I'm back!! Disclaimer: I do not own GW no matter how much I want to. Warnings: yaoi, angst Pairing: 1x2 "....." talking //......// thoughts *.......* scene change/flashback And now, for the story everyone's been waiting for!

Not-So-Perfect Soldier
sequel to 'Ai Shiteru Shinigami'

The rooms was a mess. It looked like a tornado ripped through it, leaving everything on the floor, bed, dresser, and taking all that belonged to one braided boy.
The man standing at the door fell to his knees, his eyes wide, staring in horror at the mess. He bent his head forward; his mop of unruly chocolate brown hair covered his tear-filled Prussian blue eyes.
Heero close his eyes, trying to fight back the tears. He couldn't cry now, not now. He had to find Duo. But he couldn't move. His muscles were frozen. Nothing could move. All he could hear was his heartbeat pounding in his ears.
The silence was unbearable. ever since he had first met Duo, there was never silence. Duo was always there to fill it with his beautiful voice. And now he was gone, and all that was left was the silence ringing in Heero's ears.

*FLASHBACK*

"Heero?"
"Hn?"
"Do you love me?" The question was spoken softly. Heero had to strain to hear it.
"I have a mission. It can wait until I get back." He got up and left, never noticing the crestfallen look on his lover's face."

*END FLASHBACK*

//I should have told him. It's all my fault.//
A piece of paper blew in front of Heero and landed an inch from his left knee.

Heero,
I love you, heart and soul. I guess now
I know that you never loved me. I know
that there is no room in your heart for me.
So I'm leaving
I'll still be fighting in the war, but you'll
never see me.
Ai Shiteru
DM
"But I do love you..." Was softly whispered as tears fell from blue eyes and landed on the paper clenched tightly in Heero's hand.

~Owari~

Don't be alarmed! there's another one coming! I just need reviews and all will be well.