Hey guys! This is a story based on the song 'All I Want' by Kodaline. This is REALLY sad and depressing! It's NOT a happy story! The next chapter will be in Austin's P.O.V!

Disclaimer: I don't own Austin and Ally or anything else you may recognize

~~~~~~~~~~~~All I want is nothing more~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~To hear you knocking at my door~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I would do anything to hear Austin knock on my door one more time. I haven't seen Austin since their wedding. I don't care if he loves her now, I just want to hug him again. I know it would hurt seeing him with someone else, but I need closure.

~~~~~~~~~~Cause if I could see your face once more~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~I could die a happy man I'm sure~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

If I could see his face one more time, then maybe I'd reconsider what I'm about to do. Yes, I Ally Dawson am thinking about ending my life. It just seems like no one cares about me anymore and I can't deal with this any longer. Now that Austin found his true love, I have no porpoise in life.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~When you said your last goodbye~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I died a little bit inside~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

When Austin said goodbye to our relationship, I died inside. At first I thought that maybe, just maybe, he would come back to me, but I was just getting my hopes up.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"I don't think this is going to work out, Ally..." Austin whispered as I stared at him stunned.

"Why? I thought we were doing fine!" I asked desperately trying to get him to look me in the eye, but he refused.

"I'm sorry, Ally! I just can't..." I stared at him as the anger boiled in my stomach.

"You can't what, Austin?!" I asked harshly

"Ally, there's someone else." That jerk! Tears flowed out of my eyes. Austin tried to hug me, but I wouldn't let him. I wasn't EVER going to let that liar touch me again. I took a shaky breath.

"Don't ever put your fucking hands on me again. You're a liar, a cheater, a jerk and I never want you near me! You said you loved me, what a fucking lie! I can't believe I ever loved you!" I screamed at Austin as he tried to calm me down.

"I-I wasn't lying, I do love you." Austin choked

"You have a funny way of showing it!" I scoffed

"Ally, just please let me hug you. Please? I'm begging..." He pleaded and I gave in. I let him wrap his arms around me and hold me close.

"This is the end isn't it?" I sighed

"Yeah, I guess it is." And that's when it happened, Austin broke down crying into my shoulder.

"Hey, it's going to be okay. We can still be friends and partners." I comforted

"Best Friends?"

"Sure, best friends." Then, we sat there in silence.

"I know I'm pushing my limits, but can I get a goodbye kiss?" I nodded hesitantly as he swooped in for our last kiss, the last of Austin & Ally.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

If only I could go back to those times. I should start making my goodbye letters and video.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I lay in tears in bed all night~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Alone without you by my side~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

After we broke up I stayed in my bed crying. I wouldn't talk to anybody, not even Trish. I could tell she was worried about me since Austin told her what had happened.

Although, we had just broken up I really missed Austin being by my side at night, he always made me feel safe and protected.

I finished writing my goodbye letter to Trish.

~~~~~~~~~~But if you loved me, why'd you leave me~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~Take my body, take my body~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The part that confuses me the most is, if Austin loved me, then why did he leave me? I mean, I would've still dated Austin even though he cheated on me.

I can't believe I'm actually going to commit suicide. I can only imagine how fast Austin will run to Sonic Boom in hopes that he'll be able to save me, but he will soon realize it's to late.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~All I want is, And all I need is~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~To find somebody, I'll find somebody~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I tried moving on, but I just can't. You only have one shot at love and I blew it. I totally and utterly blew it! All I need is for him to love me back, but he can't, because he's married to Piper.

I finished writing my goodbye letter to Dez.

~~~~~~~~~~~See you brought out the best in me~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~A part of me I've never seen~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

He always brought out the best in me, whether it was with music or work, he just made me so happy. No one had ever brought out that side of me before, it was an amazing feeling. Now though, I don't have anyone to bring out that side of me anymore.

I finished my Dad's goodbye letter.

~~~~~~~~~~~~You took my soul and wiped it clean~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~Our love was made for movie screens~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Before I met Austin, I was a wreck. I was depressed, strict, and lonely, but then Austin came into my life and it felt like my soul had been wiped clean. To be honest, with all the drama we went through, I'm surprised we don't have a reality TV show yet.

I made a goodbye letter for Piper, just so she knows that I never hated her even though she hates me.

~~~~~~~~~~~But if you loved me, Why'd you leave me~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Take my body, Take my body~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Now, I have to write Austin's goodbye letter. I can't believe that I'm actually doing this, that it's for real this time.

Dear Austin,

This is goodbye. I've decided I need to leave the world. If I know you, you're probably already on your way to Sonic Boom, but it's to late. I want you to know that I love you, I love you so much that it hurts. Please don't do anything stupid like I am. I need you to stay here and live your life with Piper. I know you can live without me, find a new songwriter. I know I've said it before, but I seriously love you. I love you more than pickles, school, and even my book. Speaking of, I want you to bread my book, bout ONLY YOU. Please don't blame yourself, this is not your fault. I love you.

Love,

Ally

I stare at myself in the mirror in the Practice Room.

"It's okay Ally, it's all going to be over soon." I said to myself. I unscrewed the cap to the pill bottle but, someone came running into the room. Austin. Before Austin could say anything I blacked out. That last thing that I heard was Austin shrieking my name.