Title:
Love Remembers
Game:
Kingdom
Hearts II
Pairing:
AxelxRoxas
Unavoidable thoughts flooded through Roxas' mind, cramming his brain with questions both unwanted and unanswered. Namine had just spoken with him, filling in not but a small portion of reasons to why such unexplainable things were happening to him lately which, in turn, only lead to more questions. Putting such burning questions out of thought was anything but possible, and it nagged at the corners of his soul like a bitter taste one was not able to get out of his mouth. In a daze, the troubled youth dragged his feet back to the 'usual place' only to find an unexpected visitor was already waiting for him.
"Look
at what it's come to. I've been given these icky orders to destroy
you--if you refuse to come back with me."
Looking up, Roxas met
the chartreuse green eyes of the mysterious red-head whom he'd met
only that morning: Axel. In his hands, he held his two circular
weapons, indicating he would in fact back his words up with a fight,
and the threat was no empty promise. Roxas, too, was about to draw
his newly found weapon, one called the 'keyblade', when an
excerpt of the conversation he'd held with Namine fleeted across
his mind. Reconsidering the thought of drawing his defense, Roxas
lowered his ocean-depth eyes to the ground before uncertainly lifting
them and asking,
"You're my best friend…right?"
"…Wait
a sec! You remember now?!"
Axel's entire face lit up, a broad
smile spreading across his lips, his eyes shining desperately before
he sought a need for confirmation. In astonishment he grinned,
"Oh,
right. Well. Just gotta make sure. Do you remember that night…In
the basement of the organization's headquarters?"
The air fell
silent. Axel held his breath, his heart pounding in his chest; Roxas
parted his lips as if to speak, then lowered his gaze once more. He
knew of no such information. He wasn't even sure why he'd even
asked about being best friends. He supposed it was one of his
unconscious attempts to piece together what Namine has told him and
ratify it. Since Axel approved, it must have been true; but either
way it was wrong to give him such false hope…Roxas had no other
choice but to draw his blade. The smile quickly faded from Axel's
face, and his eyes no longer shone with desperation, but a certain
heartache, a disappointment, and a loss. Blinking the unfallen
sadness from his eyes, Axel firmly clenched his teeth and choking
back any sounds of despair in his voice spoke in a tone striving to
sound unshaken,
"I see how it's going to be."
Giving his
weapons a quick twirl, he gripped them tightly and charged full speed
at his former friend. Instinctively, Roxas defended himself by
brandishing the keyblade and blocking the attack, using all his
strength to hold back the intense force of Axel pushing down on him.
Up close, Roxas could see more clearly how badly his words had filled
him up with hope and then let him come crashing back down to earth
with a cruel slap of reality. Axel bit his lip, his brow scrunched
up, and found he couldn't hold back anymore; not when he was this
close.
"GODDAMNIT, ROXAS! Don't do
this to me! If you've forgotten, you've forgotten, but don't
lie about it to torment me!"
Roxas was suddenly knocked
backwards with a final thrust from his opponent…He wasn't trying
to torture him at all; not with a conscious effort anyway. In a realm
of confusion, and in the heat of battle, one more hit was all it took
to cause Roxas to pass out.
--
When
the blonde awoke, he found his surroundings to be unfamiliar. His
eyes fluttered open slowly, and then in alarm, he sat up
straight.
"Where am I?"
"I guess I shouldn't be
surprised that you don't remember this place. But still…hearing
you say that…"
Roxas turned in the direction of the voice.
Sitting in a chair in the corner of the room sat the one he had faced
in battle not an hour ago. Roxas, himself, was sitting on an
unusually large bed, one of the few items in the unknown room, the
other including a desk, chair, and a large computer on the far wall.
Axel sighed and, seeing that it was no use, explained,
"This
used to be your room…When you worked here, with the organization.
It's in the basement. Is it…really that unfamiliar to you?"
Roxas
looked around, again, finding no familiarity, and replied,
"I've
never been here before."
A look of frustration combined with a
soul on the verge of tears took over Axel's expression. Sinking
into his shoulders and covering his face with his hands he
murmured,
"Don't say that. You have
been
here before. Many times."
Roxas watched the distressed
flame-haired male, and couldn't help but feel guilty. He didn't
mean to
forget. All was so unclear to him. After a moment or two, Axel stood
up and crossed over to the bed, leaning over Roxas, uncomfortably
close, so that eye contact was unavoidable. When he spoke, his tone
was dead serious, almost pleading,
"Roxy. Look at me. Take a
good look until you know you've got it memorized. If you can look
into my eyes and honestly tell me you have no idea who I am, then
I'll know it's true."
Roxas looked taken aback. Roxy?
Turning his entire face away nervously, he mumbled,
"Don't
call me by such a familiar name…We've only met this
morning."
Perhaps his words had come out more coldly then they
were meant to. Axel looked as though he'd been stabbed through the
chest with a million white-hot daggers. The room became awkward and
silent when neither of them spoke. Finally…action was taken.
Roxas
yelped as Axel pushed him backwards onto the bed. With his eyes
brimming once again, Axel spoke in a hot breath,
"Your mind
might not remember me, but your body will!"
The desperate tone
of his voice revealed Axel was trying more to reassure himself
more than anyone else. Roxas was feeling even more uneasy and
alarmed.
"What are you doing?!"
"I know all the sensitive
areas of your body..."
Axel crawled on top of the smaller boy,
pinning his limbs down with his own. Lowering his lips to Roxas'
ear he continued,
"I know how to get you breathing hard; make
your heart race…how to make you cry out in complete ecstasy. I know
exactly
what
you like…and exactly
where
you like it. There isn't an area of your body I haven't
kissed…touched…abused to the point of incomparable pleasure."
Now
Roxas was in a panic. Struggling helplessly he cried,
"S-Stop
it! Don't talk like that! I'm still a virgin!"
"No, you're
not!... I'm
the one who first took you, sent you over the edge with bliss! I've
had you countless times, Roxy! How can you forget the night we first
completed each other? Right here in this basement!"
"You're
lying! S-s-STOP!"
Roxas' brain buzzed in a whirlwind of panic.
Namine had told him that he and Axel were best friends, she never
said they were anything more. Then again, how would she know? Oh God,
it was too much to comprehend. Roxas cried out again,
"Please!
Get off!...Please!"
In
his last plea, his voice broke, and small rivers spilled out of the
corners of his blue orbs, getting the point across that he was
frightened. Axel could feel the his body trembling beneath his own
and dejectedly lifted his weight from Roxas. Once free, Roxas
scrambled to the other side of the large bed, hugging his knees to
his chest, protecting himself. Axel leaned half his weight on the
mattress, gazing distantly at the hard floor,
"Is it really…that
disgusting to you?"
Without waiting for an answer, he got up and
strode across the room to the automatic door which opened abruptly to
release him, and just as quickly closed once he was gone.
--
There
was no clock in the room, but it seemed at least two hours before
Roxas was to have contact with anyone else. The automatic door had
been locked from the outside, leaving him caged in the room that was
supposedly once his. After his attempts to free himself proved
hopeless, he spent the rest of his time lying on his back on the
massive bed, staring at the ceiling, letting his thoughts stream
without restraint. "Axel
and I…we……I'm not a virgin? No one knows me better than me,
and I would definitely know if I was a virgin or not. But…It's
just…lately it seems my world has been falling apart. Everything
I've known to be true I can hardly rely on anymore. Because of what
Namine said…God…for all I know we really 'could' have done
it." Roxas
closed his eyes tightly, his lips slightly parted, his teeth clenched
in a state of helplessness and unknowing. "If
what he said is true…about knowing every part of my body…
" He shivered at the thought of Axel doing such unmentionable
things. To him, he was a stranger. He lay on his back for a while
longer until the sound of the automatic door awoke him. When the door
finally did open, the person who stepped inside was not Axel, but a
tall, dusty-blonde with a spirited grin.
"Hey, Heeey!
Roxas!"
Roxas sat upright, the vacant expression on his face
jogged the teen's memory and he hit himself on the forehead, giving
a short laugh at himself,
"Oh right, you don't remember me
anymore. I keep forgetting. I'm Demyx!"
"…Demyx?"
"Yeah,
it's good to see you, man! Oh right, I brought you some food.
Thought you might be hungry."
Roxas looked down to just then
notice that the boy was holding a tray of snacks in his hands,
extending it out to him, brightly. Roxas just shook his head and laid
back down on the bed,
"I'm sorry. I just don't have much of
an apatite."
"Oh. That's cool. I'll just leave it
here."
Demyx set the tray down on the desk but, before he took
his leave, was stopped when a question was ventured by the
blonde,
"Hey Demyx?"
"Chyah?"
"Were Axel and
I…close?"
Dexyx turned around fully and put his hands on his
hips,
"Uh, only VERY."
"Could
you tell me…a little bit about him then?"
"Well let's see.
Axel would do just about anything for you. If you told him to jump
off a cliff he'd say "how high?" heh. Man, he was so depressed
when you go your memories erased. I think some part of him really
hopes you'd remember him, but he already knows it's impossible.
He's not a bad guy, Roxas. He really isn't. Have you talked to
him yet?"
"Yeah. He was in here a while ago."
"Ah, then
that would explain it."
"Explain what?"
Demyx held up a
finger to his lips, as if telling a secret,
"Why he's
crying."
Roxas' ocean eyes widened and Demyx gave a slight
grin,
"Just make sure to eat when you get hungry, k? Later,
Rox!"
Once again the door was closed when the visitor had left.
Roxas, gripped the sheets beneath him into tense fists, "He's…crying?
I'm the one who should be crying…"
--
Roxas
was getting tired of staring at the same surroundings for so long. He
hadn't even gotten up to touch his food. It was well into the
night, but he still lay awake, completely unable to sleep, not even
tired. Because it was so late, No other visitors were expected to
come. However, it was at least midnight when the door slid open once
more.
"You still awake? I was sent to check on you."
Roxas
rolled his head over to the side to stare at the green eyes and
red-hair that made Axel so recognizable. Roxas didn't say anything,
but merely blinked to confirm the question. When Axel took a step
forward, Roxas quickly shot up, ready to defend himself once again.
However Axel had quite different plans and merely sat down in the
chair, resting his arms on the back so he sat in the backwards
position. When he spoke his tone seemed drained and defeated,
"Relax.
I won't do anything to you."
Somehow, having Axel there
settled his restless nerves. Perhaps having the source of his problem
in view gave him a sense of being closer to the answers. Roxas then
remembered Demyx had told him Axel had been crying. Making enemies
wasn't his style, and in his own words, he tried to convey an
apology,
"Look…Axel. I haven't been myself lately. I haven't
been me because…I don't know who me is.
My whole world just stopped making sense, and pieces are falling out
of place. Blank spots that, no matter how hard I try, I can't fill
in."
"Yeah well…my world is falling out of place too, you
know."
Roxas turned away from him and bit his lip, for some
reason, he suddenly felt like crying. Before he could help it, he
blurted out,
"Is it true?! What you said about knowing every
part of my body, is that really true?!"
Axel narrowed his eyes,
his gaze bearing hard into Roxas' soul,
"Are you looking for
some kind of proof?"
No a split second had passed before Roxas
cried,
"Yes."
That was exactly
what he wanted; something to confirm all of his questions. Axel stood
up slowly and made his way over to the bed,
"Alright. Move over
a little bit."
Roxas obeyed, making room for Axel on the bed.
Axel motioned for Roxas to come into his lap. Hesitant at first,
Roxas made his way over to him and Axel pulled his legs on either
side of his body so they were sitting as close as possible.
"I'll
show you just how well I know you. Just rest your arms around my
neck."
Roxas' heart was racing. Well, he did
agree to this, and this may be his chance to know the truth. He
couldn't pass it up. Once his arms were rested nicely on Axel's
shoulders, Axel began to work, starting by removing his gloves. With
a single finger at first, he started at Roxas' waist and dragged
his finger up his flesh at an agonizingly slow pace; his fingertip
just barely touching Roxa's skin. Then the farther up he traveled,
a few more fingers were added to lightly brush against his chest.
Axel ran his fingers over Roxas' nipple, the tiny bud of flesh
instantly pebbling under his touch.
"Now when I do this, you
usually say something like:
"Please! Not there!"
Roxas
and Axel both spoke in sync, Roxas' tone more flustered than
Axel's. Roxas' eyes were wide, and Axel was grinning. "he
knew exactly what I was going to say."
Liking the reaction he got from the blonde, Axel dove down and took
the sensitive flesh into his mouth, sucking lightly and rubbing it in
circular motions with his tongue. Roxas groaned, his back stiffening.
When he thought he'd tortured the soft flesh long enough, Axel
released it and blew a gentle wind over the shining surface, causing
it to harden once again. Naturally, Axel sought out its twin next,
this time, in addition to tasting him, axel began to rub the sides of
Roxas' body up and down slowly with his thumbs. Roxas threw his
head backwards, "such
small movements…drive me crazy…"
Once the other side had received equal treatment, Axel was finished
with Roxas' upper torso, for his newest goal lay much lower.
Tasting his way downward, he made sure to coat every surface of his
stomach with light butterfly kisses and occasional licks; his tongue
finding its way into every dip and curve of his body.
"Roxy…lay
down."
"W-why? What are you doing?"
"Trust me. You'll
like it. You've told me so many times."
Roxas
swallowed hard and laid down on his back, a little frightened. He
stared at the ceiling once more and felt as Axel kissed down to his
navel and began to tug on the waistband of his pants. God, he was
really serious. Axel lightly cupped a hand over Roxas' manhood and
began to rub gently through the fabric until Roxas' body betrayed
his mind and he instantly became hard.
"…A-Axel."
Roxas
moaned, drawing his fingers to his lips and biting down on his
knuckle to restrain himself from crying out. Axel grinned,
"Yes
that's right…Say my name."
With skilled hands, Axel pulled
down Roxas' pants and boxers in a swift motion, tossing the useless
articles to the floor so his prize was revealed. Roxas was late to
mature, and was only now starting to get a light, feathery, gold down
that would eventually become pubic hair. Axel ran his tongue through
the thin wisps, causing Roxas to arch slightly. The smell of sex and
pre-cum filled the air, only causing Axel to become hard as well.
He'd been teased long enough, Axel thought, and rewarded him by
licking away the clear liquid that shone like a tempting poison, and
then took him into his mouth. Roxas gasped, feeling as though he'd
just been submerged in a hot, velvety oil. It felt so good…God
it felt so good. Axel took Roxas in and out of his hot cavern in a
slow, rhythmic fashion; only when Roxas' breathing became denser
and labored did Axel speed his pace. At one point, Roxas had begun to
instinctively buck his hips upwards, but Axel had pinned them down
with his hands, silently informing Roxas he would only receive
pleasure when Axel supplied it to him, and not a moment sooner. It
was building now, his abdomen warmed and almost throbbed as his body
begged for sweet release. Roxas was in a different realm, and his
body was reacting on his own.
Without meaning to, Roxas' hands had wandered down to his sides and weaved through Axel's flaming hair. He stroked the fiery locks, his fingers brushing through the soft texture, feeling and grasping. It was a natural reaction…he'd it done before. The rush was too much, the heat making itself known, so close…closer…closer, until holding back was no longer an option. His back arched perfectly, holding its bridge-like position for a few moments before he came crashing back onto the bed, heaving. A throaty moan had escaped his lips, sounding like pure music to Axel. Roxas' chest rose and fell rapidly as he gasped for air, taking a moment to collect himself. When he did look up, Axel was licking his lips, a grin upon them as well.
"Delicious
as always…Roxy. I've been deprived of your flavor for too
long."
Hot blush crept over Roxas' cheeks and he sat upright
on the bed, curving his knees inwards to conceal himself. Axel
embraced him, pulling their bodies together, and caught Roxas by
surprise. Roxas attempted to push off of him, but Axel was stronger
kept him held put as he felt his resistance. Roxas gripped at Axel's
black robes.
"That's…so dirty!"
Axel raised his
eyebrows and tilted his head to the side, allowing Roxas some slack
so he could look into his eyes.
"It's not dirty. When two
people love each other, that's what they do…they make each other
feel good,"
He let out a light laugh and a seductive smile,
nuzzling into Roxas' neck,
"…and you weren't exactly
telling me to stop while I was doing it, now were you?"
"W-Who
said anything about love?"
Roxas had obviously hit a sore spot
again. A really sore spot. Axel drew back, his eyes wide and hurt.
The green orbs searched over Roxas' face for a moment, then dropped
to the sheets. When he spoke again, his tone was quiet and
serious,
"…I did. I'm in love
with you, Roxas. I always have been…I always will. You could push
me away right now, hurt me, hate me, but…I'll never stop loving
you."
Axel let out a long sigh, and placed a hand on Roxas'
shoulder, causing him to jump. On Roxas' other shoulder, Axel lay
his forehead.
"Believe me, I've tried. When you first got your
memories erased, everyone, including myself, thought it would be best
if I just forgot about you. So I tried; but the minute I saw you, I
fell in love with you all over again. Even as we were fighting, even
as you were trying to kill me, I kept thinking…'you were my
Roxas…and I'll never be free of you, no matter how hard I
try.'"
Axel lifted his head, but kept his face close to
Roxas', his brow scrunched desperately, his eyes determined.
"I
wasn't going to tell you this, 'cuz I knew you wouldn't believe
me and it'd probably only upset you more, but…we both took vows
that night. Promising each other monogamy. You assured me I was the
only one you wanted, and no one else could ever compare. I told you
the same. We're mates, you and I. You belonged to me, and I
belonged to you."
Axel moved his face even closer to Roxas',
causing him to close his ocean eyes, as his and Axel's lips were
only breaths apart as he spoke,
"…I still
belong you to."
Roxas
could have sworn on his life that Axel was going to kiss him, and
waited a few seconds to feel the soft petals on his own, but was
surprised when he opened his eyes and Axel was sitting upright.
"As
for "saying anything and love," you're
the one who wanted the proof. I'll show you, if you're willing to
accept the truth."
Roxas took in the full impact of his words
slowly…"If
I'm willing…to accept the truth?" What
was that supposed to mean? It was true he wanted answers. He'd said
so himself, his world was falling apart. Without answers…what would
become of him? That was the most important thing right now. More than
anything, he wanted to know the truth.
"How do you plan to show
me?"
"An attempt to resurrect what once was between us...I
should think it would be obvious…"
Axel leaned down by Roxas'
ear and whispered in a breath so quiet, it was only meant for him to
hear:
"If you want proof of our love, then what better way to
show you then for you and I to create some right here before us? A
bond between two people so inseparably strong...a connection created
by both of us giving ourselves to the other willingly. I will be
working towards it, and you
will be working towards it. By means of both of our bodies, we'll
create the very thing that will be undeniable proof: what you
secretly crave to counter what you do not believe. Perhaps that will
answer all your questions."
His
airy words sent shivers down Roxas' spine. When he did not respond
quickly, Axel ran a hand down Roxas' arm to cup his hand.
"What's
your answer? Will you give me your virginity…again?"
The words
dripped from Axel's voice like honey, so sweet and tempting. Roxas
gulped nervously. If he wanted proof, this was the best…the only
way to truly get it.
"You…You have to be gentle! And go
slow…You say I've done this many times before but in my mind I've
never…Mentally I'm still a virgin!"
Axel thought the comment
to be terribly cute and chuckled warmly,
"Don't worry. I treat
you like a virgin every
time."
Roxas drew in a deep breath, filling his entire lung
capacity and let it out slowly before lifting his eyes to meet Axel's
and nodding. Axel soothed,
"Alright, just relax. I know what you
like and don't like. I'll be good."
Axel advanced and,
cradling Roxas, he lowered him onto his back so he was once again
lying on the bed. Axel crawled over him in a cat-like position. The
first thing he did was go for Roxas' shirt. It was dreadfully
troublesome, and only served to hide his flawless beauty. His
remaining articles were ripped away and soon joined his pants on the
floor, leaving Roxas completely exposed to the cool air of the room
with Axel standing over him on all fours.
"Here,
take this."
Axel instructed, motioning to the zipper of his long
leather trench coat. Confused, Roxas obeyed and clenched the zipper
tightly in his fingers. Axel grinned and kept himself planted on the
bed: moving down and backwards, he arched his back fully and
stretched his arms out, still keeping his hands gripped tightly to
the sheets, much like a loin does to stretch. In one gliding motion
he thrust forward and lifted himself, just barely skimming down over
the Roxas' body before soaring upwards. This action caused the
zipper Roxas held tight to glide down its metal road on its own,
without him ever having to move it himself. Axel was making Roxas
undress him. Once he'd realized this, Roxas blushed and let go of
the zipper, which had made its way down to the hips of the dominant.
Axel grinned even wider at the blonde's embarrassed reaction and
pulled the zipper the rest of the way down before taking off the
heavy leather.
"You always did like that trick."
Roxas
blushed deeper as Axel's full upper torso was now exposed. His
chest was lean and flat with smooth skin stretched over strong
muscles. He had viewable abs, but not to an extreme extent, enough
for the viewer to comprehend that the texture was hard and fit. He
had broad shoulders and very pale skin, as if the black leather
concealing him had never allowed a sunbeam to kiss his body. The
lower half of his body was still covered by black pants, and by the
blush creeping over Roxas' cheeks, Axel determined he was not going
to get him to undress him any further so he took care of that
himself. Slipping his thumbs under the waist of his own pants, Axel
slid them off his hips and discarded them to where the rest of the
clothing had gone. His lower torso was enticing as well; his hipbones
were visible against his slender frame, and the valley between them
faded from creamy skin to crimson curls. With both boys now fully
exposed, Roxas began to get a little more nervous and trembled when
Axel stood over him once again.
"Nervous?"
"Y-yeah…"
"You
were your first time too. But everything worked out alright. Trust
me."
Axel kissed Roxas' forehead tenderly,
"Not that you
need it, but I'll stretch you again if that will make you feel
better."
"Stretch me?"
"Yeah, with my fingers. You need
to stretch virgins because their bodies aren't used to such an
intrusion and they're very tight. Your body, however, is used to
me, and will now naturally adjust with no problem. But if don't
think you can handle it right away, I'll stretch you. Do you want
that?"
"If
he comes inside me…and I'm not tight…wouldn't that be perfect
proof that we've definitely done it before?"
Roxas
thought as the option was presented to him.
"I…no, I don't
need it."
Roxas' answer rook Axel by
surprise,
"Really?"
"Yeah…just…come inside."
Before
another word was spoken, Axel crushed his lips onto Roxas'. Roxas
wasn't taken off guard at this point, and when Axel demanded tongue
entrance, he allowed it. The kiss was sweet and passionate; tender,
but fervent. Warmly filling the senses, it was easy to get lost in,
and the blonde was left almost startled when it had broken. Axel
searched over Roxas' beautiful face whispering,
"You've said
those words to me before. Its just…nice to hear them
again."
Understanding, and yet not understanding at all, Roxas
nodded. Was he becoming more submissive? Axel
smiled,
"Ready?"
Another nod.
"Alright. Can you lift
your hips up? Good, just like that. Now put your legs on my
shoulders."
Axel stuck two fingers in his mouth, lubricating
them with a generous amount of saliva before reaching down to find
Roxas' entrance. Roxas jumped when the wet surface touched the ring
of muscle, but continued to let Axel lubricate him for what was to
come. When Roxas was good and wet, they were finally ready to begin.
Axel raised his eyes to look at the youth with his legs spread so
openly before him.
"You can hold onto my back if want. You can
scratch me too…I'll keep holding you."
Roxas
felt himself embrace Axel before he knew what was happening. It felt
good to stabilize himself to something as their warm bodies pressed
together. All at once, Roxas felt the intrusion as Axel guided
himself into his body. Roxas held his breath, anticipating the pain.
It was a little sharp at first, and uncomfortable to one who didn't
know what to expect, but as soon as Axel had finished putting his
length in, Roxas loosened and adjusted to him just as quickly. It
felt…good…natural…dare he say…familiar
to have
him inside. While Roxas could recall none of their history, his body
knew it all too well. Roxas pressed his fingers into Axel's
back,
"…Please."
He didn't even know why or what he was
pleading for, but the desperate gasp filled Axel's ears, and he
obeyed the call. Slowly at first, Axel began to pull in and out of
him, their bodies rocking in a steady beat. Axel was hitting
something deep inside Roxas that was causing his toes to curl in
pleasure. It felt incredible. Roxas shut his eyes tight and leaned
into Axel's shoulder, the bliss caused an unconscious whine to
escape from him. All the little noises and shivers that came from
Roxas only encouraged Axel more, until he decided to speed his pace a
bit. The change was obvious, Roxas clung to Axel's back harder and
spread his legs wider. Roxas could hear Axel panting determinedly by
his ear, and it suddenly made him want to cry. He was working so hard
to cause Roxas such pleasure…he really did want him to remember. At
this point, there was no longer a doubt in his mind that he did
have
history with Axel…he just wished he could remember it! Suddenly the
forgotten memories that ceased to exist seemed so precious. He longed
to know everything that had happened between him and Axel. The good
and the bad, he wanted to know it all! Axel knew him so well, and
what did he know about Axel? Nothing.
"No,
that's not true."
Roxas
thought as he was nearing his breaking point. The pleasure had begun
to increase rapidly so that it wouldn't be too must longer. Roxas
knew something about Axel that, if nothing else, was undeniably
true.
"I
know…that he loves me."
Roxas
was blinded with pure pleasure in its rawest form and was thrust into
a world of euphoria as release was shown to him. Axel groaned and
Roxas cried out, and then the reign of bliss had ended. Axel
collapsed on top of Roxas, breathing hard, hot cum dripping between
their stomachs. Both boys took a minute to catch their breaths, the
atmosphere still hot and thick with the love they had just made.
Finally, after resting, the red-head propped himself up on his
forearms to look down on Roxas, lifting a hand to stroke his cheek.
It was then when Roxas felt him touch his face that he found rivers
to be flowing from his own eyes. He hadn't even remembered when
he'd started to cry. Roxas slid his hand to the back of Axel's
neck, feeling his fingers under the dampened hair. He lowered Axel's
face down by the side of his own until his lips were barely touching
his ear. In a hot, desperate breath he whispered,
"…I love
you."
Axel kissed Roxas' neck and moved his other hand to find
Roxas' so their fingers could intertwine before capturing Roxas'
lips in his own. Roxas gratefully accepted and let their tongues
explore each other's sweet caverns. When the stream of desire had
ended, Axel smiled down over Roxas, his own eyes shimmering with
unfallen happiness,
"I don't care if you can't remember the
past, as long as you want me in your future."
For the first time
all night, it was Roxas' turn to smile. Embracing each other
tightly, they let exhaustion carry them into a restful sleep, their
dreams filled with the new memories they had just created.
THE END
