This is in Sara's P.O.V and it's about what she thinks about when Nick was buried alive. Since we know that she and Grissom got together around this time it's got her feelings about their relationship or lack of one. Just a little drabble I guess you would say.
Wow. I guess I'm still shocked that anyone could do something like that. I keep thinking "what if?". What if we hadn't found Nick? What if that guy had blown Grissom up? What if Nick had run out of oxygen before we got there? What if I had picked the wrong place? But the biggest one? What if we hadn't got the call about the explosives when we did? That terrifies me. I know I won't be able to sleep tonight with all of these questions. The others will be okay because they know Nick is okay. I'm glad he's okay but that won't be enough to stop me from worrying. I think this might be the biggest Bête Norie I'll ever have. Truth be told there is one thing that would make this worse. If it had been Grissom that had been taken. I would have not have left the monitor. I would've been a mess. He just means so much to me. I wish he felt the same. Well I'm not entirely sure he doesn't. Oh who am I trying to kid? Sure there are times when I think he really does care and he makes me feel like the most important person in the world but more often than not he makes me feel worthless. Like a yo-yo he pulls me in just to toss me right back out again. Well no more. After this I've seen how precious life is. Tonight I'm gonna find out what his feelings for me really are. If I'm waiting for something that's really gonna happen or if I need to move on with my life. I'm so sick of this. This yo-yo has been played with for the last time.
So what do you think? Review please!