My name is Hikari Yami, gender, male, age 20, and graduated from college early, top in all my classes, and picked on in all of them too. I didn't have any friends to stop them, so I was on my own.

I moved into a large house on Crescent avenue. It's where all the rich people live, but I wasn't rich, so I ended up getting several jobs to earn the money. However, that still wasn't enough, so I asked my parents to loan me some money, and luckily they did.

Life was rough though, I had no one who loved me, or even wanted to be in a relationship like my previous friends, but that's how I lost them.

I always thought of people as lights. Funny, huh?

A world of lights. Bright and blinding light. Lights that I wish would just go out, and leave me be.

They never did though. They would always pull me into their problems, and I would be the one getting in trouble for them.

And with every, single day, these lights slowly dimmed in my mind, and they grew quite distant with their own lives. They didn't even take the time to notice that I was left behind, in the darkness they couldn't reach.

Suddenly, everything just went pitch black, and all I could hear was a loud sound of what happened to be sirens. They kept echoing throughout my head, red and blue lights began to flash on my face as I gained conscious again.

"He's in here," someone yelled as a door slammed open.

I try to sit up, or at least move, but my body wouldn't let me. Why? Why can't I move? What did I do, and how did I get here?

"Your under arrest," a loud police officer said.

From the corner of my eye, I could see a man in handcuffs, walking to the door.

"Your a disgusting man," a woman said as the man walked passed her.

He just smiled, and looks directly at me, "See you later cutie."

"Keep moving," the police officer said pushing the man forward.

"Are you ok dearie," the woman asked as she looked at me.

I couldn't speak, as my voice was to sore to say anything.

"Don't worry, I'll have an ambulance her in no time," the woman said as she rubbed my head.

'Can someone please tell me what happened, and why am I here,' I thought as the woman just looked at me.

Suddenly she gets a phone call, "Give me a sec."

The woman stands up, and walks out of the room just as I try to grab her shirt with the rest of the strength I had left. But she moved, and I missed my chance to stop her.

I wished that she came back sooner, but she didn't, so closed my eyes to rest.

All I know is that my body hurts, I can't really move, and something crazy happened, but I can't remember it. However at this point, all I want to know is, how did I end up like this, and why?

A couple hours passed and I woke up in a hospital bed, with bags of blood attached to my left arm. And there I saw a nurse looking at me with a smile.

"It's seems your finally awake," the nurse said with a smile. "Do you need anything?"

"I just want to know what happened," I answered looking at the nurse.

"You had a tremendous amount of blood lose, with many cuts across your body, and also have a broken legs," the nurse answered.

I look at her about to say something, but the door to my room opened, and a doctor came in.

"Oh, so he's awake," the doctor asked as he looked at me.

"Yes," the nurse answered.

"So how are you feeling," the doctor asked.

"I don't know," I answered confused. "I don't even know what happened."

"Well, if you can tell, you have major cuts all over your body, along with a broken leg," the doctor answered. "However, you were also raped."

"That can't be," I said confused. "I don't have any memory of that happening."

"You were probably drugged, and your tests show that you were," the doctor said looking at me. "Now just get some rest."

I sigh as I lay back down and close my eyes, but then hear a familiar voice as the doctor and nurse left.

"I didn't think you would get yourself into this kind of trouble when I left you," someone said walking through the door.

I open my eyes and see Toroi, he was such a close friend of mine, but we grew distant after he began dating some popular girl named Okiniiri. They're still together I think, and I've also heard that he's become a police officer.

"What are you doing here," I asked annoyed.

"I came to visit an old friend," Toroi answered looking at me.

"Why does it matter, you never cared about me after you started dating Okiniiri," I stated annoyed.

"Can you not speak so lowly about her," Toroi replied looking at me. "She's waiting outside."

"You think I care," I asked raising my voice with tears in my tears. "She took my closest friend from me, and I have no one left, but myself."

Toroi watches me as I cry, with tears roll down my face, and wipe them away. He walks over to the bed, and looks at me with an upset face.

I expected him to hit me, or scold me for being a crybaby for some reason, but he opened his arms, and gave me a hug. This caught me off guard, and from shock I just lay there as tears still rolled down my face.

"I'm sorry," Toroi said holding me. "I'm so sorry, please forgive me."

I couldn't say anything, he never apologized to me like this before, and he never hugged me. All I could do was stay silent, however the hug didn't last long as someone opened the door.

"Toroi, you got a phone call," Okiniiri said as she stood in the door way. "What are you doing?"

"I'm giving my friend a hug," Toroi answered as he pulled away from me.

"Well you were called to go do that crime scene on Elliott Street," Okiniiri said holding Toroi's phone out to him.

"Was that where you were," Toroi asked looking at me.

"I don't know," I answered looking down nervously as Okiniiri stared at me. "I lost most of my memory before the incident, and I'm only now being told what happened."

"Well, don't worry, you'll remember soon enough," Toroi said with a smile as he walked to the door. "I've got to go, but I'll come back later to visit."

"Oh, ok," I said watching Toroi leave, but as he left Okiniiri shut the door.

"So your Hikari," Okiniiri asked with a smile. "Toroi used to talk about you back in high school."

"He did," I asked confused.

"Yeah," Okiniiri said smiling. "I wanted to talk to you, but you were always so distant from everyone else. I didn't know how to approach you."

"Sorry about that," I said looking down.

"Why are you apologizing," Okiniiri asked walking over to me. "I was the one who didn't come up to you. But, why were you so alone, didn't you have your own friends?"

I don't know why, but I just snapped as she asked that, and pushed her away from me. My body began to ache from getting out of bed, but at that point, I couldn't control any part of my body. It was almost like I had someone else controlling me.

"What are you doing," Okiniiri asked looking at me scared.

I didn't answer, but show a sickening grin as she rushes to the door, and tries to open it. Sadly, it happened to be locked, and she couldn't get out.

"Someone, help me," Okiniiri screamed from the room as she banged on the door. "Someone, please!"

"Why are you screaming," I asked with the smile on my face increase as I looked at her.

"Stay away from me," Okiniiri demanded backing away into a corner.

"Come on," I said getting closer to her, and raise my hand to her throat. "I just want to see someone so pretty, die."

"I said stay away from me," Okiniiri screamed with the door bursting opening.

Just as it did, I look at the door, and see a few security guards, but out of nowhere, I fall to my knees, almost as if my body was given back to me. I begin to cough up blood, and look up to see Okiniiri run to one of the security guards.

I could hear her saying that I attacked her out of nowhere, and that I almost killed her.

From me coughing up the blood, I managed to say, "I didn't mean it," but I doubt she would believe me, and I passed out again.

"Hey, are you ok," someone said shaking my body.

I open my eyes, and see Toroi's face, but then see Okiniiri hiding behind him, "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to attack you, I swear, my body wouldn't let me do anything on my own."

"I know," Okiniiri said looking at me.

"You do," I asked.

"When you passed out, the doctors looked at you, and found some computer chip bug on your neck," Okiniiri answered. "So I called Toroi to come back to the hospital, and see what happened."

"That doesn't make any sense," I said putting my hand on my head. "Who would put some computer chip bug on me? And why?"

"I'm not sure," Toroi answered. "But I'm going to have an expert analysis it, but in the mean time, your going home."

"But I'm still hurt, aren't I," I asked confused.

"The doctors said you should be fine, but if anything happens, we're supposed to take you to the hospital," Toroi answered. "So can you walk?"

"No, not really," I answered looking at Toroi.

"Alright, then I'll carry you," Toroi said scooping me from the bed, and from shock I wrap my arms around his neck. "Sorry, I didn't mean to startle you."

"It's fine," I said looking away with blush on my cheeks.

Toroi heads out of the hospital with Okiniiri behind him, and puts me in the backseat of his car. To my surprise, it was the same red mustang that his parents bought him for his 16th birthday, and was still in good condition.

"Do you want me to take you to your place," Toroi asked as he got into the drives seat, and buckles his seatbelt.

"Um, sure," I answered holding myself nervously.

I haven't been in a car for a long time, most of the times I walked, so being stuck in something so small made me nervous, but I tried to act like nothing was wrong.

"So where do you live," Toroi asked looking at me in the rear view mirror.

"Um, turn left, then right after a few blocks," I answered as quickly as I could.

"Oh, so you live on Cresent avenue," Okiniiri asked shocked. "But isn't that where rich people live?"

"Yeah," I answered.

"So how do you afford that kind of money," Okiniiri asked looking back at me.

"I work serval jobs, 24/7, and my parents give me money to help, but I'm thinking about moving," I answered.

"Why, it's such a nice neighborhood," Okiniiri asked.

"Cause I don't want to bother my parents about giving me money," I answered.

"So you don't mind working 24/7," Toroi asked.

"Not at all," I answered. "It gives me something to do, and I don't live with anyone, so they don't have to worry about me being gone all the time."

"Seems rough," Toroi said sadly.

"I'm used to it," I said looking out the window.

"So which ones your house," Toroi asked changing the subject.

"That one," I answered pointing to a large grayish, two-story house.

"That's a huge house," Okiniiri stated looking at the house as she got out. "And you live there all alone?"

"Yeah," I answered.

"Must be pretty lonely," Toroi said opening his door.

"I guess," I said with Toroi opening my door, and helps me out. He helps me all the way to the door, and into my house. "So where's your room?"

"Upstairs," I answered.

"Ok," Toroi said picking me up again, and goes up the stairs.

"You know you don't have to do all this," I said embarrassed.

"It's the least I could do for a friend," Toroi said heading to my room. "Wow, your room is much cleaner then it was back in high school."

"Shut up," I said looking away.

"Come on, you know it was a mess back then," Toroi said setting me on the bed as he moved the sheets.

"Yeah, yeah," I said with a pouty face.

"Now if its ok with you, Okiniiri, and me are going to stay to take care of you till you get better," Toroi stated. "And I'll call all the places you work at, and tell them that you won't be able to come to work for awhile."

"Thank you," I said with a small smile.

"That's the smile I remember," Toroi said placing his hand on my head, while smiling himself. "Now if your hungry just ask, and I'll have Okiniiri cook you something. And trust me, her food is to die for."

"I guess I'm a little hungry," I said placing my hand over my stomach.

"Alright," Toroi said walking to the door. "Food will be done shortly."

"Ok," I said as Toroi left the room, and called down to Okiniiri.

Do they actually care about me, or is it only cause I'm hurt? And would they even be here if I didn't get hurt? Agh, why do I keep thinking that I have no one? I mean they came cause I was Toroi's friend, and he just wants to help an old friend, right? But why can't I accept that fact?