"Alois" I whispered as I walked up the steps toward our room. I turned a corner running my hand over the railing of the stairwell. Alois and I had been dating for about 3 years now….I never really thought that it would happen…but the first time I held him in my arms I felt I'd found something truly precious for the first time.
A smile graced my lips when I heard his laughter from behind our bedroom door. "Alois" I turned the handle and my blue eyes grew wide. A pain burned in the pit of my stomach. Alois lay beneath Claude blushing as the dark haired butler kissed up my lovers pale neck.
Without my meaning for them to my hands covered my mouth as I shook my head. "No"…"No" and for the first time since my parents died….tears streamed down my cheeks.
"No Ciel" the blond shot up. I turned and began running down the steps as Alois attempted to dress himself as fast as possible. I counted the flights of steps as I ran down them "one more" I whispered to myself as my foot caught the last step thrusting me to the carpet that covered the tiled floor below.
I laid there on my stomach with my cheek against the cold tile as tears rolled across the bridge of my nose and to the floor. I'd been living here and Sebastian had stayed back with the others as I ordered….I hoped calling on him would still work.
"S-Sebastian" I sobbed loudly. A cool winter breeze fell over me when the front door opened…my butler smiled as he strolled in. "you called" he lifted me into his arms and wiped my tears away. Alois came running down the steps in his black shorts and half of a red kimono "Ciel"
"I should have known as much" My butler hissed. Is hook my head "No I wanna speak with him"
He let me down and walked out of the room….Claude was probably still in MY bed. I bit my lip and smacked Alois across face, the sound resounded throughout the room. He looked shocked….I didn't blame him….I'd never struck him before.
"What did I do wrong, Alois" I hissed.
"Ciel" he whimpered reaching out to touch my face.
I smacked his hand away I didn't want him to touch me…I felt wrong looking at him.
"Ciel I love you"
"That's not what it looked like" I hissed holding back tears my stomach burned with pain.
"But I.."
I couldn't listen to it anymore "I'm wanna go home" I yelled. Sebastian followed my orders….he took me back to my estate….away from the one I …
Loved so dearly and my heart broke with the silent tear that streamed down my right cheek as I lay in bed alone once again.