(JACK & FINN: A TWINCEST STORY)
Jack Harries, aged 18 sits alone in his room just after lunchtime. He sits on his bed pondering what to do.
It's been about a year or two ever since Jack found out he was gay, and since then he's had this strange attraction to his own twin brother, Finn Harries. "It's weird to fall in love with your brother isn't it? And he's straight, he'd never love me." Jack tells himself, forcing him to like someone that isn't his brother.
Finn Harries, aged 18 has a similar problem. Finn sits at his desk staring at a black screen, sitting there like a statue, not moving but thinking a lot. Finn was having trouble deciding whether he is gay or not. He has had some sexual attractions towards men before but nothing big. To make things harder, about last week he walked in on Jack in the shower by accident and saw Jacks own cock. Man, that did turn Finn any way but straight, Finn's mind was on Jack for the next two days after that. Finn stares, and gets distracted by a notification on his phone. It's Jack.
Text Conversation:
J: Hey
F: Hey
F: What's up?
J: Nothing much, I just need to tell you something.
F: Yeah, I think I need to do the same..
The conversation stops, as both boys stare at their phone, waiting for the other to go first. Jack begins to write 'I'm gay Finn' which prompts Finn to write back 'I think I'm gay Jack'. As both are ready to send the message to one another, something is blocking the way.
"What if he doesn't like me, because I'm gay?" Jack and Finn both think to themselves. With thoughts about that, each make the hurtful decision to delete the message and get off their phone.
Finn puts his phone on charge and goes to lay on his bed, pondering if that was a good decision. Jack gets up from his bed and grabs his keys. He needs some air to clear his mind so he's going to go out for a bit. Jack opens his bedroom door, which opens straight onto Finns door. Jack knocks on the door, waiting for a reply.
"It's open." A voice groans. Jack opens the door wide and sees Finn on the bed, plain.
"Hey Finn, I just feel like taking a walk in town. Wanna come with?" Jack asks, noticing concern in Finn.
"No thanks, I'm fine. Enjoy." Finn replies, looking worried, wanting to say yes but should say no.
"Are you okay Finn, want to talk or something?" Jack asks back, feeling scared at how sad Finn looks.
"Nah, it's fine Jack. Enjoy your walk. I'll text you if I need something." Finn says as he gets up from his bed and shuts the door, leaving Jack in the dark.
Jack's POV:
I leave the house on the sunny afternoon. It would've been nice to walk with Finn. I walk down the street towards a Starbucks, I enter the small cafe and head to the counter.
"Hi, what can I get for you?" The kind young woman asks.
"Uhh can I just get a Venti Iced Latte" I say. I pay for the order and the lady begins making my latte. I stand near the coffee machine waiting and the lady hands it to me. I begin to walk out the door when I noticed something on my lid that read 'I love you JacksGap'. I turn around while looking at the lid with a smile and look up to see the girl. However, the girl isn't there, so with a bit of sadness, I leave the store and walk to a nearby lake.
I walk for a good hour or so, thinking about Finn and only Finn. "What can I say? Will he love me? Will he hate me? How can I say it? Why is he so upset?" All these questions rush through my mind, it begins to make me flustered and scared about even telling him. I start to feel a bit light headed so I head home in a rush. I'd rather collapse with fright in my brothers arms, then to collapse in public and get robbed.
Finn's POV:
It's been like an hour and Jack hasn't returned. Is he okay? I just want to see him again. That beautiful smile of his, that perfect body. I just want it. I've been laying on my bed ever since Jack left. I've been freaking out on what he'll think.
I look at the time and its just past three and Jack hasn't come back. I get up and walk to my phone. I want to make sure he's safe. I open my messages and begin texting but I hear the door open and I sigh with relief.
"Finn?" I hear a voice call from down the stairs. I quickly open my door and rush down.
"Oh Jack I missed you." I say and jump on my brother, bringing him in a big hug. I needed the comfort that Jack can give me. We still hug for another minute or two until Jack pulls off.
"Finn I was only gone for an hour." Jack laughs. "Listen, I've got to tell you something." Jack starts but I cut him off.
"Yeah, I do to. I'll go first." I quickly state.
We both look at each other. Silence fills the room. Jack is obviously waiting for me to speak but I can't say anything. Fear takes over my mind and I can't think. I feel like I'm going to choke and I need air, I begin to hyperventilate and Jack gets scared.
"Oh my god, Finn are you okay." Jack says sounding very concerned. I push away from him. Not wanting to talk. I bolt up the stairs and head towards the rooms. I go in and slam the door behind me. I hear Jack shouting my name and following behind me. I slide down the door and cry my eyes out.
"I couldn't do it!" "I stood there looking like a fool and ran away from it" I think to myself, making me look like an idiot. I hear Jack right outside the door calling for me.
"Finn are you there?" He calls.
"Go away, go to your room." I shout back, crying between words.
"I would but... you're in there." He replies back.
