Chapter 1:

Lost and Confused.

Patricia P.O.V

I lay in my bed my fingers playing with the cold sheets. The whole house was silent, everyone else was at school. Yeah, I ditched I really don't care honestly. With all that's on my mind I wouldn't be doing any more at school than I'm doing right now. One thought was racing through my mind. Eddie. Did I like him? Should I like him? Does he like me? My head hurt just hearing his name. All of this was unbearable. I knew that Nina liked him. After she dumped Fabian it was obvious. He was heartbroken, Fabian. It almost seemed like Nina had never even cared about him. She didn't cry one tear; they were together for 2 years. Fabian was devastated. Yeah, me and Eddie were together. I honestly don't know why I broke up with him. I liked him so much I guess we just couldn't be together. It's to complicated to explain.

My thoughts were stopped by the growling of my stomach. I grabbed my phone. 12:30. Victor and Trudy would be out of the house on lunch. Slipping on my slippers I made my way down the stairs into the kitchen. Opening the cupboard a pan fell and smacked me in the head.

"Shit!" I yelled grabbing at the painful spot on my head.

"Patricia?" A certain blonde hair boy said peering in from around the corner.

I jumped back in surprise.

"Eddie?!" I practically screamed. "You scared me to death."

"I see that." he said pointing at my hand that was over my heart in fright.

I hurried up and put the arm back by my side, "What are you doing here slime ball?"

"I guess I could ask the same to you yacker."

I was trying to avoid looking in his eyes. No Patricia don't look in his eyes. I stared up in his eyes.

I don't know how long I was in my trance until Eddie spoke up,

"Havin' fun there." he asked.

I jerked out of my trance and grabbed the roman noodles on the table. Holding them up I said,

" I just came down to get some lunch." walking toward the stairs with my uncooked roman noodles I added, " Have fun."

I sat down on my bed with a thump as I face-palmed myself. Why was I so stupid? I held up the roman noodles and practically died from embarrassment. Suddenly, there was a knock at the door. I knew exactly who it was. Lost and confused I walked up to the door. Taking a deep breath I placed my hand on the knob…

So what did you guys think xD. I really don't know where I'm going with this so far. My names Emily by the way. I'm 13. Please rate and review. Leave suggestions if you have them. Thank you C: