Paralyzed

You might be able to hear my heartbeat

But I can hear your soul

And it sounds like black and blue

But there's a faint refrain

Of a harp

And a swallow

And the low ticking of a clock

And maybe it can be louder if you let it down

And maybe I can shift it around so

My heart doesn't feel like crying

Every time I look at you

There's an unavoidable silence

Words left unsaid

Hidden in a lock box

I can't erase your face

No matter how much blood I lose

Because you stole it

With your obscene smile and spider hands

One day

It won't be long

And we'll see where the anchor lands

But I'm still yours

Paralyzed from the first touch