manged to dodge and busted int millions of pieces. He then prssed my body agains the glass hard and I screamed out in pain. The glass shards were driving into my skin. Once he was done he stromed off and slammed the door to his room.

Once I knew the nightmare was over, I laid there trembling not trusting just yet. If you want know I get abused by my dad ever since my mom dad. I don't talk to anyone at school because I don't want them to know. I even wear long sleeves and make up to covered the bruises. Right now its not that bad compared what it could have been. I finally got up on my trembling legs and slowly limped into my room. I went into my medicine cabinet and brought the first aid supplies. I looked in the mirrows to see a little swellin on my fore head and it was bleeding. I started clean that up and bun of the alcohol I used her more, but I kept my voice down so I wouldn't scream.

Once that was done. I saw that it was not that bad. He missed my eyes so I was relieved that I didn't get a black eyes, but did find a small bruise forming on my cheek. Once that was done I started cleaning the bloody mess that was my back. There were cuts every where once they were cleaned. I wrapped gauze around me to hold in the bandages until tomorrow or the next to check the out. Then I looked after the rest of my body. Little bruises here and their no biggie. This time it was luck I could wear short sleeved shirt tomorrow. The bruises on my arm were covered up well and my legs well they were bad so jeans it is.

I was gone fixing all my wounds, I felt hunger and exhaustion rush over me. I went into the kitched and myself a tuna sandwich with chips and lemonade. Once I was done eating I headed to my room, I carefully crawled into my bed, but before I fell asleep the last words trembled out of my mouth.

"Why is my life a living hell?" I whispered, then exhaustion took over and I was out like a light.

Kukai Pov

I moved back in Seiyo. I missed this place so much. I wonder how much Amu has grown. I bet she has alot of friends and still has the lovely smile.

I stretched and smiled "Its going to be fun surprising her."

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Yes I am doing a Kukamu. Don't worry I will still do my other story. Its just that story is almost coming to an end.

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