MISSING YOU by Sadie

Disclaimer: I don't own em, but I love em, please don't sue! Thank you Incubus for the great song. Not mine, but one of my favs. Oh, and this is my first, so be kind.

Summary: Waking up without her.Songfic.Grissom POV.G/S

~ To see you when I wake up

Is a gift, I didn't think could be real.

To know that you feel the same

As I do, is a three fold utopian dream. ~

You're gone now, but you were here. That gap toothed smile, those big brown eyes, your creamy ivory skin, I can still see you, smell you, feel you. I didn't know what to do when you showed up at my door that morning. You didn't even give me a chance to speak, you just put your lips on mine and it happened. All those years of pent-up feelings erupted from me like a like a wave washing away the sand castles on an empty beach. It felt so good to finally let it all out. We made love all day, stopping occasionally for sleep, never wanting it to end.

~ You do something to me,

That I can't explain.

So would I be out of line,

If I said, I MISS YOU! ~

You had made up your mind to leave before this happened. You had said a vacation to clear your mind. I can only imagine the things you're thinking now. We've wasted so much time these past three years and I want to make it all up to you. Just as soon as you come home.

~ I see your picture, I smell your skin on

The empty pillow, next to mine.

You have only been gone, ten days

But already I'm wasting away. ~

Ugh, the need to feel her is so great; it's all I can do to keep from losing my mind. I know I've been distracted at work, but I've also been happier these last two weeks than I have in years. Everyone can tell something is up. Catherine has tried to pry it out of me several times with no success. I know I can't hide it forever, once she's back I won't be able to hide it. One look, no, one smile from her will give me away. God! Two more hours until the end of shift, one more after that till her plane lands and only moments from that till she's back in my arms. Maybe if I lock myself in my office I can make it until then and still maintain my sanity.

~ I know I'll see you again,

Whether far or soon.

But I need you to know,

That I care, and I MISS YOU...~