I have tons of writing to do..
and it never gets better when I keep getting more and more ideas.
But sadly, I freak if I don't write something I feel like writing.
This is just a drabble. NaruSasu..
enjoy.
"Save me from my fears"
So I climb up this ladder, just as my feet give out.
And I fall so fast it's as if I hadn't been there at all
And a lot of times I don't feel the same
I wonder if
Maybe me and you can start over again.
And this time I can reach out for your hand and you can catch me
before I hit the ground
So it can be like old times, when you
were always there for me
Even if you couldn't stop the pain
Then the next time I look into the mirror
it would crack too; and break
into tiny little shards so I wouldn't have to look at myself
and feel so bad.
I want to be there for you
Like you used to be there for me.
You can be my everything and
somehow, I can be true again.
People graze by, but I don't see them.
They speak to me, but I don't hear them.
Worried eyes and hateful stares,
But I don't notice them.
They eithier want me to get better,
or they wont forgive me for what I've become.
There is no in between.
They can all make easy choices.
But I feel glued in one place.
If I move, my whole world might change again.
If I move, it can eithier get better or worse.
This is why I need you so bad.
I'm stuck.
Between Past and present.
Between fantasy and reality.
Between the heat of the bright flames,
and the chills of winter snow.
And my fears are just starting to form.