Hey! This is a new story I thought of (kinda) so tell me what you think!

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APOV

Have you ever got that feeling when you know something's going to happen, but you don't know what? Or have you ever wanted to disappear somewhere you know no one can find you because it's a place you imagined? Or when you get left alone with a huge responsibility and don't know if you can handle it? I have. Every day.

The first feeling I got when me and my ex-boyfriend, Jasper Whitlock, were alone in my house. My parents and brothers were out for a couple days. That was the night…

(Flashback)

5 yrs. Ago

I turned to Jasper, slowly. "I'm ready, Jazz," I said, nervously.

Jasper turned his attention away from the TV and focused on me. "What?"

"I'm. Ready" I repeated as I walked over to him.

"Are you sure?" he asked.

I bit my lip. "Yes."

He slowly nodded and smiled. "Ok." I straddled his lap and began kissing him. He grabbed my hair and pulled me as close as he could. I slowly made my way to his shirt and started unbuttoning it. After I got his shirt off, he picked me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he walked into my bedroom and set my on my bed.

(End Flashback)

When I found out I was pregnant, I wanted to disappear somewhere far away where no one could find me. Too bad that can't happen. I was only 19 and I was pregnant. I hadn't finished college and I probably wouldn't be able to.

(Flashback)

5 yrs. Ago

"Alice, what are you going to do?" Rosalie asked, pacing around in my room.

I watched her. "I dunno" I said, shrugging.

"That's not what I wanted to hear" Rosalie snapped. "You need to tell Jasper!"

"Rose, it's too late! He's gone! He won't answer my calls, my emails, or my texts…" I trailed off.

"It's not too late," Bella whispered. She looked up at me. "Let's go find him?"

"Oh, yes! Perfect idea, Bells. Let's just go to Texas and look for him!" I said sarcastically. "Do you know how big Texas is?!"

"It won't be that hard, Ali. He said what state, right?" Rosalie asked.

I bit my lip. "Ya, I guess." I paused. "What about my parents and my brothers?"

"You tell them."

I swallowed the lump rising in my throat. "What? No!"

"Alice, you can't hide a baby," Bella said. She had a point.

"Of course. But my mom's going to have a heart attack. My dad will probably kill me," I told them.

"It will be fine. We'll be right there with you, no matter what. We love you," Bella told me, smiling.

"One step at a time," Rosalie simply said.

(End Flashback)

They were with my every step. Rosalie booked tickets to Texas that night. We flew down to Texas the next day, but we couldn't find Jasper anywhere. Rosalie and Bella asked almost every one in that town if the knew him and they all said 'no'. We flew back home two days later. Rosalie and Bella were there with me when I told my family. My mom took it pretty well. She didn't look happy, but she was okay with it. My dad on the other hand wanted to kill Jasper. So did my brothers. They showed me all the things they'd do to him. I went with my best friends and my mom to all the doctor appointments and to all my breathing classes. Once I found out that I was having a girl, I wanted to keep her no matter what. My family and friends were at the hospital with me when I gave birth. Rosalie claimed she was first to hold her. And she was. Bella got to hold her second. Emmett looked so big holding her. Edward almost cried when he held her.

Jennifer Erin Cullen is what I decided to name her. Edward and Emmett practically treated Jennifer as if she was there daughter. And she loved it. My parents spoiled her the most. She was there first grandchild and they loved her. Everyone loved her.

She also knew she didn't have a dad. She knew why. Jennifer knew he was in Texas and that he hurt me when he told me he was leaving. When Edward played with Anthony and Hope she didn't mind. She would sit there and watch. Or when Emmett taught Hayden to play soccer and played with baby Mason, she didn't care at all. But when they played with Jennifer she had the best time. They were here uncles and she loved them almost as much as a real dad. They loved her as a niece and a daughter. She was practically there daughter.

The third feeling you probably already know why I get that one. When Jennifer was born, I wasn't sure I could handle her, but I did it. And I'm still doing it. I will always do it without the help of Jasper. I don't want his help…ever.

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Ok so what'd you think? I'm gonna try and get everyone's POV in this story on how like there life has changed helping Alice, and their weddings and all that! Ok ok? Good!

5 or more comments plz! And the next one will be up soon.