Being Dumped as little more than a friend Sucks Ass.
Although in retrospect, I probably deserved it.
After all, i've only ever stayed by her,
cared for her, tried to cheer her up,
Stood up for her,
been able to comfort her when she was angry, when everyone else was to SCARED of her to do anything but watch!
Me?
Bitter?
NEVER!
Me?
In Love?
Maybe...Just a little bit.
(I was considering making that the 'Brief Summary' But desided against it. So you're the first to read this. Aren't you lucky readers?!)
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I silently call out to my true best friend,
my secret other-half.
I shout to her how I really feel,
but she never listens.
Instead,
that orange-haired goddess stares out at the boy who is the same as her.
Ichigo.
Waiting, I sigh to myself.
"She'll come when it's time.
She will,
I know."
I try to reassure myself,
punching at the air.
I try to remember what she said when she left
I can't.
I don't remember.
And I probably never will.
Just as she will never see me for what I really am.
She loves Ichigo.
Ichigo loves Rukia.
But no one loves me.
I sit and stare out at the sky,
behind the dojo where I train.
'Are you watching the same stars as me, Orihime?
Are you?'
I begin to cry.
fighting back tears
only she can draw to my eyes,
I whisper:
"Of course not.
You've always been too busy staring at the moon to see the small little star,
always watching-
over you."
I say,
unable to hold back anymore.
As I let the sensation wrack my body,
moonlight wraps itself around me,
"Wishing to dry my tears?
But only she can do that."
You. my lost princess.
And I--
"I love you."
'I love you too'
My orange-haired 'twin' whispers in my ear.
I lift my head,
and my eyes fixate on her bluish-grey eyes.
I sigh.
But she doesn't. She doesn't-- love me.
The illusion before me disappears,
and I am left alone.
I guess time will be the one to heal my wounds this time.
a/n looking back, I kinda see reality in that...Though at first it started as a whim...(where I'm from, Fridays have been designated 'Yuri Day' slash 'Cosplay Hair Day.' Guess what day I wrote this on?)
Review, don't review. Whatever your heart desires to do. (giggle I rhymed.)
P.S. If anyone cares, 'Yaoi Day' is on Wednesday...Wouldn't it be wierd to have a fanfic series, that was entirely poetry? Just a thought...