A/N: I woke up early courtesy of our neighbors who has been blasting out one sad love song after another. I think they're still drunk from yesterday's celebrations. To all of you in the US, happy (late) fourth of July! And to everyone else, happy sunday! I was originally looking for a song to write around for All of the Songs, and I did find one but it's a Maroon 5 song, totally inappropriate for a T rating. I hope you enjoy this.
She pushes him against the wall, lips on his neck biting lightly. He struggles to get his arms out of his jacket. "Wait, Tris," Tobias chuckles, putting a hand over his girlfriend's bare shoulders. Tris gives him just enough space to remove the restricting garment. It falls to the floor without ceremony. "The things you do to me," he says as his hands find their way to her hips, pulling her closer to his body. She feels him on her lower abdomen already growing hard.
Tobias starts pressing kisses down the column of her throat. One of his hands creeps up under her tank top stopping at the undersides of her breasts. A finger brushes over her nipple and even though her bra still covers her, she feels it. "Bedroom?" The question comes out breathless.
He pulls her top over her head. "Yes."
They start moving towards their room, leaving a trail of discarded clothes in their wake. Tris knows the past week had been crazy for Tobias. He and Eric had a heated confrontation over a case they were sharing. Add that to the pressure of his upcoming exams for captainship; it has him all wound up tighter than a roll of coil. She'd do anything to take his mind off of things, lighten his load a little bit. She pushes him to sit down on the edge of their bed. Tobias watches her with hungry eyes as she gets down on her knees in between his legs.
"Oh god," he hisses the two words out. Tris takes him in her hand, pumping up and down before licking a stripe up his length. His hand goes through her long hair, gathering them in his fist so he could see her face. She looks up at him and gives him a small, playful smile. Tobias isn't sure where this new-found boldness came from. They've both had a few drinks back at Zeke's fourth of July barbecue party, he wonders if that was what's pushing her, liquid courage. Sure, they've been together for years and this is far from their first time but rare was it for her to fully take charge. He doesn't say anything though, he relishes giving up control instead. What has he done to land this woman? He silently asks himself.
She takes the tip of him inside her mouth, sucking lightly and circling her tongue over it. She feels his legs tense up, hears him groan out her name. Tris revels in it knowing exactly just how much power she has over him.
"Tris, stop. Please," he says tugging gently at her hair. "I need you. I need to be inside you."
"Then have your way with me."
Tobias pulls her up to her feet. She follows him as he moves to the middle of the bed. Outside, fireworks are still going off, people not yet done celebrating America's birthday even if it's already half past midnight making it officially Sunday.
"I want you on top," he tells her, hands already maneuvering her into the position. The coarse hair of his legs brush against the junction between hers and Tris has to bite her lips to stop herself from moaning. If he didn't know just how wet she was, she sure as hell gave herself away with that. She's practically dripping with want, her desire for him consuming every single part of her – mind, body and heart.
A sliver of moonlight illuminates her skin and Tobias lets his fingers roam over it. Tracing and re-tracing, memorizing every line and jut, glorifying every bend and curve. He pulls her down to him. "So beautiful," he whispers in her ear. His lips start pressing kisses on the the line of her jaw travelling down the side of her neck to her shoulder then back up to her lips. Their tongues mingle together, stealing and sharing each other's breath until they both can't take any more.
Tris pushes herself away from him and, with one hand, she guides his length to her entrance sinking down slowly as she engulfs the whole of him. He lets out a gasp; she lets out a moan. They stay unmoving for a while, letting themselves savor the feel of their joining.
His hand grips her hips urging her to move and she does, unhurried swivels at first gradually increasing speed as they both near their peak. Tris leans down against him holding onto his shoulders for balance. Her hair cascades down, a golden curtain blocking everything else out. She is all he sees. She is all there is. Tobias crushes his lips to hers.
Sweat mingling, breaths hitching – their bodies meld together until they're one being. It's both familiar and new. Frankly, Tobias thinks he'll never truly get used to it. There's something liberating in letting yourself be vulnerable for someone else and with Tris, he knows he could without being judged for his past. He is cared for, he is loved. She is the only person in the world who has ever made him feel that way.
"Are you close?" she asks in between breaths.
"Let go, babe" he replies and that's all the permission she needs. Tris spasms around his girth, white-hot heat frying every single nerve in her body as she reaches completion. Tobias tightens his arms around her, murmuring words of love against her hair, running his hands anywhere and everywhere he could reach as if the act alone is enough for him. He waits for her to come down from her high before he starts moving again.
"Oh," she whimpers when one of his thrusts hit that one spot inside her.
With one hand on the small of her back and the other firm against the mattress, Tobias raises himself up, reversing their positions. He hovers over her, touching their foreheads together and she arches up to kiss his lush mouth.
"Tris," he moans when she nibbles on the corner of his lower lip. She moves down to the crook of his neck, sucking and kissing and biting the thin skin there. She feels him start to swell inside her and she knows he's close now. She starts moving beneath him, meeting his hips in the middle until his thrusts become even more erratic. Warmth floods her as Tobias lets himself go inside her.
Still catching their breaths, he rolls them around so she's on top again. Tris smiles down at him, a sated look on her beautiful face. He smoothes out her hair as best as he can, tucking them behind her ears. She kisses the indentation between his clavicles.
"Hey," he manages to get out.
"Hey," Tris says back.
"What's my name again?" That earns him a smack on the chest. "You're amazing, Tris."
"No, you're amazing," she counters and he laughs.
"So, we're just gonna repeat each other's words then?"
"What?" Tris pouts "My heart only remembered her job a couple seconds ago. Blood hasn't reached my brain yet."
He cups her cheek, bringing her face close to his. Tris shuts her eyes in anticipation and he has to smile at the innocence of it. Tobias brushes his mouth against hers before finally slotting his lips in between. It's slow and sweet unlike the ones they had from earlier tonight, nevertheless it still holds the same thing at the root of it: love.
Tobias rolls them to their sides, carefully pulling out from her. He covers her body with the blanket which they've managed to push down to the foot of the bed. "Let me clean you up," he tells her, pulling his boxer briefs back on. Tris watches him as he walks to the bathroom. He's strong but graceful, tough yet gentle, and he is hers just like she is his. It's a very comforting thought.
He comes back with a wet washcloth and one of his shirts. Tobias helps her into it before doing what he promised.
"Tris," he says, voice soft as he joins her again in their bed. She turns to look at him. "I love you."
She draws him close, cradling the sides of his head with both hands. "I love you, too, Tobias. Just two more months and I can call you my husband."
"And you, my wife."
If you also read/follow my series, Find Your Way Back, please know that I am continuously working on it. I'm just going through a rough time right now. I did, however, post part of chapter 14 on my tumblr. You can check it out if you want. I'm at ourblue-eyedheroine.
Also, my sincerest thanks to leek812 & enj412. Thank you! Thank you! That's all I can say.