I watched with fleeting eyes
The man's whose lips I now despise
As they kissed you day after day
I felt my chances slipping away
How I longed our places reversed
Instead of simply watching the districts curse
I longed to hold you in my arms
Protecting you from the capitols harms
But instead I was a coward
By my feelings and knowledge of you over powered
You would have hated me more
If had left our families alone to watch the gore
I cannot control fait
But I can control my hate
My jealousy of that baker son
Is surpassed far by none
But he did not cause the games
And my response would have been the same
If I had the choice between my life and yours
I would have walked to death's doors
I hope you realize my love is real
The pain in my heart will not heal
But he protected you as I never could
I promised and failed as I never should
If I could go back to change the past
I would have made our old life last
We still could have sparked rebellion you and I
We would have made the sparks fly
But I cannot go back
That skill I simply lack
I never could adapt well
When I was in a mood you always could tell
If you hate me I understand
The feelings you have I cannot mend
You showed me the monster
Prim's innocent face the poster
For the ruthless man I had become
I did things that should never had been done
I leave knowing if you cannot forgive me
Forgiven I do not deserve to be
You will never again my face
The one that simply became a mace
You are better off without my existence
It should be me that is dead not Prim and her inocence
I have a final promise I will keep if it is the last thing I do
I will never again hurt you