Author note: well, this came to me on a cold and painful night when I was throwing a Saiyan size tantrum. I decide to write sorta how I felt but transfer it to my story. I don't have any idea how long this fic will last, all I know it will be a long a windy path to the end.
Story type:…..i don't really know…but later on, there will be a yaoi .
Disclaim: I don't own DBZ other wise I would be a millionaire! ^_^
Main character: Devi/Devlin. Be warned the character is a Goth.
Chapter quote: ((my own quote and life)) Life's a F**king joke. I'm sure god made the human race as a really bad joke.
Other quote: The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
"" -Spoken.
'' -Thought.
() - if a character has a lisp, in the bracket will be the translation.
(()) -When I want to put in my 2 cents.
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~*Chapter one: lookout of pain*~
A girl was singing on the edge of kami's lookout. The girl, no more than 20 years old was swinging her feet over the edge.
"Hold on to me love,
You know I can't stay long,
All I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid.
Can you hear me?
Can you feel me in your
arms?
Holding my last breath,
Safe inside myself,
Are all my thought's of you,
Sweet rapture light,
It end's here tonight.
I'll miss the winter,
A world of fragile things,
Look for me in the white forest,
Hiding in a hollow tree, come and find me.
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears.
Holding my last breath,
Safe inside myself,
Are all my thought's of you,
Sweet rapture light,
It end's here tonight.
Closing your eyes to disappear,
Pray your dreams will leave you here,
But still you wake and know the truth,
No ones there.
Say goodnight,
Don't be afraid,
Calling me, calling me as you fade to black."
The words of the song seemed to dance in the air and spinning a web of illusion around her.
She sighed heavily at the end of the song.
Sunlight highlighted the tears stained on the youths face as she stared out to the endless clouds and blue sky. A black bandana was tied around her head and what hair that could be seen was jet black too and was considerably curly.
A young Namekkian and older Saiyan watch in wonder at the mysterious girl who had her back to them, ignoring their existence. "She's been her all morning, Goku" Dende whispered, "I tried asking how she got here but she doesn't answer me."
Goku smiled warmly "the girl's probably nervous. Don't worry Dende, I'll have a go." "Thanks" replied Dende.
Goku nodded and carefully approached the girl. "hello? Can you understand me?" the girl turned her head and gave a wirey smile and then turned back to her watch.
Goku looked at Dende, who shrugged his shoulders so the Saiyan sat down next to her.
"Hello. I can understand you," whispered the girl.
Goku gave his classic son smile, "that's good because I'm terrible at miming." He pause for a minute to study her face 'I bet she is really pretty when she is smiling.'
"My name's Goku, what's yours?"
"Well, my enemies call me Devi…" she voice kept barely over a whisper.
Goku tilted his head "What about your friends?"
Shaking her head, she took a deep breathe in that sounded like it pained her to breathe "Don't have any…….."
"Well, what would have your friends call you so I can call you something other than girl." The Saiyan was rather perturb. 'Every one has friends' Goku thought to himself.
"You can call me Devi," Devi let out a rather long pain filled sigh
"Okay Devi, how did you get up here? And where do you live so I can return you home"
"Firstly, I flew. Secondly, I don't have a home any more…" Devi looked Goku directly in the eyes.
Her eyes some what shocked Goku. They were a sorrowful dark blue, they were almost like a window to the pain inside. They for some odd reason looked deeper than any ocean thought possible. Goku felt like he was lost in them, that he could fall the intense blue that stared at him. They painted a portrait of intense pain and the knowledge and wisdom of all the ages at the same time and it seemed they were begging him to read the pain within her.
"Why do you feel like you have no home to go to?" he finally choked out, get over the wonder that her eyes held.
Devi bowed her head taking a heavy breathe in then looked him in the eyes again, "I was stupid enough to trusted my heart and fell in love with the most perfect human and they decide I wasn't good enough…. So I don't have a home."
A silent tear leaked out of her left eye.
Goku gently cupped her chin with his hand, catching the tear on his thumb. "I'm sorry you feel like that but no person is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. Remember, whatever happens. It happens for a reason."
Devi nodded and Goku threw an arm around her pulling her into a warm hug "Just remember there's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you put your heart into next time around"
"Thank you, Goku." She squeezed him tightly "Nobody put it that way. Most people I know said I was being a baby for being sad"
"You're not a baby. It's natural to feel like this. Your heart was set on some one. It needs to grieve. Give it time to grieve and heal, Devi. It's going take a while to heal because it feels like your whole world has been destroyed and it's going to feel like this for a while," Goku cooed in her ear.
This was like having another chance for Goku, helping raising a child as he missed most of his own children growing up.
In this world she was still a child with a pure heart and he was going nurture that as much as he could. A beautiful naïve innocence's still echoed from deep down inside her and Goku could see it.
What a thrill for Goku. He never had a daughter. He only had his son's, Gohan and Goten.
'Wonder what Chi-Chi will say when I bring her home. Maybe she can stay at Bulma's..'
Suddenly, Vegeta landed on the lookout, looking rather mad. He was followed by Mirai Trunks who had return to visit his father.
Mirai looked at Goku then found himself staring at the girl in Goku's embrace. 'She pretty but why is some one so pretty crying' Mirai thought.
"Kakarrott, you said we'll spar today and I find you comforting a human!" Vegeta spat.
"Come on Vegeta, we have all day to spar" Goku sighed, knowing Vegeta would hassle him till they did spar. "Devi, do you mind if I leave you alone for a bit?"
Devi shook her head "I don't mind. Go ahead"
Goku with his arm still around Devi, he gave her back a quick rub on the back before letting go and walking over to the arrogant prince "I'll be back. We can talk more."
"Mirai can stay with the human if you like Kakarrott. He'll just get in the way of us sparring" Vegeta said with a smirk.
The two full Saiyan flew off and Mirai landed beside her and extended a hand "my real name is Trunks but everyone calls me Mirai."
"Well, I think it suits you. It's kawaii like you." Devi shook the hand offered to her "my names Devlin but people call me Devi"
Mirai blushed "thanks.. so Devi, why are you here?"
She looked to the horizon "…escaping.."
Mirai cocked his head as he wondered about what on earth could she be escaping from and at the same time taking in what she looked like.
Pitch black curly hair, a black bandana tied around her head, a black short sleeved shirt and black scuffed jeans that covered her shoes.
But underneath that she owned a pure white heart filled with innocence's.
'She sure loves black and black loves her. I wonder if her heart is black too' thought Mirai.
"So what are you escaping from?" he asked, draping an arm around Devi's shoulder's. As skin met skin, Mirai slightly jumped. Her skin was cold to the touch, beautiful but ice cold.
Taking off his jacket, he wrapped it around her shoulders and looked into the depth of her eyes with a simple question "So? What is it?"
Devi smiled at the gesture. "Heart break…." she said simply.
As she said those words, the silence was deafening. Gentle whispers of wind currents below the lookout echoed and Mirai was stuck for words but then just squeezed a little tighter to comfort her and smiled.
A strange gurgling noise emitted from Devi's stomach, breaking the still silence.
Mirai almost had to stuff his fist in his mouth to keep himself from laughing his ass off. He mostly succeeded except for the small chuckles that escaped from his throat. "Well Devi, do you want to get something to eat. We can go to my house, my Kassan won't mind if you come over and Goku can always find you later" Mirai stated, adding the last bit as a attempt to seal her decision with the temptation of food.
Devi's eye's lit up
"sure!"
"Good, then follow me" said Mirai in a happy tone as he took to the air with Devi following close behind.
'I hope Trunks will behave himself, I don't want Devi to think we are all like him' thought Mirai.
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End of chapter
Well, end of chapter one. The next chapter will be up soon.
Sorry about the whole eyes thing but I believe the eye are the windows to the soul.
The song used in this fic is called 'my last breath' by evanescence
Oh well…….
Catch ya on the flipside!!!!