Hey. How have you been?

I know I haven't come by for a while. School has just been keeping me busy until now, with the mid-terms upcoming and all... you get it, don't you?

For the past weeks I've been thinking about coming here nonstop, but since I knew mom and dad would visit you it couldn't have been all that bad. And I'm pretty sure some of your friends have come by as well.

What was that girl's name? Gumi? She seems to like you a lot. Plus, you've got my blessings on that one- she's nice, cares for others and on top of that she's pretty. Whenever I ask her what she thinks about you she always says things like "No way! It's really not like that!". It's adorable.

Has Kaito-Onii-Chan been here often? I mean... deep down he's a good guy and I'm pretty sure he is just as worried about you as I am.

Luka-Nee-Chan's birthday is this weekend, in case you have forgotten. I'm sure Gaku-Nii will finally propose to her. They've been together for so long, it would be stupid to not do it now. Especially since Luka-Nee-Chan totally is into all that romantic stuff. Proposing in front of everyone at a birthday party... ah, I guess she'll be crying before we know it!

Speaking of the party, Miku-Nee-Chan had her concerts moved around on her schedule, just so she can come here and attend. It's great to know that she puts us above all those half-assed fans of hers. Because, no matter when her fame will die down, we'll always be there, right?

I still miss her around. But, she promised me that she'll come here in December for our birthday. Last year, she couldn't make it. But it's still almost a year from now on. I really hate that it's on the day after Christmas. But I guess it's alright, since we'll see our big sis again...

Not that you were bothered by it, as popular as you are. Just spend some time at the hospital- the whole room is filled with flowers and 'get well'-presents. Hell, just forget a pen and the whole class offers you theirs.

I'm jealous of you, somehow.

But, you know, it's a bit sad that you can't stick around anymore. It's not like I was the kind of reliant little sister some others are, but it's annoying.

And, you know what? It's also sad that I'm crying right now, even though I just wanted to come to talk to you. Am I that pathetic? I came here to cheer you up, and yet I can't even hold back my tears!

I'm sorry.

I shouldn't be doing this. But, I still wonder every single day, you know? It's been snowing all day. When you were brought here, the cherry blossoms were only starting to bloom. We, of course, have gotten older.

But you don't have to care about that, do you?

Look, I'm even wiping away my tears right now, just so you don't have to see me cry any longer. I wonder why I'm crying though. After all, this is one of the few things I can be sure of in life. Always.

Because, whenever I return here, you will be there, waiting for me. Not that you could smile at me. But I can lie to myself, hold onto your hand until sweat is forming and talk to you about trival things. I always will. I'll be here and wait for you to wake up.

And I don't give a damn if it takes forever.

A/N: Damn, I'm feeling down. I have a horrible headache and I'm coughing up pus again, haven't been to school yesterday and today and just ugh.

I guess I wrote this with sigh in my mind. Dunno. Though no one says anyone dies. And, in case you haven't figured it out- Rin. Len.

Yesterday, I watched the final part of Synchronicity or however it's spelled. I didn't keep track of it, but duuude, I love those instrumental tracks. And the arrangement for the duet and the use of appends and just- yeah. So, Miku was the dragon and everyone dies.

That sounds like I was high. Yay.