A/N This is going to be a really hard story to write. It's going to be very personal, because this is a true story except for one aspect. But my best friend said that it would make a really good fic, so I might as well write it. Don't worry, I haven't abandoned my other stories yet, I just have a short attention span and I work on multiple stories. This is my first all human fic, and the characters may be a little OOC since this is not really their story, ya know? It's mine. I usually don't mind flames, but this is gonna be hard for me to do so please be nice! You'll understand once you read it...

DISCLAIMER: I am not Stephie, nor do I own the bible aka Twilight. I just strip away their vampiness and wolfness, mess up their lives and maybe, if I'm feeling generous, I'll fix their lives. Maaaaybe. *evil cackle*

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CHAPTER ONE

I woke up later than usual, since I'd been sleeping over at my best friend Edward's house. I know it's unusual for a girl to be best friends with a guy, but I' known Edward since I was born, we've been friends fourteen years. We were really close, and he knew me so well it was like he could read my mind. He was all the good qualities in the world. And that includes the hottest guy since Adonis, and even he'd have competition with Edward's perfect features, messy bronze hair, green eyes and totally buff body. We told each other everything. Well, except that I've been in love with him the past two years.

As I opened my eyes, I noticed something wrong.

Really, really wrong.

We'd fallen asleep on his bed, like we usually did. But we'd never woken up touching before. It wasn't that I minded his arms wrapping me to his chest at all, but it was more the fact that he could never love someone as plain as me.

Edward shifted beside me and blinked his eyes sleepily.

"What the.." Edward exclaimed. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to... I'll just go get some food and you can get dressed."

And he couldn't hurry out there fast enough. Away from me. It was obvious, more than it had ever been that he didn't reciprocate my feelings. I got dressed in my usual jeans and a T-shirt, and then I went downstairs. Edward had gotten some food ready and we went to the sofa to eat it and watch a movie. We picked Mr and Mrs Smith; enough violence for him and enough romance for me.

When the scene where Brangelina have sex all over the house they destroyed, I made the mistake of looking at Edward.

Big mistake.

Don't ask me what happened. One minute we were just sitting not touching each other, the next we were making out. Getting kissed by him was so good it made me forget everything else: for instance, why I shouldn't be kissing him. His tongue licked my lip, begging for entrance which I immediately granted him. Our tongues entwined as he held me tight against him, one arm on the small of my back and the other in my hair. My hands were tangling in his hair too. When I suddenly felt his hand start to go under my shirt, it sent such a jolt of pleasure that it sort of woke me up and made me realize that even though this was the most perfect kiss ever with the guy I'm in love with, this was also my best friend, and things could never really go back. And I doubted that he wanted to go forward.

He noticed me freeze up, and murmured "I love you."

What???

He saw my incredulity. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean... I know you don't but it's just-"

"I love you too, Edward."

"Really?"

"Of course, since, well, ever!"

"Same here, my beautiful Bella."

"Then why didn't you tell me?"

"I didn't want to ruin our friendship. I didn't think you loved me too."

"So..."

"So, Bella. Would you like to go out? On a date?"

_____________________________________________________________________________________________A/N I'll be updating more, love it, hate it, review you know the drill. This chapter is basically the shortened version of those best friends to lover stories. But mine basically has something that happens wrong at the end and going on from there. That's probably not very clear. Anyway,

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